Real Sad Tonght, Simple's ashes are ready Options

[cindi]

I guess I should have known that I would fall apart when I finally got the call that I could pick up my Baby's ashes. I was beginning to worry that they had lost her, and I really couldn"t take losing her again. But now I don't think I can go get that llittle bag with the little box inside. I'm sorry I'm being depressive, just sad and had to vent.
Thanks:
Cindi

[Kim R.]

Tanya,
Kurby's stone is GORGEOUS! Where did you get it? I would love to get something like that. It is so obvious how much you loved your Kurby, and although your time with him was cut short, you should feel good that he was made to feel so loved and happy while he was here. Ya know, there are some poor unfortunate furbabies that spend an entire lifetime on the end of a chain, lucky to even get food or water, so the way I see it, even though his life was cut short, he is still one of the lucky ones !

Cindi,
I am thinking of you today. I know how much your Simple meant to you, and I also know how bad it hurts when they leave. Lord knows I am the last person that can tell you it will get better in time because I myself am still a basket case, but when I look back at those first few months, I know that I am getting better, it's just a very slow process in my case...we are all different, and I think the guilt I carry is a HUGE roadblock on my journey to healing. I may be fooling myself, but I truly think that if she would have died peacefully in her sleep, on her own terms and in her own time, I wouldn't have so much pain. I would still miss her all the same, but the pain of what I did to her wouldn't be there. Sorry, I didn't mean to turn this into a 'me story'...I just want you to know that I am glad that you found us here at LS. It is obvious what a caring and giving person you are, and I feel priviledged to have 'met' you !
your friend in grief,
Kim