I Had A Dream Of Dusty And It Tore Me Apart!, I'm so depressed Options

[DustyLove]

It's been 2 weeks since my Sweet Dusty left my side and I miss him terribly!!! My husband convinced me that we needed to get another dog to keep our other 13yr old ##er company since she is deaf and blind and really relied on Dusty to get her around.

We got a new ##er Spaniel puppy and he is just adorable, but of course will "Never" replace my sweet Dusty!!! When we were playing with the puppy at he pet shop a song came on in the background and it was a song we had dedicated to Dusty on his memorial video we just made, so I thought it was Dusty's way of accepting our decision.

Last night, I dreamt that one of our other dogs "Ginny" who has been gone for 9 years now, came running up to me... she was sooooo excited to see me and just wagging her tail and smiling! then all of a sudden Dusty comes running and I actually heard him say " come on... let's go play" and they both turned and ran away together.

Dusty never even acknowledge my presence!!! I feel he is upset with me for bringing a new puppy home! Maybe he feels I'm trying to replace him???? I have not stopped crying today and feel sooooo broken hearted. He was the most beautiful... gentle, caring friend I've ever had and I would trade everything, if I could have him back again!!!
I miss his big brown eyes talking to me... but this time he had nothing to say.

Thanks for listening.

DustyLove

[DustyLove]

Kathy,

Thank you for your kind words! I appreciate everyone's thoughtfulness so much!!!
The song I dedicated to My Sweet Dusty Boy was "Wishing you were here" by Chicago.

Here is a picture of the newest addition to our family. His name is Lucky, since we got him on St. Patrick's Day and he's our little Lucky Charm. I'm sure my Dusty is laughing at all the things Lucky is getting himself into and reminiscing about all the fun times we shared when he was Lucky's age.

Thanks Again,
DustyLove