I Need Advice Is This A Good Idea! Options

[babybear2005]

My babybear was at the cattery when he became ill, i went to collect his things on monday and was speaking to the lady that owns it. i felt that i could help her out so i asked if that would be possible, she said that i could go whenever i wanted to. i really feel like i need some feline company just for a little while. Should i go in my spare time to help in rememberence of my babybear or would i be hurting myself even more!!!!!!!!!!! im really confused, i love all kitty cats and as i will be moving aboard in the next few years my partner doesnt want to get another cat untill we have settled down, and i dont think i can go for years with out those beautiful furbabies in my life!!!!! i really need advice!!!!!!

[babybear2005]

i know but now i feel like an complete idiot, maybe i mistook what she said the first time, i meant that i could help her groom them and spend time with them, and she just said on the phone ' what do you want to do come look at the cats!!! ' I said to her on the phone if it isnt ok then please just say so. The reason why i said i could help her is that none of the cats she has there are for rehoming they are all there because there owners are away, that way i wouldnt get tempted to bring one home!!!! maybe it just isnt meant to be but now i feel like im back to day one i dont even want to go home.