Beth,

This is natural. After all one of the reasons for the existence of this website is to enable people to pick up their lives again after grievous loss. We pass the torch to those who come behind us...who are, we hope, strengthened by our advice and comfort. And since they are closer to their own losses better able to help those who come behind them.

I'd say it would be difficult to overestimate the the depth of empathy, the immediacy of solace, or the warmth of fellowship, you have brought to this forum. I'd like to offer my most profound personal thanks, and my heartfelt good wishes to you and your beautiful family.

Please don't neglect to post new beginnings pictures of Gidget and Browser!


"To everything there is a season" May all your seasons be filled with love,

God Bless you my friend,
Dayna

Hi Beth, hope you are doing ok, I have not see you here in a while but always wishing Gidget, Browser, Husband and you specially the best in the world, always here when you need me, Jorge

Thank you Dayna for such a heartfelt reply to my post. You are so right when you state the reasons for coming here. I am so thankful for all the people who helped save me from a downward spiral of leading a sad and lonely life. It is people like you who truly know the difference between giving from the heart without expecting in return. This makes you one of the dearest people I have ever known because of who you are and what you give so freely.

I definately will continue to post in New Beginnings about Browser & Gidget. My world is right side up and turning as I spend so much quality time with them, enjoying and savoring the love we all have together.

Hugs of love to you and yours,
Beth

Thank you Judy. I will also always remember you as well because you were the first to answer my cry for help when Goliath passed away. With your gentle nudges you coaxed me to let Goliath's love shine through me. Little by little my heart ached less as you encouraged me to feel his goodness in all he brought into my life.

Spending less time here has proven to be a spiritual continuation of keeping Goliath's love alive and free. My heart is no longer heavy with the grief and sadness that held me down. Each day is a gift for me to go out in this world and try to make a difference.

I will give those "munchkins" the hugs you sent. They so love to be hugged and loved just like you and me. It truly feels sooooooooo good inside and out.

Hugs,
Beth

Hi Jorge,

Thanks for thinking of my family and me. Even though I don't come as often or stay for long, I remember all my friends and keep them in my prayers.

Life is good and I am enjoying the summer weather making each day count. No need to worry about me Jorge because all is well. You know you can still call me whenever you want to and I will still see you from time to time when I come to visit. So even if you don't see me please know I am still with you in thought.

Hugs,
Beth

Beth,
You are such an inspiration to me. I have read all of your original threads all the way up to the 8 month anniversary of Goliath's passing. You give me hope, that one day, I will see the sun a little brighter, and have a happy heart again. I really can't thank you enough. You have been such a tremendous help to me during my most difficult time in my life, with losing Zoe. It has been the hardest thing to deal with, but somehow, you have made me strong, during my weakests moments. You are an angel to me.
I wish you, your husband, and your furry little loves the best of everything in life. However, I know it wouldn't be possible without Goliath in your heart.
Much love and big hugs
Deanna

Deanna, I am so touched by the deep love you carry in your heart and share with others. Many times I make postings to others and wonder if anything I said reached them at all. It means so much to me to know that my words of hope and encouragment to go on found their way to your heart.

Yes Deanna, there is a hope for you in a very happy future. Keeping Zoe's love alive will make it happen. The time you spent with Zoe on earth is just a small fraction of the endless time you will spend with her in eternity. Let her love shine and she will walk with you for the rest of your years.....right by your side.

Thank you soooooooo much for coming by.

Hugs,
Beth

Hugs back atcha Judy,

You will see more pictures of Gidget & Browser. Seems like I have been taking lots of pictures these days of both of them.

Tonight I took a trip back in time to when Goliath was in puppy kindergarten.

Browser started his schooling last week. The first week was great. Tonight we went for the 2nd class and I found myself holding a mixed bag of emotions. Sweet sorrow mixed with sadness and happiness because I remembered all those closest times in classes with Goliath. As I watched Browser having so much fun in what he was learning, my heart didn't know whether to laugh or to cry. I found myself doing both.

Goliath's memories will never leave me, nor do I want them to. Making memories with Browser has been a Godsend. One of the many lessons Goliath taught me was love with all you have and never hold back the opportunity that each new day offers.

I look forward to seeing your new pics of Lucky. Your pics always bring me smiles.

Much love to you and Lucky,
Beth

Yes goliath, will send you two more pics, thanks, Jorge

This coming Saturday it will be 10 months since Goliath left this world for another. Saturday is also our annual family reunion. It will be the first reunion we attend without Goliath. Many of my relatives are unaware that Goliath passed away this last November. I'm feeling a little bit anxious in the anticipation of questions I know will be asked. In years past I have always looked forward these family reunions, but it doesn't seem complete without him.

As I loaded up the RV tonight I sat down on the passenger seat and just stared at Goliath's big pillow that sits on the dashboard. He always rode up there so he could see everything that was going on. I'll never forget the many trips we took together nor the way he always got so excited when he knew we were headed out on another adventure. Being together was all that mattered.

This year I will share many stories about Goliath and just how much he enriched my life and soul by the campfire. I'm sure there will be some tears that go along with reminiscing his love and life with us. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about Goliath many times over. Though the deep cutting pain has been resolved, the missing has never stopped. There are just so many "firsts" and this trip is another.

I have so many mixed emotions about going. This is also Browser's first time in attending our family reunion. Most of the people he will meet this weekend will be brand new to him. I am excited about this because he is such a happy little puppy who loves everybody and I know they will love him too.

Life continues for me in a new and different way. New memories will be made and past memories of Goliath and other family members who have gone before him will also be spoken of. This will be a time to reflect on all I have loved and been so blessed with during my lifetime and I will give thanks to God for giving me so much to remember.

Thank you Goliath for all you gave me. I will love you til the day after forever.

Peace and love to all,
Beth

Hi Beth, I'm saying a prayer you make it thru at the reunion. It so hard to tell someone about a loss when it's still very fresh. All the emotions flood back. If it hurts too much, I guess the best way is to just keep it simple and short. Goliath passed. and quickly introduce Browser and tell everyone what a wonderful companion he is. Hopefully that will keep the tears at bay. I wish you a happy day..Hugs.Ann

Goliath and Gidget always dressed up on Halloween. I found myself thinking about Goliath alot today and realized this will be the first Halloween that I will not be getting him dressed up to greet the trick-or-treaters. Today is also the first Halloween for Browser. So, Gidget & Browser will be getting ready soon to greet the children when they come ringing.

Here's a picture of one of my favorite Halloween memories. Goliath is still my superman!


HAPPY HOWWWWWLLLLOOOOOWEEEEEEEN TO ALL

How adorable is that?


What a treat! I hope the furry kids had a spooktacular Halloween.

hug those little Goblins for me,
Dayna

Thanks for coming by Dayna!

Halloween was fun for all of us though the children in the neighborhood asked us over and over again if they could see Goliath. We always had so much fun on Halloween.

Browser looked as cute as a bug in a rug in his bee's costume. Gidget's neck was bothering her a great deal today, so she wasn't able to attend the party down the street with us. Browser sure made a big hit though! I'm sure big brother Golaith was looking over us and smiling as he watched Browser bring so many smiles to the children.

Take care and give those babies of yours kisses and hugs from me and my little goblins.

Hugs,
Beth

THAT is why Halloween is my favorite holiday. Thanks Beth for the smiles..great kodak moment..Ann

You're welcome Ann and thank you for coming by. Though Goliath wasn't here with us this Halloween, I have taken the photo I posted above and added Browser's picture in his bee costume. There are pictures all over my home along with framed poems and inspirational thoughts as well as funny stuff. All remind me of Goliath and all the happiness he brought into our lives.

Hugs,
Beth