I'm New And Lost My Beautiful Boy, loss of 13 year old husky Options

[Cathi]

He was a largewhite and grey husky with deep golden eyes. There was a tiny tiny bit of wolf in his genes. He had a sweet and happy spirit. He looked very noble and pranced when he walked. We used to go everywhere together, camping, walking by the river, even garage sales.

And he loved kids. When he saw them, his ears would lay flat against his head in glee and his tail would wag his back end almost off the ground. He was like a wolf who loved the pups in the pack.

He has been sick for a few weeks and stopped eating completely a few days ago. Yesterday my husband and I had to put him to sleep and I can't stop crying. This hurts way more than when even my dad died. It is like losing a child. I wish I could bring him back. It hurts so much.

Cathi

[PHILLONNE]

YOU'RE WELCOME FOR SURE. RIGHT NOW IT SEEMS THE HAPPIER THE MEMORY THE MORE THE PAIN . THAT'S PROBABLY WHY YOU "CAN'T SEEM TO REMEMBER" BUT DON'T WORRY , YOU WILL IN TIME.
I WAS SO DAMB MAD THAT IT WAS SO HOT THIS SUMMER BUT I KEPT DOLLY AND "FREDDIE" (HER MATE SINCE PUPPYHOOD) IN THE COOL CELLAR OR THE A.C. BUT IT CERTAINLY DID'NT MAKE HER FINAL DAYS ANY EASIER. YOU TOO, I'M SURE.
I READ WHERE RE: GRIEF, YOU CAN SOME IT UP BY THIS STATEMENT - "YOU'RE NOT FINISHED GRIEVING AT ALL UNTIL YOUR LOSS NO LONGER OCCUPIES YOUR ENTIRE THOUGHT PROCESS." YO ! BOY ! I GOT A WAYS TO GO.
PHIL.
RIGHT NOW ARE'NT WE ALL THE GREATEST LOSERS..?