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20 Apr 2006
It's almost been a week since I lost Sammi. My heart hearts so much, I don't feel like I can stand it. She was my best friend and I loved every second I was with her. When I got her, she had Parvo and almost died. We bonded instantly during her recovery. Every minute I spend without her scares me because I am terrified of forgetting her.
We only had 2 years together, but I dreamed of so much more. My life was perfect, I'm graduating from law school and getting married this year. The things I so looked forward to only a week ago, just bring me sadness because it is going to be memories without her. We were planning on taking a wedding photo without her.
It feels so unfair, we weren't the type of people who were neglectful or unappreciative of her. The one time the gate was open, she ran across the road when she heard her doggie friend. I feel guilty because I have always been judgmental when I hear about a dog getting hit by a car. This was the one and only time she ever ran from us, we never left open the gate, only this one time because we were pushing out the lawn mower. I was right there and heard everything. What I feel so bad about is that I ran in the house, I wanted to pretend I didn't hear it, I knew she was gone. That was my one job, to protect her from the road and I failed.
The house is so lonely, we were planning on such a great future together. Sammi really loved life and everyone she met. There are a lot of people across the country mourning her.
My fiance wants to rescue another dog like we did Sammi. He can't stand the thought of another great dog sleeping in a pound. I just don't know if I can love another dog the same way. She was my baby and soulmate.
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