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[Punky's Mommy]

Dear Punky,

Today is the one week anniversary of your passing. I remember perfectly how I was holding you at this very minute exactly one week ago. I am so so sorry things ended as they did. If I could do anything at all to take away the pain and fear of your last moments I would do it for you over and over and over again.

I want you to know how much I miss you. I keep looking for signs of you, but I know that I have to let you go. I want to do everything in my power to make sure that we are reunited again when it is my time to pass on.

We were perfect for each other. I have never loved somebody so unconditionally. My affection for you will always be endless.

Now run and play, my angel.

Love,
Mommy

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[bearbear]

your words are the feelings in my broken heart.your loving memories make me cry and despite my broken heart i can't seem to let it out. good luck with future loves. they continue...never replace. here is my story: i had to leave my dog, bear at home alone with my wife for 5 days. on day 4 he was hit by a truck out front. i feel he died needlessly due to negligent veterinary care. my wife, rose called the vet, explained the crisis, and he did not tell her he was unable to help due to a shoulder separation and sling on his arm. after a short wait for him to arrive at his office, he had my boy walk into his office with severe chest trama knowing he could not help us. then he had my precious baby bear, who was so strong, again walk back to the car on his own. he told us to go to another vet, 70 miles away who could do heart surgery. i'm sure the critical time he wasted knowing he could not do his job cost my bear bear the life he loved so much. he loved to run. he loved everyone he met(and he wanted to meet everyone). he loved his mommy and daddy. we couldn't even kiss around him without him crowding between us to make it a group effort. he loved his kitty, josie. they slept cuddled up together and the daily routine was upon awakening he would allow her to grab him by the face and wash his nose and ears. i never in my 48 yrs. met a more gentle creature. in his 4 short yrs. , he NEVER growled, showed his teeth or bit at anyone or another animal ! he loved car trips and whenever we were anywhere near one of his favorite places ; "his " park or one of his 2 best doggie friend's homes, he would whine like a baby-louder and louder until we acknowledge him to get out of the car. i miss him so very much and am not able to deal with my loss. i am unable to go to work, i am unable to be around people ( even those closest to me who realize how much my boy boy meant to me), and know i am alienating myself from my wife of 18 yrs. i don't know what to do-i don't know how to heal and i don't think time will provide healthy healing. i've mourned beloved pets before in my life as i have always had cats and dogs around me. last year at this time i had to bury my dad, who i loved very much., but i didn't lose my control to the point of losing my mind. i feel so empty and am even questioning my faith, which i believed to be very strong. any cyber help you could provide for me will be deeply appreciated because i am so lost. i had no closure with him-could give him no comfort when he needed me most. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! ron in pa