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Tom's Dad
Thank you moon_beam

Glad you were able to get your errands done today. Tang seems to be getting along OK, and Theresa helps keep an eye on the situation.
I too got as much done as I could. I found out I was giving him the wrong food, and only the cashier today looking closely at the RX caught it. So, now I have to pay 5.00 per bag more (sigh)

My bus schedule for Monday will be holiday which is the same as Sunday so it's worse than Saturday. Mr. Wonderful did say he would come get me, so I will hold him to that. And the ride home tomorrow which will no doubt be the long way again. I really wish I knew if the fates have anything better for me out there or if this is as good as it gets sad.gif

I need to take one Wednesday and really start looking closer at what's out there. Theresa and Tang are well, today and it will be time to get the evening routine of meds and can food started soon. I hope you and Noah are well and have a pleasant evening. TTFN

TTT
moon_beam
Hi, Tracy, good afternoon greetings to you, your precious Theresa and little Tang from Noah and me. I hope this finds you and your precious furkids doing well and in good spirits - - although I know today is an incredibly long one for you at work.

I can just feel the dismay you felt yesterday about little Tang's food - - first the realization that you have been buying the wrong prescription, and then the reality that the right food is more expensive - - at a time when every single penny counts. I am so sorry, my friend. I know the feeling "sometimes you just can't win for losing." I hope the "right" food will help your little boy with his various medical challenges, and I know you are glad he is now on the right food.

I truly hope and pray that when you begin your search for alternative employment that you WILL find a job that will provide you with both financial and employment stability with a positive work environment - - AND easier transportation schedule. The only thing you can do is keep your options open through keeping aware of what is being advertised job-wise and what is appealing to you to pursue. I'm chuckling at your nickname for your current supervisor "Mr. Wonderful." - - I do so know what it is like to work in a place where preferential treatment is blatantly obvious. It is a morale buster for starters, and goes downhill from there. Please let us know how things go with your employment search.

I hope your day at work is going okay, my friend, and that the meeting will not last as long tonight as last month's meeting so that you can get home to your precious Theresa and little Tang sooner. I can imagine they were quite concerned last month when you were later getting home to them, and I know they will be eagerly anticipating your arrival home tonight. I thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Tracy, and of your precious Theresa and little Tang. Please know you and your precious furkids are in my thoughts and prayers, that I always look forward to sharing your news, and your treasured memories of your beloved Sir Thomas.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam
Tom's Dad
Thank you moon_beam

Sorry I didn't post yesterday, I was SO tired when I got home. But the good news is that we finished 30 minutes early, so that was good. I do have to work Monday (admitted it was his error, and coming to get me) So, it won't be so bad I guess. I can't really afford to lose a another day of pay anyway. I'm keeping my eye on the job posting emails; we will see what comes up.

The kittles were both glad to see me, and told me all about their day wink.gif Tang is doing pretty good with his ear, but drinking more water and peeing more than he had been. I'm hoping on the "better" food it will taper off. On lunch now and half the day over. Just tomorrow to get thru before another day of rest. We are supposed to get a lot of rain tomorrow, and I hope I don't get caught outside in it unsure.gif

I hope you and Noah are well and having a wonderful day TTFN

TTT

moon_beam
Hi, Tracy, good evening greetings to you, your precious Theresa and little Tang from my precious Noah and me on this very hot Friday here in Virginia. I hope this finds you and your precious furkids doing well and in good spirits. In about 45 minutes or so - - or less - - you will be on your way home to your precious furkids who I know will be sooooo happy to see you - - their Forever Dad.

Like you I hope the new food will help your precious little Tang with his water intake and output. Are his blood sugar levels staying reasonably stable now? Please let us know how he is doing.

My friend, I would have been totally surprised if you had posted last night after getting home from the meeting. Your first and foremost focus needs to be with your precious furkids and doing for them and taking care of what you need as well. I'm soooo glad the meeting ended 30 minutes sooner - - and hopefully you arrived home sooner than last time as well. Was there any significant news from the meeting last night that has a direct impact on your position?

Today has been a busy one here. I bit the bullet and disconnected the old useless generator and was able to move it up to the garage end of the house so that it will be out of the way when the contractor comes this next Thursday, the 6th, to install the new one. I then laid down the two bags of pea gravel that I got on Wednesday during my errands as a foundation for the pad that the new generator will sit on. I think I finally have it level - - according to my leveler tool - - but will probably check it out one more time before Thursday to see if there are any adjustments that need to be made. It took me about an hour to move the old generator up to the garage end of the house. It is heavier than I expected and I could only move it by "dancing" it from side to side from the lower basement end of the house up the front yard. I had to take several time outs to get it done, but I'm glad it is finally out of the way. I am soooo hoping that this new generator will be much easier for me to operate and keep maintenanced. Noah kept faithful vigil over me as I worked outside as the generator will be located in view of the basement bathroom window.

It was definitely time for a shower when I got done with this project. After that I got Noah his lunch and he is now upstairs enjoying the sunbeams coming in through the windows on the front side of the house. At some point in time, hopefully before next Thursday, I will be able to mow the front yard again as it needs it. We may get some rain from the remnants of Isaac over the next few days, so that will determine the mowing project.

I have been busy pulling together a load of things that I no longer use to take to the Goodwill - - some jewelry that I no longer wear that I bought. In my younger years I used to make jewelry from kits that I could get and most of those pieces are also going to Goodwill. I have kept the earrings that my mom bought me and some favorite pieces I have acquired over the years that have sentimental value for me. But the rest might bring pleasure to someone else. As I have upgraded my telephones through the years I have kept my "old" ones for back up. However, I really don't need them anymore. They still work okay, so - - to the Goodwill they will go. I also have a set of dishes and tablecloth linens that I do not use at all that I bought a few years ago, so to the Goodwill they will go, too. I just don't need these "things" anymore and hopefully someone who visits the local Goodwill Store will be able to get good use out of them.

So, this is life in the fast lane for me. I hope your day at work has been going okay, my friend, and that your travels home will be safe and expedient so that you and your precious Theresa and little Tang can have a very peaceful, blissful, ad cozy evening. I thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Tracy, and of your precious Theresa and little Tang. Please know you and your precious furkids are in my thoughts and prayers, that I always look forward to sharing your news, and your treasured memories of your beloved Sir Thomas.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam
Tom's Dad
Thank you moon_beam

Sounds like you had a quite a workout today (whew) I hope your generator install goes off wiithout a hitch and you will be happy with it.

Nothing signifigant came out of the meeting. Same old, same old. Nothing about our jobs going away, if that's what you mean. Since my sup was running it alone, it went very quickly as I'd said; have to give a contol freak credit for that.

Tang's BG levels were pretty good on his last all day arc, but I have not scheduled a follow up for a spot check yet. I need to ask Dr. Harris again about home testing, if we can. I think that would be more accurate if I could take multiple readings on off days. They were both glad to see me when I got in looking at me as if to say "Well, it's good you decided to come home at a sensible hour, daddy"

Meds and feeding done. Now off to shower and settle in for my early and long day tomorrow. I hope you and Noah are well and have a wonderful and peaceful evening. TTFN

TTT
DannysMom
Happy Cat-urday to you and you fur kids! I hope your ride home goes smoothly and uneventful. I'm sure that Tang and Teresa are anxiously awaiting your arrival, and that you are looking forward to spending time with them. I'm glad to hear that Tang's BG levels are looking better, and hopefully the diet food will help as well. I hope too that his ear will get better and that hopefully soon he can have the surgery.

Mindy and Shelley are fine. They just had a few little tiffs this week. Shelley decided it would be fun to sit on Mindy's back and bite her playfully in the neck. Mindy growled and hissed and was not amused at all. She likes to play, but she doesn't like to be the underdog, lol! smile.gif Shelley loves jumping in the air and catching little sponge balls that I throw to her. She is very athletic.

I've had a rough week with Danny's 8-month and Tina's 4-month angelversaries. I was surprised how much it still hurts to think of Tina.
Tom's Dad
Thank you DannysMom

I'm so sorry to hear you're feeling blue about your precious Danny and Tina; I know it's rough. Alas, I'm afraid Tang's ear will never get better short of surgery. He'd been doing so well for the past few days, but tonight I told him (as usual) If you scratch that ear, no can food. Sure enough he looked at me and scratched it a bloody mess right in front of me; I had to clean it all over and the meds are probably useless now. I'm so angry right now I can't see straight. I had to be true to my word, no can food and I put him in a time out to where he can't scratch. I'm starting to think it was a mistake to adopt him and even now wonder if this is really the best place for him....sad.gif
DannysMom
Tom's Dad, don't beat yourself up. It wasn't a mistake to adopt Tang. He is in the right place. Hopefully he can have his surgery soon. I wonder if maybe there is another ointment for him that works a little better so that he won't scratch so much. Try to look for solutions. Maybe Dr. Harris can help.
Tom's Dad
DannysMom

While appreciate what you think is helping, you do not appear to have a grasp of what I'm going through or me in general. Did you know I'm juggling 3, count them 3, payday loans just to be able to do for him what I have so far? So, anyone who thinks I'm not looking for solutions (and working back backside off doing it) is not paying attention.
DannysMom
QUOTE (Tom's Dad @ Sep 2 2012, 11:19 AM) *
DannysMom

While appreciate what you think is helping, you do not appear to have a grasp of what I'm going through or me in general. Did you know I'm juggling 3, count them 3, payday loans just to be able to do for him what I have so far? So, anyone who thinks I'm not looking for solutions (and working back backside off doing it) is not paying attention.


I'm sorry you took my post the wrong way. I was trying to encourage you, but you're quick to get angry and lash out.
moon_beam
Hi, Tracy, sending rainy Sunday afternoon greetings to you, your precious Theresa and little Tang from Noah and me. I hope this finds you and your precious fur tribe doing well and in good spirits - - and little Tang's ear doing better today.

I am so sorry that little Tang's ear continues to have problems with the medication. I do support DannysMom's suggestion to talk to Dr. Harris to examine more options. Unfortunately veterinary medicine - - like human medicine - - is not an exact science and there are no guarantees that a medicine will work on everyone, and unfortunately medicine costs money and is sometimes very expensive. I do understand your financial limitations, Tracy. You can only do your very best, my friend, and perhaps Dr. Harris will be able to offer you options and support.

I hope today is treating you, your precious Theresa and little Tang kindly, my friend, and that each of you will have a very peaceful, blissful, and cozy evening. I thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Tracy, and of your precious Theresa and little Tang. Please know you and your precious furkids are in my thoughts and prayers, that I always look forward to sharing your news, and your treasured memories of your beloved Sir Thomas.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam
Tom's Dad
I will continue to post about how Tang and Theresa are doing here; if for no other reason as a journal for myself. But I do not think I will address any individual comments (not for a while, anyway). Too often it has been suggested I'm not doing enough, which is easy to do when one has the money to handle their own various crisis. I came looking for support and encouragement, but more often have found judgement. When I have thought about leaving, it has been suggested I do not let the door hit me on the way out. So, I will continue to post about their progress and daily adventures (few and far between as they may be) If anyone finds it of interest, great. But it's really only journal at this point.

That being said. Tang was much better this morning after we had a heart to heart last night (yes, I do believe he understands me, in his own way) Plus there have been the days when I am at work and have come home to find no evidence of scratching; keeping in mind he was completely unsupervised. So, if the ointment was making it worse, or doing no good at all, I would think the scratching would be much more prevelant. Yes, I will try to talk to Dr. Harris if and when I can catch her there. I may even attempt to reach out to Dr. Mills (who did the orignial sugery) with the same barriers of actually reaching him in. Unfortunately I cannot afford an independant diagnosis; this is the reason I have him on a plan, and have upgraded it. I truly feel I'm doing all I can, and don't believe I've said I wasn't. I have wondered aloud if it was enough. For that I was hoping for encouragement, only to get left with the impression, that no, I am not doing enough.

More to come as it becomes available.
DannysMom
QUOTE (Tom's Dad @ Sep 2 2012, 04:24 PM) *
I will continue to post about how Tang and Theresa are doing here; if for no other reason as a journal for myself. But I do not think I will address any individual comments (not for a while, anyway). Too often it has been suggested I'm not doing enough, which is easy to do when one has the money to handle their own various crisis. I came looking for support and encouragement, but more often have found judgement. When I have thought about leaving, it has been suggested I do not let the door hit me on the way out. So, I will continue to post about their progress and daily adventures (few and far between as they may be) If anyone finds it of interest, great. But it's really only journal at this point.

That being said. Tang was much better this morning after we had a heart to heart last night (yes, I do believe he understands me, in his own way) Plus there have been the days when I am at work and have come home to find no evidence of scratching; keeping in mind he was completely unsupervised. So, if the ointment was making it worse, or doing no good at all, I would think the scratching would be much more prevelant. Yes, I will try to talk to Dr. Harris if and when I can catch her there. I may even attempt to reach out to Dr. Mills (who did the orignial sugery) with the same barriers of actually reaching him in. Unfortunately I cannot afford an independant diagnosis; this is the reason I have him on a plan, and have upgraded it. I truly feel I'm doing all I can, and don't believe I've said I wasn't. I have wondered aloud if it was enough. For that I was hoping for encouragement, only to get left with the impression, that no, I am not doing enough.

More to come as it becomes available.



Tom's Dad, I NEVER said or suggested that you are not doing enough! I am not judging you in any way. I have been trying to be supportive and encouraging. You read something into it that simply isn't there. I know you are doing the best you can, I really do. Just because other people can handle their various crises doesn't give you the right to get angry at them or blaming them as if your misfortunes are somehow their fault.

What do you want me to do? I have offered you money at one point, but you said you weren't looking for that. So, in all fairness, what is it that you want me to do?
DannysMom
I am still willing to pay for Tang's surgery, if that's what it takes. I can't really afford it, but I'm willing to do it to help Tang if that would make you feel better. You can send me a PM if you like.
Tom's Dad
It would seem out of worry, guilt, and who knows what other kinds of stress I have managed to alienate what few people comment here. I came into this world alone, have lived most of my life that way, and that's likely how I will eventually leave it. Since Tom came into my life 7 years ago, I have experienced from him, Theresa and Tang something I never thought I would. Unconditional love. They have been my children, my confidants, and closest friends. Losing Tom, and the thought of losing either of my current fur kids is indescribable. For the most part, being here has given me a feeling of connection to seemingly like minded individuals. But, people (as with animal companions) are all different. They have different needs, desires, hopes, and problems. Sometimes I lose sight of that. I will continue to post about my fur kids, if for no other reason, than to journal as I said. I hope people will come to read, and comment if they want to. I will humbly accept any assistance that anyone feels comfortable offering be it financial (for Tang) or just moral support. Thanks to all that have come here and offered that and more. Good night and God Bless. TTFN

TTT
DannysMom
Tom's Dad, there is nothing wrong with accepting help when one needs it. I hope that you will get the help for Tang that he needs. I just tried to send you a PM, but it seems you've blocked me. So, at this point I don't know what else to do. I've tried to help, but if I cannot even send you a PM then what am I supposed to do?
Tom's Dad
DannysMom

I thought I'd fixed that, but now it is. You should be able to send PMs. Plus my Inisght email addy should be in my profile.
Tom's Dad
I called the vet yesterday, but they were closed. So, I left a message. This morning I cleaned Tang's ear and used the Tresiderm, but not the ointment to see if/how that differs. But it could be the Tresiderm or the twice daily cleaning irritating it too. That was Dr. Sai's advice, and I'm not sure I trust him unsure.gif For the last hour of my sleep he curled up on the pillow by my arm and purred and touched me with his paws. Best hour of sleep I ever had.
moon_beam
Hi, Tracy, cloudy Monday morning greetings to you, your precious Theresa and little Tang from Noah and me. I hope this finds each of you doing well and in reasonably good spirits. I know you are working today and hope your day will be a decent one - - both at work and transportation-wise.

I was thinking about Tang's ear this morning and I have a gut feeling that something is definitely irritating it - - that it has indeed become a "hot spot" for him - - which is why sometimes it will do okay and other times all he wants to do is dig at it. It can be something in the medication, the frequency of the medication as prescribed by Dr. Sai, or something in the apartment environment. When our companions have skin reactions it is very, very hard to pinpoint an exact reason for it - - except through very expensive allergy testing which truly is the last resort - - which is why topical treatments are primarily the first choice of action to try to find what will help to alleviate the irritation. And with his diabetes he may be - - with emphasis on may be - - more sensitive to skin reactions, so this is another factor to take into consideration. I'm very, very glad you have called to speak with his vet about what is going on with him, and hope that either Dr. Harris or Dr. Mills will be able to offer you encouragement and help - - and hope - - with little Tang's ear. When our furkids have chronic medical challenges it is sometimes necessary to be persistent with their medical care providers in obtaining the assistance we need in order to take care of our precious charges. You, Tracy, really are doing the very best you can for your precious little boy, and it is obvious HE knows this with all his heart. I will look forward to knowing how things go with your consult with Tang's doctor - - whatever you wish to share.

Once again, Tracy, I hope today is going well for you at work, and that you, your precious Theresa and little Tang will have a very peaceful, blissful, and cozy evening. I thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Tracy, and of your precious Theresa and little Tang. Please know you and your precious furkids are in my thoughts and prayers, that I always look forward to sharing your news, and your treasured memories of your beloved Sir Thomas.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam
Tom's Dad
Thank you moon_beam

I sent you an email, not sure if you got it. Yes, I'm thinking something is irritating it. If it's the meds, I can juggle around the use and frequency of the 3. I can't imagine what in the apartment it might be; nothing has really changed. I'm not letting them outside as much anymore (hardley at all, really) due to weather and fear of reprisals from the neighbors. I'm not sure if being "cooped up" is contributing or not.

Well, I just got off the phone with Dr. Harris. She was concerned that the antibiotic was not Clavimox, and that as soon as I can call them and tell them what it is; it may need to be replaced. She is less inclined to think it's the antibiotc, and more inclined to think it's the ointment that's causing the irritation. So we are stopping that and maintaining cleaning and Tresiderm since it evaporates unlike ointment; she thinks that may be causing him to scratch. I asked about a sedative, as you suggested. She said a small dose of childrens Benadryl is fine for cats. So, I'm going to try that.

Work is even slower than a Saturday. As In I have had 3 calls so far today. And one of those was residential checking to see if we are here. Got a ride in, and offer of ride home which is nice. I can get home earlier to the kittles. Thank you for your encouragement and support. I hope you and Noah are having a good Labor Day. TTFN

TTT
moon_beam
Hi, Tracy, thank you for sharing with us how things went with your conversation with Dr. Harris. I hope her recommendations will offer both your little Tang and you encouragement, hope, and -- relief. Benadryl is the standard treatment of choice to begin with, and hopefully it will do the trick. Keep in mind that for whatever reason IF Benadryl isn't sufficient for little Tang's particular situation both Dr. Harris and / or Dr. Mills needs to know so that they can go into their arsenal to find out what WILL work. When it comes to skin irritations there is usually some "trial and error" involved to find what works for each individual's case. Take a DEEP BREATH, Tracy - - let it out slowly - - and hopefully now you feel refreshed for this new round in taking care of your precious little Tang. And please keep us apprised of how things go, Tracy - - whatever you wish to share with us.

As to trying to figure out a specific "trigger" that causes your little boy to go ballistic with scratching - - you may never know. That's one of the things that makes skin irritations in our precious furkids so aggravating - - because - - if we KNEW what was causing it of course we would be able to correct the problem. He was scratching before the ointment - - which influenced the approach to try the ointment - - which seems to be a potential source of additional irritation - - which is why Dr. Harris is having you stop the ointment now. It's now more a matter of finding what will help soothe the irritation and at the very least lessen - - and preferably stop - - the intense sensation of itch that makes your little boy want to rip his ear off.

I hope your afternoon will go quickly for you at work, and that you, your precious Theresa and little Tang will have a very peaceful, blissful, and cozy evening. I thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Tracy, and of your precious Theresa and little Tang. Please know you and your precious furkids are in my thoughts and prayers, that I always look forward to sharing your news, and your treasured memories of your beloved Sir Thomas.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam
Tom's Dad
Thank you moon_beam

True, I may never know what the trigger is, and that's frustrating. He looked better tonight sans the oinment this morning. That was a waste of 20 dollars (sigh) I need to write down the name of the antibotic Dr. Sai RX'd, so I can call it in tomorrow and see if I need something else. I made it pretty clear to both the front desk person and Dr. Harris that while Dr. Sai seems nice enough, I really don't trust him with Tang's care for anything other than the routine. I sensed they agreed, but of course could not say so. I am going in Wednesday by myself to get more Tresiderm, and see if Dr. Harris put anything new on his chart.

Since I got a ride home as well as in, I made it home over an hour earlier than usual, which was met with much delight. I cleaned Tang's ear, but forgot the Tresiderm, and realized I'd cleaned the sink out with bathroom cleaner and didn't want to put him back in there. I'll try to remember later tonight; but more likely will wait for the morning and let him have a minimum of irritation tonight.

Thank you for all your support. I hope that you and Noah are well. TTFN.

TTT
moon_beam
Hi, Tracy, good evening greetings to you, your precious Theresa and little Tang from my precious Noah and me. I hope this finds you and your precious furkids doing well and in good spirits.

So glad your ride to and from work yesterday worked out well for you. This is always helpful. I hope when you go to the vet's office tomorrow that you will also be able to inquire about the status of a testing meter for Tang's blood sugars. As you so appropriately mentioned it will be much easier to keep track of how he's doing if you're able to do home testing as well.

Been a busy day here with errands - - very cloudy and humid as well. Noah decided he needed a change of scenery after lunch, so he is upstairs enjoying some private time. Need to get the lunch dishes washed.

I hope today is treating you kindly at work, and that your travels home will be safe and expedient so that you, your precious Theresa and little Tang can have a very peaceful, blissful, and cozy evening. I thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Tracy, and of your precious Theresa and little Tang. Please know you and your precious furkids are in my thoughts and prayers, that I always look forward to sharing your news, and your treasured memories of your beloved Sir Thomas.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam
Tom's Dad
Thank you moon_beam

I did ask Dr. Harris on the phone about home testing and she's looking into that for me. She also thanked me for calling about Tang. One of the nurses said she'd asked after him right after the diabetes DX. That was nice.

Day 2 with Tang not showing evidence of scratching while I was at work. He tried a little tonight and, get this, Theresa ran over and started sniffing him so he'd stop. She's a good big sister. Dr. Harris said cut out the ointment for sure, and the antibiotic since it was not the right kind. I fully intend to ask about credit to go towards the tresiderm since Dr. Sai was wrong on both counts. We'll see.

Late getting in because second bus was late. Oh well, at least I'm off tomorrow. Hope you and Noah are well. TTFN

TTT.

moon_beam
Hi, Tracy, rainy Wednesday greetings to you, your precious Theresa and little Tang from my precious Noah and me. I hope this finds you and your precious furkids doing well and in good spirits.

Hope you are able to get the meter soon for your precious little Tang. Seems like your precious Theresa is trying to be "daddy's little helper" with her brother's care. Our companions DO understand what is happening. I hope you will receive a credit for the medications, Tracy.

Today is busy preparing for tomorrow's work with the installation of the generator. I still have some things to do and will get back to the project in a little bit. Needed to take a little break. Noah has his lunch and is upstairs at the moment. He has been thoroughly disgusted with yet another day of cloudy, gloomy, dreary, sometimes rainy weather. According to the long term forecast next week is supposed to bring a break in temperatures and humidity - - promises, promises. I hope so because the front yard needs another mowing.

Hope today is treating you, your precious Theresa and little Tang kindly, my friend, and that you and your precious furkids will have a very peaceful, blissful, and cozy evening. I thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Tracy, and of your precious Theresa and little Tang. Please know you and your precious furkids are in my thoughts and prayers, that I always look forward to sharing your news, and your treasured memories of your beloved Sir Thomas.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam
Tom's Dad
Thank you moon_beam

I hope the istallation of your generator goes well; but that you don't need it any time soon. Cindy at the front counter of Banfield was going to go ahead and just give me the tresiderm, but they were out until the next delivery. She said she'd speak with Dr. Harris about it and that she would probably agree because she was furious that I had been given the wrong medicine. I'm hoping that I have enough in the remnants of the 2 bottles I have to squeak by until then. She also said (but on the QT) that Dr. Mills would be coming there again one day a week for which I'm thrilled.

We are in the midst of a severe thunder storm here, and it's been raining. Soon it will be time to take care of Tang and get him and Theresa their can food. I hope you and Noah are well, and have a great evening. TTFN

TTT
moon_beam
Hi, Tracy, good afternoon greetings to you, your precious Theresa and little Tang from my precious Noah and me. I hope this finds you and your precious furkids doing well and in good spirits.

I am so glad you will be able to get Tang's Tresidern on "credit" and am glad that Dr. Mills will be returning to your location at least once a week for appointments. I think between Dr. Harris and Dr. Mills your precious Tang will get the best medical treatment available.

Yesterday was an incredibly long day - - and I was very, very tired from finishing all the last minute preparation stuff yesterday morning before the contractor arrived. Noah spent most of the day upstairs closed in one of the bedrooms while the contractor was here. I really felt very sorry for him because he had no assistant with him - - he had to manage getting the generator off the truck himself and then put in place which required some lifting onto the pad. I was soooo glad I had bit the bullet and moved the old useless generator out of the way and got it up to the garage end of the house for him. And of course after he left I had all the putting back into place the things that had to be relocated so that he could work freely. So it was a busy, busy day and Noah and I were SOOOOOO GLAD to be back together yesterday evening. He stuck like glue to me, and I enjoyed every moment of it. Today we have played some kick ball together but he still smells the scent of the contractor here and that still has him a little unsettled. But we have the tranquility of our home back, - - YEA!!

I hope today is treating you kindly at work, and that your travels home will be safe and expedient so that you, your precious Theresa and little Tang can have a very peaceful, blissful, and cozy evening. I thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Tracy, and of your precious Theresa and little Tang. Please know you and your precious furkids are in my thoughts and prayers, that I always look forward to sharing your news, and your treasured memories of your beloved Sir Thomas.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam
Tom's Dad
Thank you moon_beam

Yes, I confirmed with the vet's that the Tresiderm will be free and they are holding a bottle with my name on it. Which is a good thing as you may have guessed in my email reply about the rent and NSFs.

A cool and wet Caturday here with a lovely walk to work in the rain. Back of my shirt and my feet were drenched. It's supposed to move off by this afternoon and be sunny and 77. Hopefully, I'll be dried off by then. The Goodwill store is open and I may stop in there on the way to my first bus home to kill time.

I hope that you and Noah are well and have a great Caturday! TTFN

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moon_beam
Hi, Tracy, late Caturday afternoon greetings to you, your precious Theresa and little Tang from my precious Noah and me. I hope this finds you and your precious furkids doing well and in good spirits.

I am so glad the vet office is holding Tang's Tresiderm refill for you. I know this takes a concern off your mind. Sorry you had a sloshy commute to work this morning. Sounds like you might need to get an umbrella and some boots for your shoes. I cannot stand soggy shoes - - particularly since my shoes are specially made expensive orthopedics. Also sorry about your rent NSF woes - - but am glad you were able to get at least one of the fees reconciled.

Today has been focused on computer snafus to correct - - went to update my security program on my desk top and ended up having to call the helpline which resulted in my having to uninstall the security program and then re-install through the link the help desk rep sent to me. That was rather time-consuming but successful. I don't use my desk top a lot now, but I do want to keep the security programs and Windows updates current just in case this lap top whiz gizmo goes whacky. We are under a severe thunderstorm warning until 10 p.m. tonight. A rainburst just finished going through, so I think I need to take advantage of the break to take a trip to the mailbox to pick up whatever has been delivered since yesterday.

Noah is doing fine. He kept me company in the bathroom on his window perch while I took my bath a little earlier, and seems to be more settled again. He is taking a nap on the basement sofa over in the area where the desk top is. He is the light of my life.

I hope today is treating you kindly at work, and that your travels home will be safe and expedient so that you, your precious Theresa and little Tang can have a very peaceful, blissful, and cozy evening. I thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Tracy, and of your precious Theresa and little Tang. Please know you and your precious furkids are in my thoughts and prayers, that I always look forward to sharing your news, and your treasured memories of your beloved Sir Thomas.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam
Tom's Dad
Thank you moon_beam

I had an umbrella for all the good it did with the wind and rain. I have a pair of all weather (water proof) boots, but didn't wear them; I hate wearing them all day because they are so clunky. I'm sorry you had desktop security woes, but I'm glad you got it fixed. Never know when you might need it.

Chuckling at Noah keeping you company in the bath, like he does not want you out of sight. Tang used to do that when I first got him, but now only comes in when I'm done in the shower to lick my wet arm or leg. Plus he knows that is time for a handful of the crunchy on the outside/tender on the inside treats. A co-worker gave me this gizmo his cat's didn't like. It's a laser with an oscillating mirror that runs by itself for up to 30 minutes. But, alas I don't have AA batteries. Guess I'll have to wait and see how that plays out; I know Theresa will like it.

Well, getting ready to head out on my major trek home. The skies are clear and it's a cool 74 degress. And my feet have dried out. At least I won't be sweating. Hope you and Noh are well and having a great afternoon. TTFN

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moon_beam
Hi, Tracy, very pleasant Sunday afternoon greetings to you and your precious Theresa and little Tang from Noah and me. I hope this finds each of you doing well and in good spirits.

Yes, I can understand how an umbrella in wind is very useless - - both from personal experience as well as watching weather news reports of people struggling with their umbrellas in the wind - - or having the wind literally whip it out of their hands and it becomes a flying weapon. I cannot use an umbrella at all because it pulls me off balance when walking, so I have to rely on my heavy raincoat that has a substantial hood on it to protect me when I am out and about in the rain.

Hope you will be able to get some AA batteries for the toy so that your precious Theresa, and perhaps little Tang if he be so inclined, can get some enjoyment out the toy your co-worker gave you.

Today is very pleasant weather-wise and Noah and I are enjoying having the big basement door open and gated so that we can enjoy the songs and conversations of the woodland critters. Can't remember the last time we were able to have the big door open, so today is a very special treat.

Hope today is treating you, your precious Theresa and little Tang kindly, my friend, and that you and your precious furkids will have a very peaceful, blissful, and cozy evening. I thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Tracy, and of your precious Theresa and little Tang. Please know you and your precious furkids are in my thoughts and prayers, that I always look forward to sharing your news, and your treasured memories of your beloved Sir Thomas.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam
Tom's Dad
Thank you moon_beam

Unfortunately, batteries for the toy will have to wait as every penny counts this week sad.gif which was punctuated by one of the washers in the laundry room "eating" 1.50 in quarters and failing to operate. On the other hand, it was empty and clean for a change; nobody leaving clothes in the machines. Also no drunken partiers coming in; it was all very quiet for a change.

It's been a quiet day, with cuddles and naps. I miss not having my days off back to back. It somehow makes them go by much faster. Back to work tomorrow and the next before being off. I had not planned on going all the way out to Outer Loop, but rather stay in the neighborhood and just go to Save-a-Lot. But I need to get Tang's Tresiderm, so I might as well go to Kroger. I hope today has been treating you and Noah well. TTFN

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**UPDATE**

I managed to scavange some batteries from around the apartment last night and they LOVED the toy smile.gif
moon_beam
Hi, Tracy, very pleasant Monday afternoon greetings to you and your precious Theresa and little Tang from my precious Noah anda me. I hope this finds each of you doing well and in good spirits.

So glad you were able to round up batteries for the toy and that your precious furkids enjoyed playing with it. This will be good news you can share with your co-worker. It is truly frustrating when machines take money and then don't work - - hope you will be able to let the management know and get your $1.50 refunded. Hope you were able to get little Tang's Tresiderm as well.

Today is very pleasant and Noah and I are once again enjoying having the big door open and gated listening to the woodland residents. The resident rooster is not crowing this afternoon - - but may later on. As yesterday evening was approaching his throat was beginning to sound a bit weak, so perhaps he's giving his voice a rest today. He always makes me smile when I hear him singing because he really puts all his heart and soul into his cock-a-doodle-doos. It's not just a rooster "thing" for him.

I hope today is treating you kindly at work, and that your travels home will be safe and expedient so that you, your precious Theresa and little Tang can have a very peaceful, blissful, and cozy evening. I thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Tracy, and of your precious Theresa and little Tang. Please know you and your precious furkids are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to sharing your news and your treasured memories of your beloved Sir Thomas.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam
Tom's Dad
Thank you moon_beam

I've asked about refunds before from the washers/dryers and got nowhere. But after what they did to me with the rent check last week, I'm hardley surprised (sigh)

Thank you for sharing about the rooster. We have one in the sub divison behind me, but I can never seem to locate the house. There is one that I've seen chickens just wandering around the yard; in a residential area, go figure.

I'm glad Theresa and Tang liked the toy too. I no longer have to choose whom to "play" with. They actually tag teamed it. It was a kitty team building exorcize wub.gif And it has a totally random pattern; not just back and forth. My co-worker was delighted.

Speaking of which, it's time to head on home to them. Sunny sky and 76 out. should be a nice commute if my buses are on time. I hope you and Noah are well. TTFN

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moon_beam
Hi, Tracy, very pleasant Tuesday evening greetings to you, your precious Theresa and little Tang from my precious Noah and me. I hope this finds you and your precious furkids doing well and in good spirits. In a few minutes you will begin your journey home to your precious furkids who are eagerly anticipating your arrival - - their Forever Dad.

Noah and I have enjoyed another delightful day here at the homestead enjoying having the big door opened for fresh air and enjoying the woodland residents. Did a couple loads of laundry today. Just got back in from the trek to the mailbox and tomorrow I will try to summon up the energy to mow the front yard as it really needs it now.

Noah is doing fine. He is adjusting to the later sunrises and earlier sunsets which are indicators of an upcoming change of season come the end of next week when autumn is scheduled to officially arrive. He is at the moment eagerly anticipating a more immediate time of day - - dinner - - but it is still a bit too early for me to get it for him.

I hope today has been treating you kindly at work, and that your travels home will be safe and expedient so that you, your precious Theresa and little Tang can have a very peaceful, blissful, and cozy evening. I thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Tracy, and of your precious Theresa and little Tang. Please know you and your precious furkids are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to sharing your news and your treasured memories of your beloved Sir Thomas.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam
Tom's Dad
Thank you moon_beam

I'm glad to hear your precious boy Noah is doing well. Today was beautfiul here as well (I wrote about in my thread about Tom in memorials) I managed to catch the 5:45 bus late, although it was crowded and I don't take it all the way down on Tuesday's anyway (errands) But it was still nice to get home sooner.

Off tomorrow and out to pick up Tang's Tresiderm that I verified is on hold today. His ear is looking better even with the mass; even it does not look as bad as it did. Twice daily cleaning and Tresiderm seems to be doing the trick. I have not had to resort to Benadryl yet, and hope I don't. Theresa's been itching at hers ears lately though, so I may have to get her back on the drops too (sigh) All considered, they are both doing well though. They even lay fairly close together in the living room while I watch TV in the evening. They may not be the best of friends, but it's a start. I hope the evening treats you and Noah well. TTFN.

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moon_beam
Hi, Tracy, pleasant Wednesday afternoon greetings to you, your precious Theresa and little Tang from Noah and me. I hope this finds each of you doing well and in good spirits. Hope your trip to get little Tang's meds went smoothly and that you are now back home enjoying the rest of the day with your precious furkids.

Got the front yard mowed. Temps were in the 60's when I started but the humidity was close to 90 percent so it was still a warm chore. Started in the shade at the street and worked my way back through the sun in the middle part of the yard and finished in the shade up close to the house. Only took me 90 minutes today straight through no time outs and no need to refill the mower gas tank. Have had my shower and now am taking some time to rest before getting lunch started. Noah kept watch over me as I was mowing - - he is my precious little guardian angel. Need to start an errand list for tomorrow or Friday. Now that the summer rush is over with the stores won't be quite so busy which is nice.

Hope today is treating you, your precious Theresa and little Tang kindly, my friend, and that you and your precious furkids will have a very peaceful, blissful, and cozy evening. I thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Tracy, and of your precious Theresa and little Tang. Please know you and your precious furkids are in my thoughts and prayers, that I always look forward to sharing your news, and your treasured memories of your beloved Sir Thomas.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam
Tom's Dad
Thank you moon_beam

I did get the medicine with no problems. One of the orginal staffers was at the front desk, and no other pet parents in sight - in and out. Picked up a few things at Kroger being very frugal (12.00 and change left in the acct until Thursday night)

I'm glad you got your yard work done, but gosh it sure sounds like it was rough. Hope your enjoying the coolness of indoors now with your precious Noah.

Theresa and Tang continue to enjoy evening romps with the wonderful toy provided by my co-worker. I have found I get more range out of it setting it up on the coffee table as opposed to the floor. I use it like our parents used to use TV; for a baby sitter while I do various chores wink.gif

Hope the day and evening treats you and Noah well. TTFN

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moon_beam
Hi, Tracy, greetings to you, your precious Theresa and little Tang from my precious Noah and me. I hope this finds you and your precious furkids doing well and in good spirits. I know you are at work still and have awhile to go before you can begin your trek home to your precious Theresa and little Tang who are eagerly anticipating your arrival.

Glad you were able to get little Tang's meds okay yesterday, and glad both of your precious furkids are enjoying their new toy.

Not doing much today - - still recuperating from the mowing job yesterday. Noah and I are thoroughly enjoying the pleasant temps and being able to have the big basement door open.

I hope today is treating you kindly at work, and that your travels home will be safe and expedient so that you, your precious Theresa and little Tang can have a very peaceful, blissful, and cozy evening. I thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Tracy, and of your precious Theresa and little Tang. Please know you and your precious furkids are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to sharing your news and your treasured memories of your beloved Sir Thomas.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam
Tom's Dad
Thank you moon_beam

Glad to hear you and your precious Noah are doing well. Nice weather here too. I got home a half hour late as it seems all the #18s (my second bus) were late tonight; I saw them stacked back to back going both ways blink.gif I got a royal chewing out from both of my kids. But they settled down after can food and "laser tag"

Not much going on in this thread - I've been taking strolls down memory lane with Tom in Memorials. I hope this evening has been kind to you and Noah. TTFN


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moon_beam
Hi, Tracy, cloudy Friday afternoon greetings to you, your precious Theresa and little Tang from my precious Noah and me. I hope this finds you and your precious furkids doing well and in good spirits.

Reading your adventures on your transportation challenges brings back sooooooo many memories of my younger years when bus transportation was the means of getting from point A to point B for me. So I can sooooo relate to how it is for you. I am so chuckling at your precious furkids scolding you for being "late" getting home. I can just hear them, "well it's about you got home, daddy, - - what took you so long - - we were so worried about you, daddy - - we're so glad you're home safe and sound." And I'm smiling at their knowing that everything is okay when you finally got them their special treat canned food dinner. I know the same is true for you when you get home to your precious Theresa and little Tang as it is for me when I get back home to my precious Noah from errands - - when I walk through the door and we see each other once again I know everything is right with our world.

Speaking of errands I did the grocery shopping this morning, and I had the pleasure of seeing a nurse that worked in the hospice office at the time I worked there. Management did a number on her, too, and she went back to work at the other hospital that she initially transferred from - - different organization. It's a long commute for her as it's over an hour's drive one way, but she is so much happier. I brought her up to date about my "condemned sentence" with our ex-employer, and that as of April I finally took my full pardon with time served. She got a chuckle out of that. It was good seeing her because she has been in my thoughts and prayers over the years since she left the hospice office before I did and especially since I left the venomous snake pit. That was an unexpected but welcome pleasure seeing her this morning.

Soon it will be time to start getting lunch. Noah was at the door to greet me when I got home, and is now snuggled next to me as I'm writing to you. I hope today is treating you kindly at work, and that your travels home will be safe and expedient so that you, your precious Theresa and little Tang can have a very peaceful, blissful, and cozy evening. I thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Tracy, and of your precious Theresa and little Tang. Please know you and your precious furkids are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to sharing your news and your treasured memories of your beloved Sir Thomas.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam
Tom's Dad
Thank you moon_beam

Yes, the travel has been quite trying lately. Even this morning the 5:00 AM bus ended up being packed (sigh) Where are that many people going that time of day on a Saturday? It's nice that you were able to catch up with your friend while out and about. Life is full of serendipity that way. Hopefully you can stay in touch. I'm sure you are both glad to be away from that awful place.

About to start another Caturday in the salt mines. I'm hoping for a quiet one. Travel home is bad enough. Nice weather expected today though. I hope you and Noah have a wonderful Caturday! TTFN

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LoveMyMickey
Hi Tracy....Happy Caturday to you and your precious furbabies!....I'm sorry your travels have been rough, maybe this morning people were going to see Princess Diana's Collection at the history museum, opening this morning.

I'm glad you got the med for Tang's ear. We always had to get meds for our doggie's ears. No matter how much I cleaned them, the vet would always get a ball of wax out. Our Basset years ago had a procedure done on one of her ears and the vet taped the ear back. Now she wasn't too happy with that long ear taped back. blink.gif

Well, little Blackie never did come back. I read on the Humane Society page that people were trying to help the homeless cats. A lot of the animals are taken to other rescue places. We do have a new cat that comes around every night right before or after dark. He/She is a Tuxedo cat, so pretty. He runs away when he sees me looking through the blinds. I bet he belongs to somebody.

I am really concerned for a little Doxie dog that lives at the end of our street. They turn him out to do his business and he gets on the street. I know to look for him, but some people drive too fast. This week when I drove by there, the little dog was walking up the middle of the street. I stopped and waited for him to go in the yard, he was taking his time. His mom was calling him from the front door. She looks like a well-to-do lady and should be smarter than that.

I hope you, little Theresa and Tang have a quiet pleasant evening. Sounds like they really enjoy their laser toy. Give them a special pat for me.......I'm always thinking of our little angels, Sir Thomas and Mickey............God Bless..

LoveMyMickey
moon_beam
Hi, Tracy, good Caturday afternoon greetings to you, your precious Theresa and little Tang from my precious Noah and me. I hope this finds you and your precious furkids doing well and in good spirits. I know you still have awhile to go at work and long travels home. Hopefully the rest of the day will go quickly for you and your travels home will be better than your travels this morning.

Have been working on financials today - - getting checks logged into the checkbook, reconciling the checkbook to the monthly bank statement, matching receipts with payments made, etc.. Fortunately this month all went okay with the checkbook balancing act. Last month I found a $10 error - - not in my favor - - even with the aid of a calculator. Good thing I have never aspired to being an accountant or bookkeeper by trade.

Once again, my friend, I hope today is treating you kindly at work, and that your travels home will be safe and expedient so that you, your precious Theresa and little Tang can have a very peaceful, blissful, and cozy evening. I thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Tracy, and of your precious Theresa and little Tang. Please know you and your precious furkids are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to sharing your news and your treasured memories of your beloved Sir Thomas.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam
Tom's Dad
LoveMyMickey

I'm sorry to hear that Blackie has not returned sad.gif I do hope he was able to find a forever home and not the victim of some area busy body that claims "I was only trying to help" Bless you for trying to care for him. Have you come up with a name for the Tuxedo cat? I hope he/she is not yet another victim of being put out.

moon_beam

I hope you are able to continue staying on top of your financials.

Going home last night was not bad. Both buses were on time. At least I think so. The second bus was going awfully fast for being on time. Theresa and Tang are doing well. Tang's ear is looking as good as I can expect. I hope it stays that way.

I hope you both are well and have agreat Sunday. TTFN

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moon_beam
Hi, Tracy, cloudy Sunday afternoon greetings to you, your precious Theresa and little Tang from my precious Noah and me. I hope this finds you and your precious furkids doing well and in good spirits. By now you have your laundry done, and hope that you were not fleeced of your machine money.

Glad your travels home yesterday went smoothly - - sounds better than some of the travels you have recently experienced.

After I wrote to you yesterday I still had some financial record "stuff" to do - - it was truly a financial "maranthon" day yesterday. But I have my desk and ledger back in order again, and now will be able to begin organizing October's monthly payments this month. Cannot believe that there are only 3.5 months left in this year.

Looking at the time it will soon be time to start getting lunch. Noah is upstairs at the moment but when he hears me in the kitchen I know he will be back downstairs keeping me company as he know that when the veggies are done cooking he, too, will be getting his lunch.

I hope today is treating you and your precious Theresa and little Tang kindly, my friend, and that you and your precious furkids will have a very peaceful, blissful, and cozy evening. I thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Tracy, and of your precious Theresa and little Tang. Please know you and your precious furkids are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to sharing your news and your treasured memories of your beloved Sir Thomas.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam
Tom's Dad
Thank you moon_beam

I'm glad you are staying on top of your financials; wish I could say the same.

It is hard to believe 2012 is almost over or that my birthday is just next month. 47 years and not blessed thing to show for it. No family of my own (not that that was ever my dream) good job, or nice home, etc. On Saturday's going home from work, I pass so many nice restaurants with wonderful smells and think that I will probably never be able to afford a nice meal again as long as I live. I had my chance, and blew it all because I just could not suck it up and ignore a few jerks. I'm afraid I will never again find myself in a job with that much bounty. Well, enough of that for now.

Theresa and Tang are well and the day is coming to an end. Another day of the grind starts tomorrow. I hope you and Noah have a blessed and peacful evening. TTFN

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DannysMom
QUOTE (Tom's Dad @ Sep 16 2012, 06:25 PM) *
Thank you moon_beam

I'm glad you are staying on top of your financials; wish I could say the same.

It is hard to believe 2012 is almost over or that my birthday is just next month. 47 years and not blessed thing to show for it. No family of my own (not that that was ever my dream) good job, or nice home, etc. On Saturday's going home from work, I pass so many nice restaurants with wonderful smells and think that I will probably never be able to afford a nice meal again as long as I live. I had my chance, and blew it all because I just could not suck it up and ignore a few jerks. I'm afraid I will never again find myself in a job with that much bounty. Well, enough of that for now.

Theresa and Tang are well and the day is coming to an end. Another day of the grind starts tomorrow. I hope you and Noah have a blessed and peacful evening. TTFN

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Tom's Dad, I'm afraid you're going to snap at me again, but I'm going to say it anyway, and I hope you can "hear" that it is said in a caring voice. Focus on your blessings and on the good things that you have. If you made a list right now of the things to be thankful for then my guess is you'd probably be surprised at how much you do have to be thankful for. Don't focus on the things you don't have. You're still fairly young and getting a better job is not out of your reach by no means. Make a plan, set some goals and try to achieve those goals. I know you can do it. There is no reason why you should not be able to get a better job. If you think you can then you can. And those are not just empty words. There will always be some "jerks"...don't let them get to you. I'm sure there are plenty of nice people around who would be happy to get to know you better. Be kind to yourself.
moon_beam
Hi, Tracy, cloudy, gloomy Monday afternoon greetings to you, your precious Theresa and little Tang from my precious Noah and me. I hope this finds each of you doing well and in good spirits. Not too much longer to go until you are homeward bound to your precious furkids who are eagerly anticipating your arrival.

Oh Tracy, you DO have a family - - your precious Theresa and little Tang. It is important that you do not measure your life by other people's apparent bounty or society's standards. You are blessed with the gift of being able to love and care for two precious creatures who do not have a "voice" in human society. YOU give them a voice and YOU have taken on the sacred role of being their provider and protector to the very best of your ability. So I totally agree with what DannysMom says, you are a blessed man.

Not much going on here today - - getting caught up on some e-mails and focusing on my precious Noah. I hope today is treating you kindly at work, and that your travels home will be safe and expedient so that you, your precious Theresa and little Tang can have a very peaceful, blissful, and cozy evening. I thank you for the blessing of your friendship, Tracy, and of your precious Theresa and little Tang. Please know you and your precious furkids are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to sharing your news and your treasured memories of your beloved Sir Thomas.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam
Tom's Dad
Thank you LoveMyMickey, moon_beam, and DannysMom

It isn't that I don't appreciate having Theresa and Tang as my family; having had Tom as bittersweet as that is. Indeed I do. I also know that things can be worse, in fact they have many times in the 23 years since I allowed myself to be manipulated by my ex-family into moving to this God forsaken town. Most of tnem have since fled, of course.

But I'd thought that all behind me. That I'd done my time, and it was over. Between 2001 and 2010 that was mostly true. Oh sure a few dips here and there. But nothing like the non-stop hard times of the past 2 1/2 years. I lost Tom because of it. I worry about Theresa and Tang (especially Tang health wise) because of it. Plus, if I can't take better care of myself, how can I take the best care of them? These are the things that plague me and get me down. Yeah, I'd love to be able to afford to get a nice meal at an actual sit down restaurant, or take in a movie, or even get delivery once in a while. But when I'm having to take out ill advised loans just to pay rent and buy meds for Tang, it seems like long ago and far away. I know I have things to be grateful for. Unfortunately I have many more regrets and struggles.

But it's like the song says "Objects in the rearview mirror may appear closer than they are" I don't miss the so called best paying job I ever had. But I miss the one before that. Good pay, benefits, no nights weekends or holidays. Less than 2 miles from where I live and very low stress; all oubound calls under my complete control. Why was I in with the half that got axed? Because I didn't play literal kissie face with a very immature supervisor like a co-worker did. One with much less seniority, knowledge and good stats. Oh we were told don't feel bad, the rest will go in 6 months to a year. Two years later I ran into one of them in McDonalds, and he was still there!

All, I want is something along those lines again. I look high, and low. But it's just not out there. Not for me, anyway. Of course that job and the one that followed literally found me not vice versa. Yeah, I dare sometimes let myself dream lightning (no pun intended) will strike again. But, as more and more time marches on, I realize it's just not going to happen.

So, I have my fur babies, I love them and take the best care of them that I can, and appreciate that they are with me. But that's about all. I'm sorry to go on so long. But I needed to write it down. To know it's out there. I appreciate all your kind words ladies, and hope you all have a good evening, and a pleasant tomorrow. TTFN

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