Missing Tj, 1 week since TJ died Options

[Lisa...NOAH'...]

I just wanted to acknowledge that it was 1 week ago at 9:25 pm tonight that TJ died in my arms. I always knew somehow that he would pass away when I was with him. He and I were so in-sync it was unbelievable. I'm glad his death was peaceful~or at least it seemed to be. I just hope that he wasn't scared when the time came to go. I hope he is at peace with all my other pets that have passed. I like to think of all of them together getting re-acquainted and relaxing under a huge shade tree with a gentle breeze blowing. I feel TJ's presence around me alot of the time. I have gotten several signs that make me believe he is ok. I should feel better but all I want is to have him back and be able to hold him.

Lisa...NOAH'S ARK

[mosmommy]

Hi Lisa,
I know just how you feel. These first weeks (and months) are so hard. Even though I have found Peace in my decision to put Cosmo down, I still miss holding him. I know that all of our babies are in a wonderful place of contentment, and time does not exist for them anymore, but it doesn't change the fact that we miss them being here with us. Time passes so slowly for us when we are grieving. I will always miss having my baby by my side, and I look forward to the day we are reunited. Then I will know the Peace that Cosmo, and my other babies, have now. Sometimes, I long for that day, but I must have unfinished business on this Earth, because for now, I remain.
I hope you are finding some comfort from your husband now, but if not, I'm happy yo see you are reaching out here.
I'm thinking of you and TJ, on his first week mark. I know how much you miss him.
Take care.
Love,
Michelle