Why Do I Get So Afraid?, Visits from my baby scare me! Options

[jenn]

I know this seems silly.. and I know a lot of you pray and hope and wish for visits from your dear departed ones.. Freeway visits me often.. and sometimes.. like last night.. it SCARES me.. I know it shouldn't! Here's what happened...
I was going to bed, it was around 3am (I work nights and so usually am up very late) and as I got into bed I noticed my VCR on my dresser across from my bed was off.. there was no display, no time.. so I got up to see what was wrong... Freeway is beside my dresser.. his urn, collar, picture, a poem, and his favorite toy all rest there. I moved the table he's on out of the way and saw that the plug for the VCR was a little out, and I couldn't move the dresser to plug it back in.. I realized I had forgotten to say goodnight to Freeway, my nightly ritual. I said goodnight, shed a tear or 2, got back into bed and the second I did the VCR turned back on... I got up and looked and the plug was all the way in again... I think Freeway was mad I didn't say goodnight and let me know it! Which is just like him.. but I was scared... terrified.. I don't know why... Him being here should be awesome, soothing, comforting - but instead I was afraid. I don't want him to stop coming to me, and he might if he knows I am scared.
Anyone else ever afraid??

[MyJack]

Jenn...

I've had this happen a few times and for me, it's not so much scary but comforting. When my g-ma passed away a few years ago, she kept leaving dimes *everywhere*. I would find at *least* 10 dimes a day in very strange places...on the kitchen floor, on my nightstand, in the entryway. It was never pennies or nickles.

I've always believed that beings that pass give us signs and do their best to "communicate" with us. A few days after Jack passed, I was looking at one of his baby pictures. I set it on my desk and walked into the kitchen (mind you no one else was home!)...when I went back to my desk to pick up the picture, it wasnt there but in the next room on my dresser where it used to be, weird.

A few other things have happened, but I wont bore you with the details, but I know Jack is communicating with me...I smile and say "Hi Jack, I know you're there big-guy".

Try not to think of it as scary but remind yourself he's still with you...just reminding you to say hello to him. You're very lucky, some people (most actually) either dont believe these things happen or arent aware enough to realize that it's happening.

Dawn