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  Aug 8 2008, 04:38 PM
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 Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 395 Joined: 23-May 08 From: St. Louis, MO Member No.: 4,757  |
Love Them, sissycat, Deanna, Miss my baby and Candy's Dad, thank you again, loved to see you answered back again, made me feel good all over again. My new family and I are doing good, so far so good and no complain but, just sometimes get a bit depress when Buster comes to my mind and realize he is not here where I can see him anymore while my other furkids play with each other over and over, I guess I have to live with that and remember how happy we were. I still can not get rid off the nightmare of seing him dying in my arms a lot sometimes 4 or 5 days a week I really do not want to see him in my dreams that way, I just don't know why I am dreaming of him that way, then I wake up and look around and see my new family sleeping soooo peacefully and go back to sleep again on and off all night. To say the truth I never had any problems with my sleep and always sleeped well until the day he died and don't know how to do better now, well thanks again for been such Angels, all of you, always here and missing my Buster, Jorge
 
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Aug 8 2008, 06:36 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 2,171 Joined: 2-November 07 Member No.: 3,876 |
Jorge:
You said: To say the truth I never had any problems with my sleep and always sleeped well until the day he died and do not know how to do better now, Don't worry about it, Jorge.....all that is part of the grieving that time will help with...lots of time. Remember....it is really not that long ago this all happened. It just takes time...................... Hugs to you and your beautiful new family...and to your Angel, Buster -------------------- LITTLE GUY - May 28, 1991 - Sept 10, 2007 - Always in my Heart.
His story: Section D&D: How do I stop crying? and also... My Boy is Gone Forever. |
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Aug 8 2008, 11:17 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 395 Joined: 23-May 08 From: St. Louis, MO Member No.: 4,757 |
Hello Sweet Son Buster, how are you tonight? I hope you had fun playing with the other Angels up above, well, just a quick stop to say I love you and miss you soooooo much, your Daddy is going to bed now, very sweet dreams my Son Buster and please come to me in my sleep, will love that, Papa, Jorge
 May 20th, 1997 - June 20th, 2008 Eleven sweet years
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Aug 10 2008, 12:07 AM
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 Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 178 Joined: 14-June 08 From: Kentucky Member No.: 4,792 |
Jorge,
I agree with Lovethem, (trouble sleeping) is a part of the grieving process. I'm currently taking a sleep aid, myself, in the evenings to help me get some sleep, however, I still wake up several times throughout the night ...and guess who's on my mind ... Zoe.  She was my little snuggle partner, when I woke up, Zoe would work her way to get closer to me, I'd rub her belly and we'd both go back to sleep. I was heaven on earth for me.I do feel your pain. Buster to you ... was Zoe to me.  Please continue to keep us updated on how you're doing and, of course, keep sending Buster your notes. They are so sweet. You're doing a great job keeping Buster happy. Big Hug, Deanna |
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Aug 11 2008, 05:23 AM
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 Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 61 Joined: 8-August 08 From: UK Member No.: 4,902 |
Dear Jorge
I have sat and read every one of your posts on this thread, right from the start. I shared yours - and everyone else's - hope that Buster would be OK and I felt the crashing loss and pain when you had to make that hardest of decisions (it is a week today that I had to do the same and let my little Chihuahua Marilyn go). I don't think anything will ever move me as much as the way you wrote about Buster, your love for him shone through in every post. You have a huge heart Jorge and are truly one of life's great and good people. Every so often we meet people that make our lives richer just by being in them, even if it is just for a short time, and we never forget them. I hope you will continue to update everyone on here with stories about your new family, I have felt privileged and blessed to have been a part of it. You have helped me more than you will ever know. My love and prayers are with you all - meens x |
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Aug 12 2008, 01:16 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 395 Joined: 23-May 08 From: St. Louis, MO Member No.: 4,757 |
Thank you Deanna and meens x, you know, I thought when I was reading your posts that I was not doing enough to keep my love for my Son Buster alive and as I was going thru it two big tears rolled down my face and anderstood that what I feel it shows and you guys can see it and I hope Buster can see it too, am soooo glad about that you have no idea and made my day and I like to thank for it. Well, my new family is doing great they know each other well even more now and keeping my days and nights very busy you know I just to have one and now I have saved 5 of them and do not regret it they are sweet and act like shadows all of them following me every where I go in the house, the female Trixie likes to sleep a lot [on bed] BJ would not miss a step of mine all over the house and the three Kitties love the basement area they are Weena, El Niño and Miss Kitty, El Niño es a diabetic and have to give him Insulin shot twice a day wich his former owner provides me with the medecine {thank God} well so far so good BUT I need my Buster badly that you all know, like I said before is like been in the middle of desert with planty of cold water to drink and not able to take it that is the way I feel about my Son Buster, he was such Special and sweet Dog with such strong caracter impossible to forget and will miss him and the he was for ever and ever. See, sometimes when am in bed I close my eyes and imagine his face with those specias eyes and everytime he looked at me it felt like we was giving me some extrange peace to my whole body and soul it feels also like when I picture his face it looks like he is seated on my mind confortably and I really don't want to move him away from there, am sure many of you know what am talking about don't you?.
I wish you all all the peace in the world and be good to all your furbabys love them like there was no tomorow, kiss them and hug them strong and please enjoy them fully, until later, Trixie, BJ, Weena, El Niño, Miss Kitty and Jorge 
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Aug 12 2008, 02:44 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 61 Joined: 8-August 08 From: UK Member No.: 4,902 |
QUOTE (havana @ Aug 12 2008, 01:16 PM)  Thank you Deanna and meens x, you know, I thought when I was reading your posts that I was not doing enough to keep my love for my Son Buster alive and as I was going thru it two big tears rolled down my face and anderstood that what I feel it shows and you guys can see it and I hope Buster can see it too, am soooo glad about that you have no idea and made my day and I like to thank for it. Well, my new family is doing great they know each other well even more now and keeping my days and nights very busy you know I just to have one and now I have saved 5 of them and do not regret it they are sweet and act like shadows all of them following me every where I go in the house, the female Trixie likes to sleep a lot [on bed] BJ would not miss a step of mine all over the house and the three Kitties love the basement area they are Weena, El Niño and Miss Kitty, El Niño es a diabetic and have to give him Insulin shot twice a day wich his former owner provides me with the medecine {thank God} well so far so good BUT I need my Buster badly that you all know, like I said before is like been in the middle of desert with planty of cold water to drink and not able to take it that is the way I feel about my Son Buster, he was such Special and sweet Dog with such strong caracter impossible to forget and will miss him and the he was for ever and ever. See, sometimes when am in bed I close my eyes and imagine his face with those specias eyes and everytime he looked at me it felt like we was giving me some extrange peace to my whole body and soul it feels also like when I picture his face it looks like he is seated on my mind confortably and I really don't want to move him away from there, am sure many of you know what am talking about don't you?. I wish you all all the peace in the world and be good to all your furbabys love them like there was no tomorow, kiss them and hug them strong and please enjoy them fully, until later, Trixie, BJ, Weena, El Niño, Miss Kitty and Jorge Hey Jorge So glad you replied and so happy your family are going so well - I can just picture them all following you around the house - animals are good judges of character and they obviously love you as much as you love them. I bet you have your hands full but your heart is so full of love you will manage! I know you miss your Buster - nothing will ever replace him - but he is proud of his dad taking on all those unwanted babies and giving them such a wonderful life. Buster will never leave you - he is always with you. We keep them alive always in our memories. At the moment I find it hard to remember without tears, my heart aches for my little girl. I got her ashes back today and cried in the vets. She is home now, I will keep her by my bed for now so she is close to me. I miss her badly, as you do Buster. I pray that one day we can remember without tears and pain. Your love for your son Buster shines through in every post. Be very proud of yourself. Please keep posting, I love reading your posts. meens *** |
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Aug 15 2008, 12:26 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 395 Joined: 23-May 08 From: St. Louis, MO Member No.: 4,757 |
I thank you meens, you are one of the kind, appreciate all your kind words for me. Am so sorry you had to make the decision of saying good bye to your sweet and pretty little Chihuahua and it was hard wasent it? I know it was I had to do it my self and it was not pretty and am so sorry for it. I see people that get rid of their Furbabys becouse what ever the reazon they have to do so and can not understand it they have no idea how they suffer for ever and am sorry for that too. Me? I will tell you that a Furbaby that gets into my hands is to never let go until the end I think it is the way it should be. Before I forget it I like to say that I had another dream about Buster {I asked God for it} We were in the Meramec River {were we just go often} and he was soooo happy running all over and soooo healthy too I was calling him to get into the water with me and he was trying hard to get until I woke up kind of sad but pleased that he allowed me to see him in my dreams one more time. My new family it's okay Trixie and BJ are best friends now and she dosen't look depress any more, eats and drink like when Buster was alive and start it to bark to the Mail Man again, also Bj and El Niño like each other very much and they play often and the little one follows the big one every where he goes, I have never seen a Cat following a Dog like he was the son following the father, that is increible. Well nothing more until later you know my hands are very busy now but one thing I want to say and that is that I miss my Buster like never thought I would, Bless to all the furbabys that had departed, all of them from the biggest to the smallest all included, they all are in my thoughts even if I don't call any of their names and to the ones still with us a huge hug and a huge kiss and please love them like the way they deserve, God Bless you all, a salute from my New Family and I, Jorge
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Aug 15 2008, 07:31 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 61 Joined: 8-August 08 From: UK Member No.: 4,902 |
Hey there Jorge
Lovely to get your post and to hear how the new family are doing - it sounds happy mayhem in your house! I think you should film a day in your life and post it on here, it sounds mad but so happy too. And you deserve to be happy Jorge. Yes having my baby put to sleep was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, and there have been hard times before, but nothing comes close to this. I miss her so much it hurts. Like you I am fortunate to have other animals (Marilyn's sister Chi Chi and a rescue terrier called Betty) but its not the same, I miss my baby. I agree with you that once we take an animal on, its for keeps. There were times when it would have been easier for me to let the dogs go rather than keep them, but it was just not an option, they are there for the journey. I help out at a local dog rescue and there are dogs there whose owners just "changed their minds" - I don't understand. For me it would be like having a baby boy when you really wanted a baby girl, then later on having a baby girl and giving the boy away. You just don't do it. I am so glad you dreamt of Buster - I know you were having problems sleeping, so I am extra pleased that Buster came to you in your dreams. He was letting you know he was happy and OK, it is truly a lovely thing and must have brought you a lot of peace and comfort. I pray that one day I will have the same and Marilyn will come to me in a dream. Bless you Jorge, I hope you will come back and let us know how things are going. meens *** |
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Aug 15 2008, 07:38 PM
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 Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 1,153 Joined: 10-January 08 From: Michigan Member No.: 4,239 |
Hi Jorge,
It's great to hear you are so busy enjoying your furry family.  :.........Meens isn't the only one who would love to see your household on video. Your hands must be sooooooo full.Take care Jorge..........We'll have to talk again soon. Hugs, Beth -------------------- Topics that include Goliath are:
Death of my Furry Baby Boy Chihuahua Heartfelt Letter to my Goliath Goliath and Gidget Pics Happy Birthday Goliath Goliath's Blessings Bouncing Baby Browser (Goliath & Gidget's New Baby Brother) Browser Is Missing! Goliath Aloysius 1/25/1997 til 11/6/2007 My Gidgie Girl |
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Aug 15 2008, 11:19 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 395 Joined: 23-May 08 From: St. Louis, MO Member No.: 4,757 |
Thank you all, Love Them, Deanna, meens, goliath you are the greattes, love the way you all talk to me. One thing new I noticed though and that is that BJ loves to sleep on Buster's favorite spot and, I wonder! love you all, until later, New Family and I
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Aug 17 2008, 02:09 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 61 Joined: 8-August 08 From: UK Member No.: 4,902 |
QUOTE (havana @ Aug 15 2008, 11:19 PM) Thank you all, Love Them, Deanna, meens, goliath you are the greattes, love the way you all talk to me. One thing new I noticed though and that is that BJ loves to sleep on Buster's favorite spot and, I wonder! love you all, until later, New Family and I Hey Jorge BJ knows - you don't even need to wonder. Dogs pick up on and see things us mere humans are mostly unaware of. I am glad you are all keeping well. Love the photos, they are cuddle monsters those two! Give them a hug from me! Best wishes and love to you all meens xx |
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Aug 17 2008, 09:00 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 395 Joined: 23-May 08 From: St. Louis, MO Member No.: 4,757 |
Hi Buster! How are you today? I hope you are ok! Me? Missing you like always, we had soooo much fun today at River and your presence was need it, I did not say anything to any one around that knew me but I really missed you my Son, I saw everybody swimming Trixie and Bj too but I wanted to see you and you were not there. I hope you felt I wanted you there and maybe, we never know, but you probably were there next to me when I called your name and everybody was away from me while swimming, well, just wanted to tell you that I am so sorry you were not there physicaly becouse if you did it would it been a blast like always was when you were there with me, I missed you and loved you today and will miss you and love you for ever, until later your Daddy Jorge
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Aug 18 2008, 01:16 AM
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 Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 650 Joined: 8-July 08 From: Mass Member No.: 4,838 |
QUOTE (havana @ Aug 17 2008, 10:00 PM) Hi Buster! How are you today? I hope you are ok! Me? Missing you like always, we had soooo much fun today at River and your presence was need it, I did not say anything to any one around that knew me but I really missed you my Son, I saw everybody swimming Trixie and Bj too but I wanted to see you and you were not there. I hope you felt I wanted you there and maybe, we never know, but you probably were there next to me when I called your name and everybody was away from me while swimming, well, just wanted to tell you that I am so sorry you were not there physicaly becouse if you were it would it been a blast like always was when you were there with me, I missed you and loved you today and will miss you and love you for ever, until later your Daddy Jorge Hi Jorge, I am so happy you are enjoying your new family.. I wish you many happy dreams with Buster. I unfortunately have not had any of Arthur(at least not that I can remember). Only that cat he sent to me when I asked him for a sign that I did the right thing. And I still haven't seen it since! Does he want me to forget about him or move on? That's not going to happen. The forgetting part anyways. I would like to take this opportunity to let you know that your picture of you and Buster is my absolute favorite. I did not get the chance to get many of me and Art. Just a few grainy ones from my cell phone. So take lots of picts of you new friends..Hugs.. Ann 
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Aug 18 2008, 12:04 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 2,171 Joined: 2-November 07 Member No.: 3,876 |
Hi, Jorge....I read your post here:
Hi Buster! How are you today? I hope you are ok! Me? Missing you like always, we had soooo much fun today at River and your presence was need it, I did not say anything to any one around that knew me but I really missed you my Son, I saw everybody swimming Trixie and Bj too but I wanted to see you and you were not there. I hope you felt I wanted you there and maybe, we never know, but you probably were there next to me when I called your name and everybody was away from me while swimming, well, just wanted to tell you that I am so sorry you were not there physicaly becouse if you were it would it been a blast like always was when you were there with me, I missed you and loved you today and will miss you and love you for ever, until later your Daddy Jorge wub.gif and all I could think of was to say to you: And REMEMBER, Jorge...Buster hears every word you are saying, I am sure of that. He is truly a part of you now forever and you two can never be separated again. Hugs to you and your new family....and to that beautiful, wonderful Angel....Buster -------------------- LITTLE GUY - May 28, 1991 - Sept 10, 2007 - Always in my Heart.
His story: Section D&D: How do I stop crying? and also... My Boy is Gone Forever. |
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Aug 18 2008, 04:11 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 61 Joined: 8-August 08 From: UK Member No.: 4,902 |
QUOTE (havana @ Aug 17 2008, 09:00 PM) Hi Buster! How are you today? I hope you are ok! Me? Missing you like always, we had soooo much fun today at River and your presence was need it, I did not say anything to any one around that knew me but I really missed you my Son, I saw everybody swimming Trixie and Bj too but I wanted to see you and you were not there. I hope you felt I wanted you there and maybe, we never know, but you probably were there next to me when I called your name and everybody was away from me while swimming, well, just wanted to tell you that I am so sorry you were not there physicaly becouse if you were it would it been a blast like always was when you were there with me, I missed you and loved you today and will miss you and love you for ever, until later your Daddy Jorge Hi Jorge Your posts to Buster are so beautifully written, they always set me off crying. Your love for Buster just shines through. Just as you will never forget him, he will never forget you. He's right there with you, always. I'm so glad you are having fun with your new family, Buster wants you to be happy and like I said, he's with you. Love meens *** |
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Aug 18 2008, 04:17 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 61 Joined: 8-August 08 From: UK Member No.: 4,902 |
QUOTE (ann @ Aug 18 2008, 01:16 AM) Hi Jorge, I am so happy you are enjoying your new family.. I wish you many happy dreams with Buster. I unfortunately have not had any of Arthur(at least not that I can remember). Only that cat he sent to me when I asked him for a sign that I did the right thing. And I still haven't seen it since! Does he want me to forget about him or move on? That's not going to happen. The forgetting part anyways. I would like to take this opportunity to let you know that your picture of you and Buster is my absolute favorite. I did not get the chance to get many of me and Art. Just a few grainy ones from my cell phone. So take lots of picts of you new friends..Hugs.. Ann Dear Ann You may not have many pics of Arthur but that pic is worth millions - its absolutely beautiful. Arthur doesn't want you to forget him but he wouldn't want you to be sad. I don't think we ever move on, we just adapt to them not being there. I too wish I could dream of Marilyn, I did feel her presence in bed next to me one night and have seen rainbows on the day I lost her and the day I got her ashes back, but a dream would be nice. We miss them, don't we? But treasure that wonderful photo and your memories meens *** |
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Aug 19 2008, 08:39 AM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 395 Joined: 23-May 08 From: St. Louis, MO Member No.: 4,757 |
Again thanks a million to all of you who read my posts, Ann, with that pix you don't need another one, it speaks for it self, I can see the love and trust in both of you and it is out of this world I can see it.
Love Them I just want to say that you are one of a kind and I mean it! wish you were my next door neighbor though becouse people like you it is worth to have around big time. Goliath, have no words to express my self for all the help you have gave to me thru this my worst time ever, you were there for me even on the phone even though you did not know me at all, well that says a lot about you and the kind of person you are and appreciate it that. I still don't know why exactly I did what I did adopting 5 almost in the streets Furbabys, maybe it was ment to be, I do not regret it and love them all already. I guess I wanted to cover my pain in big busy ways to make the pain a bit easy on me. I really like to thank you all again, new family and I, Jorge  |
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Aug 19 2008, 08:18 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 395 Joined: 23-May 08 From: St. Louis, MO Member No.: 4,757 |
Good night Buster love you and miss you, until later, Daddy Jorge
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Aug 19 2008, 08:45 PM
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 Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 1,827 Joined: 16-June 08 From: Florida Member No.: 4,797 |
Oh My Gosh! What a beautiful fur baby family you have, Jorge!!!!!!
I want to give Hugs to You, Your Fur Baby Family and to your Angel Son Buster! Big Hugs and Lotsa Love!!!  Always, Dottie xoxoxox |
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