My Baby Baron, The greif is unbearable Options

[ericamc]

Baron died yesterday he was my baby german shepard my life is so empty and I cannot stop crying I keep looking for him but he is not here,his brother is very depressed they were together all the time now he just howls and is constantly looking for him. I do not know how to deal with this very well. He was fine then he was very sick on sunday I took him to the dr they said he swallowed something but when they operated on him they found his large intestine was destroyed from being twisted and it died we had to let him go. Baron gave us such happiness and joy he gave my life unconditional love and extreme happines not only to me but his brother Lothar, my 2 children and my husband. We are in exteme pain and I want him back!!!