Can't Stand The Pain, Give the cat back to God Options

[Major Catastroph...]

I am faced with the decision to put my cat to sleep. I have tried perscriptions to stop him from urinating in the house but it is at its worst He is wrecking our house.The humane society won't take him because of his "problem" I talked to the director moments ago and he said putting him down is the most humane thing to do. All I can do is CRY & CRY & & CRY.......I am ANGRY my wife brought him home in the first place. I am ANGRY at the cat for making me go thru this intense pain I don't want to go thru. I am deeply, deeply SADDENED that I will never see my freind again. I must make the appointment to get this unpleasantry done tommorrow when I come home from work in the morning. I feel sick to my stomach and I feel stupid because of the intense greif I feel now. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!! It's only a cat.....but it isn't...it's my cat and I love him and I would just like to stop crying..........

[runningplace]

Please add me to the list of humans who prefer the company of animals. The major reason I miss my little Pumpkin so much, is that I am certain that she loved me more than I have ever been loved in my entire life. I was the center of her universe and she worshipped me. I knew that she would not judge me, let me down or reject me for any reason.
I have never been totally comfortable around my fellow humans and the 'soul mates' of my life have been my animal companions.