Overwhelming Site, My sympathy to all Options

[Lisa...NOAH'...]

I only found this site 1 day ago and I feel as if ...somehow My cat TJ led me to it. So many people are in such despair about the losses they have suffered. It's impossible to write to everyone right now...so I just wanted to say how sorry I am for everyone. Last night was rough for me. I kept thinking about how it was TJ's first night buried. Horrible. TJ wasn't there sleeping with me as usual. For the past year I learned to sleep on my back all night...just so TJ could sleep on my chest. He liked to cuddle as close to my face as possible. I wish he would send a sign that he is ok. When my other pets passed, I usually got some type of sign...but so far nothing. This morning I tried to sleep as long as possible so I wouldn't have to think of what happened. Sometimes I wonder if life is really Hell on earth. Think of all the terrible things that happen to people while we are alive. Serious illness, death of loved ones, loss of a jobs and so many other things. I've been through my share of grief in this lifetime.
Lisa...NOAH'S ARK