Goodbye Spunky Girl Options

[mittens_is_gone]

3/16/06
About 2 1/2 hours ago, I took my cat Spunky to the vet. She passed away today, unfortunately, while I was out.
I feel horrible about her being alone when she died. I am so sorry about that.
As I cried, I kept saying to her that I was sorry that she was alone.
She is now with her sister, who we lost a year ago last November.
We have no cats in the house now.
I left the towel and the clothes basket that I took her to the vet in, at the vet. I coudn't bring them home.
I have all of her stuff around the house and I don't want to move it.
I can't look at the spot where I found her without breaking down.
I feel so bad about her being alone.

Spunky, baby, Mommy is so sorry that you died alone. Love you sweetie.


Thanks for listening.

Janice
Mittens and Spunky's Mom

[mittens_is_gone]

Thanks Tillie,
Your words do mean alot. I appreciate them.

I am kind of numb right now. I am trying to keep it together. But I do miss Spunky so much. I was just in the kitchen and I swear I expected to hear her come running in hear with her little nails clicking on the floor.
I also folded a load of clothes and do miss her trying to jump in the basket before I even get them folded. Near the end, to make her happy I kept a basket in the living room and would warm up a towel in the dryer for her. She always seemed so cold. She slept on the heating vents. I was trying all kinds of food to try and get her to eat, she was so thin. I hope she knows how much we loved her.
I am sorry, I am rambling.
Are those beauties in the picture your babies? They are so sweet. The house seems so quiet and empty. I want more furbabies, but it is so soon and I feel like it isn't right to get more cats right now. I don't know.
Ahh... I have so much cleaning and straightening up to do before I should consider any more cats(kittens...at least 2 ). If I got a couple of kittens now, they would get lost amongst the clutter and I wouldn't be able to find them

I am sorry for your loss as well. This is a great place to come to for support. It is hard sometimes though, I relive losing Mittens and so I would stay away for a while. And now losing Spunky...here I am back again.

Right after I had to put Mittens down, I was watching Spunky like a hawk. I was so afraid that she was going to get sick as well and we would lose her too.

My husband and I looked at some pictures of Spunky last night and smiled and laughed and tried to remember her when she was healthy. I hope she wasn't in alot of pain at the end. I wish I was with her. Sorry...

Well. thanks for listening... again I do appreciate it.

Janice
Mittens and Spunky's Mom ...I guess I should change my login to Mittens and Spunky are gone....hey...do you know how to make a picture an avatar like you have with your furbabies??? Can you tell me how????