It Hurts So Much, pain of loss Options

[smitty_sca]

i lost my special friend mocha cat three days ago and am really struggling with the pain. everytime i look over to where her kitty condo used to be i start to cry. everytime i go to do laundry and she is not following me i start to cry. i feel so empty inside. am i going crazy?

[smitty_sca]

thank you so much for your kindness and taking time to try to help. it just happened so quickly. she was diabetic and i had been giving her her insulin 2x daily for 9 months. she seemed fine in the morning and that evening before her dinner i found her in convulsions. we tried everything to save her and i did manage to bring her out of the seizures and get her to emerg. but apparently there were other problems and we couldn't stop her from continuing to have seizures. i decided to have her euthanized so she wouldn't suffer any more. i feel so guilty. maybe i should have allowed them to run a bunch more tests and potentially operate on her but she was 14 yrs old. i didn't think it was fair but now i feel like maybe there was more i should have done. i miss her so much.