I Still Love You, Trevor!, separated from a most special doggie Options

[Bobbie]

My Dearest, Darling Trevor,

Well, here we are at a new crossroad in our Grief Journey and Life Journey. I was on this section, briefly, soon after we had to part, but then went back to the Death and Dying section, where I felt more comfortable at the time and met some exceptional animals and their people! I guess you could say that we are "movin' on up" to this new section to continue our love notes and messages. Make yourself comfortable, my hunky bunky!

Yesterday's ceremony was so special. I will stop by today and see how thngs look. Might even stop in and say hello to Andrew!

Trevor, my love for you continues to grow, each and every day. My gratitude to you will never cease. I still have so many questions about your life before us, but I'm not going to obsess about any of that. I think I'm going to take some time to remember and at the same time, look forward with you!

Please have a wonderful day with ALL of you buddies and friends! I'll write more tonight.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

[LoveMyMickey]

I agree, that is a beautiful poem.

My Sweet Little Trevor.....Although I don't write much, I still love you and your mommy. You both will always be in my heart and I think of you every day especially when I look at my butterfly bushes.

Lots of Love,

LoveMyMickey

[Gretta's Mom]

Dear. dear Trevor. Trevor-Forever.

Trevor, the dog of Bobbie's heart.

Trevor-together. Together with your mom, forever.

Trevor-the Photogenic. The most beautiful picture of a dog ever taken.

Trevor, it is very early here in the city that you lived with you beautiful Mom and Dad.

A good friend of mine has gone to the Perfect World. Like you, he brought joy, oh so much joy, to so very many hearts with HIS joy and his music.

My heart is again breaking like Bobbie's broke for you.

But, like you, I know that I shall meet my friend again and once again rejoice to his music as Bobbie rejoiced to see you run to her - whole, healthy, happy, young again, with the sweet absinthe of forgetfulness having wiped out all memory of the pain and hurt, the sadness and loneliness of life on earth.

Eternally joyful.

Please sit quietly for a moment today, under your mom's hand, and let her pet you in memory of all the wonderful animals in heaven. Those who wait for someone who loved them on earth. And those who are simply perfectly happy - knowing that the Good Shepherd loves them all.

Thank you, Beautiful Trevor, for coming to your mom when she most needed you. You guided her way through the valley of sickness and death and were at the head of the line welcoming her at the Heavenly Gate.

One day I will see you in person and give you a BIG hug and never ever stop telling you how beautiful you are and thanking you for being the love of your mommie's life.

Auntie Jeannie

[My Doxie and Me]

[Gretta's Mom]

Thank you so very much, My Doxie.

You always find the exact picture that portrays my heart.

How are you doing these days?

[My Doxie and Me]

My friend I have found my Broken Wing..




My days are filled with playful puppy antics and many smiles as I have had a few bumps in the road to care for the ones
that have not been treated well... Its like running in a field when you close your eyes you can hear the paw prints etched
intime and I can Honestly say my chains I have broken thanks to good people and the Beautiful stories of are Beloved
Come to life in are heart felt words as we speak from true loss Angels weep along side till we are able to stand once more..

I have a Story to tell A man fell one day... Then a beautiful Energy was sent to... I Heard Gretta's name;) then came a Sheppard..
As I gather strength I struggle to lift my head and what do I see a Beautiful Bully a friend of mine... I crossed a path of Royalty
as I must kneel for a friend that set me on this journey My Rufus... If not for his tale of friendship I would have none...


Then the one that breaks... My Willow Tree friend that I only wish I could have had more time to speak my thoughts as I think she
can still hear as I sit beneath her twisted branches while she..



I have crossed path of another that holds Royal Blood line and that is the Great Ambassador I thank you for sharing your life with a true friend
as I have donated and I just Paid it Forward by helping a friend he just rescued a Pit Mastiff;) Sent a nice gift box of...
2 Cases of Weruva Human Style Food
1 Bag of Ziwi Peak Venison
1 bag of Coconut treats
1 bag of.. I could go on and.. yet I have Honored all my friends I have helped a Aussie two year old on Pet Smart Royal something Brand as young friends
Digest protein differently they can only absorb High Quality protein and Benefit... I have given in Behalf of my friends as they break my chains..


Jeanne in Behalf of you and Gretta I wish.. For a Picture.. Mr. Rufus this guy played a big roll in my New life... I have opened myself up
and I have given my Soul to LS and in return I have found Peace,; And I thank you for your Kind Heart as I walk towards a light Tower to
try and find my friend and say;.....











Elsa and Free are doing well thanks to;) and I have found some time to Relax;) It's been along time since I have smiled;... Long Time indeed..

Going for a ride tonight Thinking of you and friends... True Friends;)



One more thing iam not slacking I have Meal prep for the week Ground Turkey meat with Dr. Harvey's Fine ground Veggie pre mix with Salmon oil
and the two Terrorist I live with.. <Cough> Doxies;) are sound asleep as I type away as I made a promise...No Harm... I always keep my Promise;..





































































Fly Bobbie the runway is yours my friend.... My Tears for you are of Joy..
Thank you for being a True Friend I'am a better person because you have touched my Heart..

[Gretta's Mom]

Oh My Doxie

Your thoughts and poems are the most beautiful in the world. Every one of them goes straight to my heart. I'll try my best today to send you an LS message with a picture of Rufus the First. He guarded us all for such a short time and during that time two of her three "guardees" passed into the Perfect World. Then he went with them to, not to guard but to BE with them. He trusted me enough to leave me behind here on earth for a while to do some work of which I don't have a clue. Maybe it is just to try to touch people's hearts who are hurting, like he touched and guarded mine and your when they were hurting.

Gretta and Rufus's mom

[My Doxie and Me]

Hello my friend thank you for your support and I can still see a picture of Mind as you and gretta holding time
within each of the same heart as restful eyes bring joy around the world...

I write to you today as a Monarch Butterfly hovers over my friends as they play outside I see the Silent Rider that carry's are friends
memory back to earth to gaze upon new life which it has created.....

Elsa and Frieda..

I have great news and I wish to share with a good friend..

<Pic Coming Soon>

I have been accepted as a Foster parent to a Beautiful little girl named Lacie a cream long hair Dachshund another puppy mill mom that
needs a chance to heal and find a forever home and I will see to the first step in her journey or a first chapter of Lacie life...


Without your story of Mr.Rufus and the friends I have on LS that has helped me... This would not be possible and I would have lost the opportunity to help
in a life long journey and endless story's of a new Dachshund owner...

Until you have lost something so important that it breaks you from the inside and you have no where to turn.... This is the best example I can give you as we become
a different person or as Bobbie say's we change like a Monarch Butterfly...

[Gretta's Mom]

Oh My Doxie and me. What a heart and soul-warming picture of a black lab. Those eyes go right through me.
And what a precious sentence you have written "Until you have lost something so important that it breaks you from the inside and you have no where to turn ..."
Butterflies are Bobbie's messages to me that her spirit is around - and there are SO many butterflies here in Balto.
I've seen my fir fireflies here, too. If you look carefully, they look like tiny bottles with whirling, glowing propellers. I think they must be my dad's messages to me. My mom's messages have always been bird feathers. One time I found a beautiful tail feather of a pheasant in the middle of the busiest part of Saint Paul, MN.

Thank you for the gift of your freindship, My Doxie.

Hello my friend thank you for your support and I can still see a picture of Mind as you and gretta holding time
within each of the same heart as restful eyes bring joy around the world...

I write to you today as a Monarch Butterfly hovers over my friends as they play outside I see the Silent Rider that carry's are friends
memory back to earth to gaze upon new life witch it has created.....

Ellsa and Frieda..

I have great news and I wish to share with a good friend..

<Pic Coming Soon>

I have been accepted as a Foster parent to a Beautiful little girl named Lacie a cream long hair Dachshund another puppy mill mom that
needs a chance to heal and find a forever home and I will see to the first step in her journey or a first chapter of Lacie life...


Without your story of Mr.Rufus and the friends I have on LS that has helped me... This would not be possible and I would have lost the opportunity to help
in a life long journey and endless story's of a new Dachshund owner...

Until you have lost something so important that it breaks you from the inside and you have no where to turn.... This is the best example I can give you as we become
a different person or as Bobbie say's we change like a Monarch Butterfly...

[Gretta's Mom]

Dear Todd

Thank you so much for keeping Bobbie's memory alive - and those of Trevor-Forever and Rufus and Gretta and all of your beloveds. I find the all of Rufus's pictures are in a now-defunct computer. I will try to get them retrieved as soon as I have some money to do so. I am now living the life of a budgeter - I guess when you're old, the call it a "fixed income."

The love of animals and the other people who love them is priceless, yet free. Thank you for being in the squad that is still singing the praises of Trevor, Bobbie and my pair.

Todd, you are a true find and a true friend.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Gretta and Rufus's mom

[Gretta's Mom]

Dear Trevor

I'll write more later, but your dad has dome some terrible things and I am no longer able to check on Dreamer and Kelly. I am trying to keep strong in the knowledge that one day they will join you in heaven and be with the person who loved them the most: Bobbie.

Meanwhile, give her my love and ask her to help me make it through this time. I finally discovered what kind of person your dad was. I have been stabbed in the heart in the worst way by him right where it hurt me the most - over Dreamer and Kelly.

Please ask the Good Shepherd to send some loving blessings on them, they need it.

Gretta and Rufus's mom

[My Doxie and Me]

To my friend who calls on mountain tops to reconnect with old friends..

Difficult words...how to choose as your loyalty and kind heart as you carry the great Shepherd and his meaning as we hold are morning Light
next to are heart's... In are own pain from true friends passing;...as we kneel and hold a friends everlasting love onto;...

The Beautiful world we live in has the writing on the walls that we can admire and view as we fill are hearts to strengthen are friends to hold Them in Honor of;...

The world is moving all around us... As a True friend stops time this enables us to have a look into are friends heart;... As we read the writing On the Walls of time friends speak one last;....

My love for a freund ;..Dachshund writes in the sands of time that reflect My every lasting;....







































































My friend iam sending you Energy.. Although iam not sure how this works;) I have faith that you will receive my gift to your Freund;..













































































My friend Bobbie I have a light that shines bright in my heart as I sleep;.... True voice speaks;...
I will be volunteering at Homer Glen Animal rescue in hopes to hold my freund; to show how much
I care;... to make a difference in a little ones life I will bring Weruva, Ziwipeak Treats and toys
I will try and take Pics/Video of my best friends wishes;... I share my thought's with you my Friend;..

[Gretta's Mom]

Oh thank you SOOOOO much my friend.

I have started a new post on "Death and Dying" describing the hatred that Trevor's dad has shown me. He's moved a new girlfriend in and ordered me out, together with EVERYTHING in his house that was Bobbie's except a large portrait that I had done from an old picture of her last year for his birthday. That means I can no longer take care of Dreamer and Kelly - I can't even see them unless I sneak around when the girlfriend is at home and he is at work.

Todd, every time I have to walk away after being with them for a couple of hours, the sword of separation slices my heart. It seems that both of them now spend most of their time in their "burrows" even when people are there. I am devastated and have only the universe/Good Shepherd to put my hope in that when I send them love, they get it, I feel tiny bits of their love and loneliness throughout the day.

Trevor' dad has offered to "share" them with me if I move to an apartment that allows dogs. You can imagine how much money that would take and I usually come out exactly even (or less) each month. I trust in the Good Shepherd to make a way for this (or something else) to happen so that I can once again be .........

Auntie Jeannie

[Gretta's Mom]

Happy (Belated) Thanksgiving, Darling Trevor, the dog of Little Sister's heart. I love you.

[My Doxie and Me]

Hello Bobbie and Mr. Trevor It's been along time since we had words...

Mr. Trevor you are a inspiration and shinning light as I have a difficult child in my life now;
Bobbie as I miss someone I have never... Are brief conversation still fill my heart with Faith as I
wish we had more time to speak as my dreams would hold more clarity for speech yet I'am grateful
That you reached out to me and my friend.<Will Forever Cherish>

I have words that must be spoken for others as you hold from what I'am told Alley animals is dear to your heart and for the
past 5 years I have donated in behalf of you and Mr.Trevor

I would like to share with you a brief article of why I still hold this organization close to my heart Thanks to you my friend;


<Alley Animals Spring 2017 News letter> Brief Chapter of AA..

My-Bailey-A-Champagne, AKC Lab. Good canine
Now on Rainbow-Bridge after a valiant year of trying to be
the young dog he used to be. Always at my side, always
a tail wag. How we will miss him and his loyalty and
love. When someone you love becomes a memory, that
Memory becomes a Treasure;)

[My Doxie and Me]

My Beautiful Friend I had so much more to say;...

Will you hold my hand in My last Breath;... In 2019...