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 Why Do I Get So Afraid?, Visits from my baby scare me! |
 Jul 18 2005, 11:20 AM
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 Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 121 Joined: 31-May 05 Member No.: 918  |
I know this seems silly.. and I know a lot of you pray and hope and wish for visits from your dear departed ones.. Freeway visits me often.. and sometimes.. like last night.. it SCARES me.. I know it shouldn't! Here's what happened...
I was going to bed, it was around 3am (I work nights and so usually am up very late) and as I got into bed I noticed my VCR on my dresser across from my bed was off.. there was no display, no time.. so I got up to see what was wrong... Freeway is beside my dresser.. his urn, collar, picture, a poem, and his favorite toy all rest there. I moved the table he's on out of the way and saw that the plug for the VCR was a little out, and I couldn't move the dresser to plug it back in.. I realized I had forgotten to say goodnight to Freeway, my nightly ritual. I said goodnight, shed a tear or 2, got back into bed and the second I did the VCR turned back on... I got up and looked and the plug was all the way in again... I think Freeway was mad I didn't say goodnight and let me know it! Which is just like him.. but I was scared... terrified.. I don't know why... Him being here should be awesome, soothing, comforting - but instead I was afraid. I don't want him to stop coming to me, and he might if he knows I am scared. Anyone else ever afraid?? -------------------- It was in death that you taught me how to love fully and completely. It was in life that you taught me that I was worthy of such love. I long for you, but you are right here in my heart, forever.
Rest in peace, sweet friend. 7/8/95 - 5/30/05 |
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Jul 21 2005, 10:13 AM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 121 Joined: 31-May 05 Member No.: 918 |
I'm sorry I haven't replied until now -- work has been crazy this week and I've always been too tired to get my thoughts down into my typing fingers.. lol
I agree that I shouldn't be afraid and that it would be horrible if he stopped coming because he knows I get scared. Paranormal stuff has always freaked me out. I had a few very scary incidents when I was younger and since then it really scares me. I think it's going to be a matter of keeping it in my mind that it's little Freeway, who would never hurt me or scare me intentionally. He's only trying to comfort me and let me know he's still around and is ok... I think it will take some work on my part, but I never ever want him to stop coming. Thank you all for your support on this... Hopefully I can learn to get over it. -------------------- It was in death that you taught me how to love fully and completely. It was in life that you taught me that I was worthy of such love. I long for you, but you are right here in my heart, forever.
Rest in peace, sweet friend. 7/8/95 - 5/30/05 |
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jenn Why Do I Get So Afraid? Jul 18 2005, 11:20 AM
MumofSerge Wow, Jenn....that IS spooky. But is it really ... Jul 18 2005, 11:47 AM jenn I definitely don't think it's a bad omen..... Jul 18 2005, 03:50 PM MumofSerge Hi, Jenn
You're so right: I don't really ... Jul 18 2005, 04:09 PM MyJack Jenn...
I've had this happen a few times and ... Jul 18 2005, 04:29 PM jillybromley Hi Jenn
I was frightened the first time I had a v... Jul 18 2005, 06:05 PM MyJack QUOTE (jenn @ Jul 21 2005, 10:13 AM)I'm s... Jul 21 2005, 10:25 AM
deedee Freeway is probably just saying hello. It doesn... Jul 21 2005, 03:23 PM |
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