Smokey Went Over The Bridge, baby died Options

[smokey's mom]

Im sick with pain and anquish, my beloved smokey has passed away.

smokey was a 13 yr old dachshund, he has severe pneunomia and was being treated for it by the vet, but she also told me that he may not make it through. and sure enough 6 wks later, he went in the nite.

Smokey was with me for close to 7 yrs. he was born on the same day as my 13 yr old son. April 20, 1992.

I knew i was goin to have him cremated, i loved that dog so much i couldnt be away from him. the local humane society has him now, he is to be cremated today and ill have my puppy back before christmas.

christmas is goin to be brutal, i have presents for him too.

i set up a lil memorial to him it has candles, pictures, his toys and some figures. it helps me some. i still miss him, i will just break out crying, and the worst thing is that i will forget for a min, then when i remember it hurts all over again.

im wearin his collar as a bracelet, i miss the sound of his tags jingling, his bed is still next to mine and his blanket is in front of the fireplace.

i just miss my puppy. i want him back.

[smokey's mom]

one week after.

it has been one week since smokey left. I recieved his ashes back yesterday and im so glad to have him back for christmas.

smokey sent me a sign too. when he died i ordered some figures and a locket with a pic of a dachshund on it, and i got them yesterday too. so i know my baby is still looking out for me. i felt much better when i got the items. but i was sad as well. i still miss him.

eventhou it has been a week, i have slowed down crying, and night time is still really hard, because my boyfriend goes to bed early, so that leaves alot of time for me to sit here and look at his pics.

i really hope to see my baby once again. i hope he is ok and happy.


i love you smokey
you will always be my lil man