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 I Had To Put My Nicu To Sleep This Morning |
 Oct 18 2005, 04:24 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 5 Joined: 18-October 05 Member No.: 1,198  |
He was my best friend. My Siamese cat who I found on the street when he was just a couple of days old. I'm sitting here sobbing as I type this because he is the only living creature who has stuck by my side for so long. I do not have a reliable family. I am single and not very attractive so I don't have a lot of hopes for having love in my life. Nicu was it. For 14 years and 5 months, he was my sweet little boy. He had kidney failure and this morning at 2 a.m., he struggled to crawl onto my chest and lay there. He just looked at me and I knew he was ready. I took him to the emergency pet clinic and held his head while they gave him the shot. I thought it would be a relief when we went, but it wasn't. I miss my little boy so much. And now I am all alone in this world, just like I always knew I would be. And I don't want to live. I want my sweet little boy back.
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Nov 3 2005, 05:48 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 256 Joined: 31-March 05 From: Upstate NY Member No.: 789 |
My heart goes out to you ~ I completely empathize and understand this emptiness and I share the lonliness and sterile life feeling and being a blank sheet ~ my reference points are gone also ~ losing Amber in March and now my rainbow wind and crystal fire CC is gone so suddenly ~
We have loved them ~ the vindication of their deaths if there could be one is that ultimately we are able to take the love to a greater level in our hearts and souls and spirits ~ Yet the wolves of my dark night of the soul howl mournfully ~ the eagle soars high with protection ~ the wolves run with mystical smoke in their wake ~ and I weep yet become cleansed with this greater love in my heart. Tonight I burn a memory candle ~ I will remember your Nicu ~ May your heart find warmth and comfort and may your spirit be wrapped in the protection of your love and life together ~ It has not come to an end ~ now only changed form and we must find the way ~ This Old Irish Blessing is fitting ~ May the road rise with you ~ May the wind be always at your back ~ And may the Lord hold you in the hollow of his hand ~ Sincere Thoughts, Kathryn -------------------- Peace Be With You ~ Kathryn ~ Angel Amber ~ Angel CC~ and Sammie
I lost my Amber Tabby Girl of nearly 20 years on 3/28/05 after a valiant battle with end stage CRF. Always a beacon in the storm ~ steady and true. C.C was my purebred White Angora I lost to cancer on 10/22/05 at age 13~ A Big Gentle yet Oddly Eccentric Creature ~Through his congenital deaf ness ~He brought an innocent joy to my life and light to my heart I also adopted an 8 yr old Burmese named Samantha who led me back into my own room ~ still a stranger to me ~ she sweetly gives peace to Amber's final days spent there and lights my way to see in the darkness of the spaces that my precious CC has left behind. |
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kuantummekanik I Had To Put My Nicu To Sleep This Morning Oct 18 2005, 04:24 PM
pamurchu [SIZE=7]I am so sorry for your loss. I cannot imag... Oct 18 2005, 07:27 PM Luna Kuantummekanik,
I'm so so sorry for your loss... Oct 18 2005, 09:16 PM kuantummekanik Thank you both, Pat and Luna.
I'm still crying... Oct 19 2005, 01:39 AM luv_my_catz I am so sorry for your loss ~ I know well the last... Oct 19 2005, 09:01 AM Norah'sMom Dear Ron,
I am so very sorry to hear about the los... Oct 19 2005, 10:35 AM Laurasdogs Ron,
My heart goes out to you too. I hope you wil... Oct 19 2005, 11:56 AM samhaincat I am so sorry this happened and I know first hand ... Oct 19 2005, 09:45 PM kuantummekanik Thank you all who responded for your support over ... Nov 3 2005, 04:43 PM
juls You are not alone.....ever. Everywhere all over t... Nov 4 2005, 10:09 AM |
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