Still Crying For Florence Options

[cat power]

It has been 11 days since my companion, my amazing Kitty Florence left this world, and there has not been a single day when I have not cried. I still have her blanket on the sofa with bits of her fur on it, her food and water dish her liter tray..I havent the heart to move it. Sometimes I feel that the pain in my heart is so much that I must cry out loud. I have a 4 month old baby and some people have said to me that I now have my baby to give my love to, I do not see it like that Florence was a member of this family, and I miss her. I wish I could have just one more day with her. I have yet to meet her in my dreams, I dont understand why she has not yet appeared in my dreams.

[missingB]

I lost my B this past Sunday. I too wish she would appear in my dreams to tell me she is ok. Florence is as special in your heart as your new baby. It is a different kind of love or should I say bond. As for her things you will know when to put them away. You may want keep her blanket in that special place for awhile. I have not even pick up the leaves that clunk to B's coat when I picked up her lifeless body. But I will. I will crush them into a fine powder and put them with her in her new resting place along with the bits of fur I gather up the other day. I to can not stop crying and reaching out for her. But I know that she will be with me when I come to an end because our bond was so strong it verged on psychic. I am sure your Florence knew you that way too. I think maybe I haven't seen her in my dreams is because I have not slept a full night through since she passed. Maybe that is the same with you. I need to reach deep sleep and let her enter into my subconscious and play in the yellow fields in my mind.

Hang in here she will come

Marie