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 It's Been 25 Days, Duchess & Cocoa's Mommy |
 Mar 1 2005, 10:08 AM
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 Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 61 Joined: 8-February 05 Member No.: 691  |
Its been 25 days since losing my precious Duchess
 & 10 days since adopting Cocoa  Although I do not yet feel any love for my new furbaby -- she has brought me out of my intense depression. She is a very pretty 8 month old puppy so full of energy who makes me laugh because she is so cute & affectionate. She wakes me & my husband up in the morning with tails wags & wet kisses  There are times when she is sleeping that I look at her & see a little bit of Duchess & it keeps me going. In time she will find her way into my heart & maybe this decision was a good one because I have no time to sit & cry anymore.If someone told me that my heart would just shut down like this I would never have believed it. My love & affection for Duchess is so very intense -- so much -- that it has left me numb I keep looking at Cocoa when she is at play or sleeping & sometimes -- I go over to her and kiss her. I keep asking myself if I can ever allow myself to feel again. My husband tells me that in time I will  What an empty feeling it is when your intense ability to love is no longer present. I feel like a part of me has died along with Duchess:( I will always love my Duchess & she will always be in our hearts  My heart is frozen right now but I hope that at some point I will be able to feel again. In the meanwhile I will continue to do the best I can to treat this new baby with affection. I want her to have good puppy memories & hopefully this thought will keep my mind focused on her development.Bernadette Duchess & Cocoa's Mommy |
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Mar 1 2005, 07:34 PM
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 Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 25 Joined: 25-February 05 From: Shelbyville, MO Member No.: 722 |
I know what if feels like, to feel your heart frozen and wonder if it will ever thaw.
I still have eight "children" in my life... after losing Mr. Zen, it seemed like my love for my others had shrunk. Now, not even a week later, my heart has started to beat again, albeit a little more slowly than before. Soon enough, I am sure that not only will heart beat just as hard as it did when I had Zen, but have a few extra beats for all my other kids. The more we have loved in the past, the more we're able to love in the future. Kate -------------------- February 24th, 2005. It's summer now, Mr. Zen.
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sunrise It's Been 25 Days Mar 1 2005, 10:08 AM
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You know I know how deep your pain ... Mar 1 2005, 11:50 PM Ann H Dear Bernadette, I am so sorry that you are missin... Mar 2 2005, 08:46 AM sunrise Dear Caroline & Ann,
Thank you so much -- for you... Mar 2 2005, 09:17 AM Rusty's Mom Dear Bernadette,
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