Death Of My Beloved Friend Pepe, His dying was of being very sickly Options

[Debbie7652]

I am writing this day, for the death of my beloved dog happened last Thursday of April 14, 2005. I am so very sad over this...his death. His name was Pepe...and he was the love of my our life. My husband and I enjoyed him for thirteen years and Pepe gave us love, enjoyment, comical acts and he showed his love back to us.
His sickness started in the year of 2003 with congestive heart failure. He started out with three medications twice a day.
For a long while after that, the medications seemed to hold him. Then Pepe started to show signs of failing. The vet then added two more medications and a laxative, for he'd developed a cancerous rectal tumor and enlarged prostate.
My beloved Pepe left this earth on 4-14-05.
Thank you for letting me voice my speech of my beloved Pepe.
I just can't seem to get over the crying...my poor husband, he is very sad and depressed. I so and very depressed.
Does anyone have any suggestions in dealing with our beloved pet's death?
Sincerely,
Debbie Sorbara

[Debbie7652]

Good evening to all...
Thank you all for the beautiful concerns of condolances in behalf of our beloved Pepe in his passing from this earth to over the rainbow last Thursday of April 14, 2005.
There is a void in my house now, my husband has been very good with me...even though he's been crying in private...
Pepe and my husband were buddies...he'd always greet my husband and give him kisses.
Pepe never left my side, always let us know when someone entered the driveway...when the mailman came, etc.
Pepe loved company.
I am always crying on the inside of my heart, for I miss him so very much and at times my heart hurts greatly with grief.
Just this evening, my husband stated of getting another dog...I told my husband it's too soon for me...that my grieving is going to take a long time. For, this is our second dog that we put down.
Maybe sometime down the road, I'll want another...but, at this moment I am so sad in trying to train another dog.
We don't have children...which makes the suffering even more unbearable. When I try to explain to several of my friends...they don't want to listen, I can't understand why people can be so cruel in their speech to me?
I thank God for this web site...the receptionist at the vet's office suggested this site to me.
I've tried to add his photo with this post, if it doesn't work...would someone be so kind as to direct me on how to add a photo?
I shall say goodnight and hopefully to come back tomorrow and post again.
Sincerely,
Debbie