I Picked Up Fur Today Options

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I picked up fur today. Searching in all her sunny places. Placed the pieces in her new container. I just wanted to touch her one more time. I was not home to be with her in her final hours. I feel like I let her down. My precious "B" had been with me through good times and bad and always curled up next to me and never judged. When I was down she'd extend her paw out and rest it on my face. Always running along my car in shadows as I pulled into my home. She may not of known I saw her run from the gate to my apartment when I lived in one she'd scurry up the stairs as if she'd been cooly laying there and just happened to notice I had come home. Whenever I moved she never got lost I'd through the old rug she lay on out the door and let her out and there she'd be when I whistle for her at dinner time.
When I moved to Texas I went to a cat show the second day I was here. That was 14 years ago. She was a winner of the mutt cat division at the show and enter by a local shelter that did not put down animals. I had lost my Baby cat many years earlier and this cat just spoke to me with her eyes and I knew I had to take this beautiful winner home with me. I had no local vet and alomost could not adopt her but finally the name of my old vet in Florida entered my brain and the Animal Defense League called them up and yes I was a suitable owner and could take this beatiful yellow eyed black furry beast home wih me.
When we got home she ran straight for the shower and jumped in she always had an affection for that area of the house from there forward. She coud fetch as good as any dog I have known and knew how to sit on command...well that is when she felt like it. I miss her pawing her way in the bath in the mornings. Greeting me at the door, talking her endless talk and my talking back to her. It is the middle of the day and I had to stop and cry cause I miss my queen "B" so badly. She was my beaver cat, my baby cat, my bad "B", my good "B" That cat was A+ to me. I miss my baby "B"

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Kathy,
I do have another cat but it is different he is a stray that I adopted me recently and he was beat up pretty bad by someone. I know in time he will become a great baby but he he still has a few trust issue to work through. It has been only since August but everyday he is getting better and better. B an him never saw eye to eye she was the Queen of the roost say to speak. Always a one person baby. I don't even think Q (the stray baby) is misses her at all. I think he is happy that he can walk around ad not get hissed at. Lay on the bed without having to avoid my B. I am trying to hold hi close but like I said he does not seem ready for that. He is very affectionate and loves to ave his belly rubbed but is not one to squeeze and bump heads or let me blow in his ears. And this is the first ca I have ever seen who does not like his neck rubbed. I think in time he will like this ad having his ears scratch. I am not sure he is helping to much right now though. I was kind of a one kitty mom too.

Marie