Odd Shift In Feeling Options

[Steph]

I've had a strange shift in my feelings towards Luba. She feels as though she is nearer to me, and yet further at the same time. It's hard to put it into words. It's as though she's looking on, watching from somewhere very close, yet the things about everyday life with her are fading. It seems as though I've adapted to not having her around, and yet she is still so much a part of me.

I'm glad that it feels this way.

[litebrez]

Hey Steph,

It is great to hear how you are feeling about Luba. I know your love is never ending and your memories together are a great strength to a new journey of happiness.

I feel the same way...........getting better each day. But, like yesterday, I am driving my car to go to an important business meeting, so I am dressed, make up on....the works....and all of a sudden.........out of no where, there's that feeling of dread and I started crying and was emotionally zapped with thoughts of Esabella. This was not the time to be in tears..........but I had no control at that moment. I looked over on the passenger seat where she always would be when we rode together and had a few thoughts, prayed and pulled myself back together.

Amazing...........how emotions take over when you are truly trying to get on in life.

I wish you many more good feelings......

Litebrez