Difficult Time, Almost 2 weeks since I lost my cat Options

[Susanv]

Hi all, tomorrow will mark the 2nd week since I lost my cat, Poer-Woer, in a hit and run accident. (He was so called because of the purring sound he made). I'm still completely devastated as he was one of the things in this life that kept me going. I'm having a really difficult time. I don't know if I will ever get over this. My mother rushed me to the doctors earlier this week, because I was shaking uncontrolably. The shock has still not worn off. And I miss him terribly. These past two days I just sat staring at nothing in particular. I'm like a zombie. I take a lot of drives to where I can be alone and then I cry and cry. This always makes me feel better, but the pain in my heart is very intense. That morning my cat was 100% healthy - nothing wrong with him and that afternoon he was gone. He never even knew what hit him and for that I'm very thankful. He didn't suffer.

Poer-Woer, 1998 - 2005
I love you...

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[Susanv]

Hi everyone, I want to thank each and everyone of you who has replied to my posts in the last three weeks. It has helped a great deal knowing there are others out there who understand what I'm going through. Today is another hard day for me. I feel completely lost. It feels as if I have reached a point in the grieving process and now I can't move past it. Does that even make sense? I feel down all the time and nothing makes me feel any better. My family have now dealt with the loss of our beloved cat and they are going on, but I'm still stuck. I still want him back. I still don't want to accept that he's not coming back. He was such a joy to us all. I know I will never ever find another cat with the personality that he had. I miss him...