Can't Stand The Pain, Give the cat back to God Options

[Major Catastroph...]

I am faced with the decision to put my cat to sleep. I have tried perscriptions to stop him from urinating in the house but it is at its worst He is wrecking our house.The humane society won't take him because of his "problem" I talked to the director moments ago and he said putting him down is the most humane thing to do. All I can do is CRY & CRY & & CRY.......I am ANGRY my wife brought him home in the first place. I am ANGRY at the cat for making me go thru this intense pain I don't want to go thru. I am deeply, deeply SADDENED that I will never see my freind again. I must make the appointment to get this unpleasantry done tommorrow when I come home from work in the morning. I feel sick to my stomach and I feel stupid because of the intense greif I feel now. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!! It's only a cat.....but it isn't...it's my cat and I love him and I would just like to stop crying..........

[SJ J & S]

I cried so many tears after having Jude put to sleep that I either burnt or wiped away so many layers of skin on the top of my cheeks that the tears would sting where it was so raw.

Imagine what that energy would have done to me if had not let it out, maybe it would have transformed into cancer or a heart attack – I don’t know but I do know it is better to release it than try and bottle it up and end up exploding, if energy has to be used in some way or another let it be in tears.

I can only urge you to have a cuddle – even if you don’t look him in the eye give him a cuddle, you are going to feel guilty after he has gone and start searching for every reason under the sun to punish yourself – I should have done this – I shouldn’t have done that – don’t let it be that you didn’t say goodbye and have a cuddle before he went.

Maybe you will find sleep with him in your arms.

I wish you peace and will think of you today (I'm from England) and hoping you are getting some sleep tonight.

Love Sue