I Still Love You, Trevor!, separated from a most special doggie Options

[Gretta's Mom]

Hello Mr Trevor-Forever,

You are forever etched in the center of your mommie's heart, beautiful one. And on the hearts of everyone who met you while you lived with your mommie and daddy.

I love you, little boy.

Gretta and Rufus's mom

[Bobbie]

Hello my sweet prince!

I miss you more now than ever before. Although each day that passes brings our Heavenly reunion that much closer, I still have those times when it seems almost overwhelming to be without you.

I know I have said this before, but you were the bravest Cocker Spaniel in the whole world. You lived your life with increasing pain, itching, losing your depth perception and thus being terrified of going down stairs or walking off curbs. And yet, you were such a sweetheart during our lives together. Trevor, I treasure each memory of each moment we were together. You gave me such unconditional love, the likes of which I doubt I will ever feel again. All my boys have loved me and I love each of them with my whole heart and soul. But, Trevor, there was/is something so very special about you that acted just like a magnet, drawing me closer and closer to you. My only wish is that I could have done MORE for you, to make you more comfortable more of the time. I felt so helpless and at a loss when the nights would come and you'd be clawing at the carpet in the bedroom because the pain was so intense. Even after getting more pain medicines, they took up to 30 minutes to start working. That time seemed insurmountable. You would let me talk so quietly, reassuring you that the pain would go away, if even for just a few hours, and that you could get some rest. When that time arrived you and I slept next to each other on the floor and I tried to pour out my love to you, holding onto your paw the whole time.

The reason I am bringing this up again, is that there are people who are new to this wonderful site and I want them to get to know all about you. I, also, want them to feel comfortable here, knowing that whatever they share is respected and understood. All us mommies and daddies, grandpas and grandmas, brothers and sisters KNOW what it is like to have to say goodbye to someone they love so deeply. I hope I am doing an adequate job. I know I will never be able to put into words just exactly what you mean to me, Trevor. You and I know and that is more than enough for me.

Trevor, you were my whole life while you were on this earth with me. Now you are safe and sound (and healed) in Heaven. That gives me great comfort. Now I share my life with two more spaniels, Dreamer and Kelley. I love them with my whole heart and soul and I know that you are helping them along in their forever Home, to get used to human unconditional love and friendship. I even find myself calling Dreamer by your name! I hope you don't mind. Trevor, you have always been an inspiration which continues to this very moment. I try to live up to your Life Lessons, but am just not that good at it, especially now. Help me to truly LIVE each lesson every day so that I can be the best mommy/wife/friend a person can have. I have even made some new friends and one of them is going to paint your portrait for me! Isn't that wonderful?

I am going to try and rest now. Give my love to your brothers, cousins Gretta and Rufus, Jake, Mickey, Jenna, Smokey and all the creatures of God that join you every day. You were always a good ambassador.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!!!!
XO mommy XO

[Bobbie]

Hello sweetheart!

And you have such a sweet heart, always have, always will. Trevor, you are the epitome of a good boy and I will love you forever.

Mommy is having some rough days right now and that always has me thinking of you and all that you went through with such determination and strength that it sometimes takes my breath away. You were strong in your weakness and brave beyond all courage. How I want to be like you were and I try hard. I have a wonderful example to follow.

Trevor, you will always have a very special place in mommy's heart. You will always be my hunky-bunky with such a loving heart and soul. I will try to live up to the standards you set. I will definitely need your help in doing that.

Have a great time in Heaven, honey. Play with and give my love to your brothers, cousins and the many thousands of friends you have. Tell them I will always think of them, especially those I don't know personally. They need this the most.

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!!!
XO mommy XO

[xxForeverxx]

Thinking of Trevor today <3

xxForeverxx

[Gretta's Mom]

Trevor - Forever

Thank you so much for hekping us ask the Good Man up there in the Perfect World to help you mom's dad. He did .... and in a much better way than any of us could. You are the most beautiful dog who ever lived. I love you, Trevie boy.

Auntie Jeannie

[Bobbie]

Thank you xxForeverxx for remembering Trevor. He was such a joy in my life and still is. There isn't a time that goes by that I don't think of him and thank the Good Lord for brining us together. It really warms my heart to know that he has had an impact on your life as well. He truly is an angel and my Spirit Dog. Thank you, again and again and again.

Trevor,

Mommy loves you more than ever before. You know how much LOVE I have for you (and your brothers). You brought out the love from my heart in such a way that seemed so natural. You were unassuming and the most perfect Cocker Spaniel I could ever have imagined. My love for you grew every day, with every new challenge that came our way. I only wish that we could have known each other before all your pain began, but then would I have recognized things when I did? And I really didn't do that good of a job in realizing that your actions were not that of an aggressive doggie, but of one that was suffering mightily, day and night. I am sorry, Trevor, that it took so many months to catch on and get you some help. I will never let that happen again with Dreamer or Kelley. That I will promise you and that will be part of your legacy. That no dog I know of will EVER suffer for one extra minute on my watch. No matter how sick I may get and, especially if I don't get sicker for a long, long time, I will keep watch for any sign of pain or sorrow in the doggies I know. Thank you, my darling boy, my sweet, sweet little one, my joy and my love. You are above all the rest and, yet, you are all equals in your own special ways. Mommy loves you all: Crocker, Spot & Squirt, Birney, Kelly, Jasper, Rudy, Trevor and Dreamer & Kelley. How can I not? Cocker Spaniels = LOVE!!!!!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!!
XO mommy XO

[Bobbie]

Dearest Trevor,


YES, it will be Trevor FOREVER nad EVER and EVER.......................................................

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XO mommy XO

[Gretta's Mom]

Dear Mr Trevor

Here I am in your earthly living room and your two brothers, Dreamer and Kelly, are both out cold because we just got back from a walk around the schoolyard across the street. Everywhere I look, I can see your beautiful picture - the best picture of a dog there has ever been or ever will be. But more than that, i can feel you spirit here. It's very strong - sometimes when I'm typing I sense you lying under my right elbow. Sometimes I can sense you in the kitchen under the Trevor For President sign that Ralph made for you. Your spirit is all over here and, like your mommie healed you while you were on earth, your spirit is healing her. I can see it but more importantly I can feel it. Trevor, thank you for coming into your mommie's life. It took a LOT for you to get here - I cannot even begin to imagine the amount of pain you had to endure in your earthly life. But once you found your true mommie, even though much of your physical pain couldn't go away (believe me, your mommie would have stopped at NOTHING to relieve your pain - and I mean NOTHING), your hear was completely healed by your mommie's love. It is a love that is as boundless as the sky and moree precious than all the diamonds in the world. The love between your mommie and you we shall never see again on this earth. I'm so glad I got to see you once and help you on your passage to the Perfect World - where you both look and FEEL like your incredible phtograph.

I love you, Trevor ...... forever.

Auntie Jeannie

[My Doxie and Me]

I have a Butterfly sighting I would like to tell I look out my window with fall leafs as I run my hand over ground my friend runs as blades of grass bend to my own will I close
my eyes to see the empty trees that fill my life with...A friend told stories of Beautiful Monarc Butterflies I sit this day and look for these tiny colorful friends as magic happens
the empty Tree of life is nothing more then as the empty leafs fly with the winds of time.. I listen to stories of Dreamer Kelly and ; My Mr. Trevor when you sit in silence to listen
to a single life lost yet a Human sings from... you can hear life of a lost one speak as they love us so much we may miss a single kiss of life that holds us.. as we search for a friend..

As I look out my window shades of grey dance with the few leafs of a tree that reach out to my window intime as I see them dance like butterflies and I sit in silence watching
a friends story of a simple car ride as I look in the reflection of a friend that has help many.. Bobbie I see the Monarc Butterfly sing in the winds of time through my life as i
watch I weep;...My friend has given me peace as I look into your kindness for others I thank you for the Butterfly outside my window I think of your friend Trevor as
I watch him from my window of life I see him run beneath Angel wings as he plays in life you sing his name to hold him once again and in doing so you have helped
many find there own friends that lay on the branch of life that sing like Summer Monarc Butterflies....

Bobbie my friend I wish you well as I see Butterflies outside my window looking into Mr. Trevors place.. I wish you well my friend.. Bobbie..

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[Bobbie]

Oh, Trevor!

He has returned!! Jenna's daddy is back with such a wonderful message of beautiful, beautiful butterflies! Keep telling Jenna to send them his way and I will always be on the lookout for yours!

I love you so much, Trevor! And always will!!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XO mommy XO

[My Doxie and Me]

Bobbie Thankyou for the invite I have much to say yet today I will keep it within the fine lines; Boobie
my words come from my dear friend; yet I sit in silence under a tree or as if i'am chained to a tree how
do you release your friend when you walk in the rain and hold them.. No harm shall come yet we have
to say;.. My friend Bobbie so many days hold my heart where I could not breath as you wither beneath
Angels wings and ask... Then you listen to good people as they gather around a lost soul kneels touching the
ground and when I look up I see your face and through the tears I smile because I see a little girl leading her
friends at such a young age;<Arms Wide as we take Flight> your good heart has been given at such a young
age this is why Mr. Trevor sits with you as you watch these tiny colorful friends dance at your window.

Now for Jeannie why would I say such words to someone I never have met yet she tells stories and I listen
I can tell you a story that to this day plays apart of my healing.. when I lost Jen I lost something so dear
to me from the very first day I held her and said I will always care for you and I watched and I listened...
Forgive me..to sit with a friend and hold them as they listen to your heart beat they run free even in pain
as they live to care for us nothing shall harm the good human that care for a friend that wakes in the sun
of a friends love...

When Jeannie told a story after Grettas passing she went to a shelter and the one that holds her heart is taken yet
she does not turn around and walk the long road home she kneels infront of another cage an aging friends tail sways
and says will she love me could she love me oh how much love I have to give if only my angel would wrap her wings
around me; I would sing I would run like a puppy again I would lay my head upon her heart and I would change her
for a lifetime and I would be complete... I have to ask the teachers who is the ones that are great are words or are actions..

So Who is Friede;.. All of you.. You have helped me find someone so special and with all your loving words even in my time
where I have fallen you took me by the hand and said... The special people of LS are the ones that speak for all are friends
care for others as Bobbie you hold children's dreams as you line them up with arms wide; and Jeannie your caring heart is
so; loud I can hear Grettas name in my sleep as the good friend touches the human on thy head to say... I accept you for
your kind heart as i listen.. I can her you call my name when we sleep..

The fine line.. How do you comfort someone when they have lost; a gift of life... We reflect on are time together;...

[Bobbie]

Trevor,

I need your strength, honey, like never before. And..................

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XO mommy XO

[Gretta's Mom]

Bobbie

What's going on?


G and R's mom

[Bobbie]

Trevor,

My beautiful, wonderful Trevor.................................

I still LOVE you so much and always will...............................

Thank you for the grace and trust you brought into my life...........................

You are the bravest Cocker Spaniel that ever lived on earth and now in Heaven...........................

See you when I get there some day.........................

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XO mommy XO

[Bobbie]

Hello Trevor!

Today is yet another day that I get to love you more! And I get to thank you, again, for choosing me to be your forever mommy. That is a true gift, one to remember especially at this holiday season.

Mommy is doing well today and I still have a picture of you in every room of our home. Well, except for the bathrooms, but that can be arranged. You were so photogenic. I am not able to light your memory candles because I ran out of them awhile back. But that doesn't mean I don't think of you all the time. Dreamer and Kelley keep me busy and are snuggling with me more. Remember, though, that no dog ever replaces another. Each one is a unique gift and has his/her own special ways of loving their human(s). You, of course, came into my life at the exact time that I truly needed you. You gave me a purpose and a mission. I hope I did a good job. I still think of you and I going down the stairs in the morning: one step at a time, only when you were ready and confident that mommy would not let anything happen to you on that step. The treats to entice you down the step helped, too. Now I can smile with nostalgia (for lack of a better word) when I think of that. We didn't care how long it took to get downstairs. We had all day to do it.
Did you know that I still have the two messages I wrote to you on the day that you passed into Heaven? They are still up in the hallway and kitchen and will be there forever.......just for you.

I hope that you and Birney, Crocker, Spot & Squirt, Kelly, Jasper, Rudy, Gretta, Rufus, Jenna, Mickey, Jake, Benjamin, Hermy and all your thousands of friends will have a wonderful time playing all day long!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XO mommy XO

[Gretta's Mom]

Hello beautiful Trevor
Who is truly forever.

The magical dog
Who awakened everyone's hearts
And brought the love
To the surface and then out
Into the world
Wherever they were

And changed the world forever
Trevor

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOOXOX

Auntie Jeannie

[Bobbie]

Hello Trevor!

Auntie Jeanne wrote a nice poem for you and I bet you like it A LOT! Thanks!

Today is a good day for mommy. I thought I should share it with you as I always dump on you in the not-so-good days. I had chemo today and the side effect seem to have stayed away at least for awhile. Mommy has felt good all week. That is why I am smiling at your pictures all the time. Your collage is in the living room so I see you often.

Trevor, you are such a wonder to me still. How you tolerated everything you did without uttering much at all. I still think of the early days when we did not know your troubles and thought that you were very aggressive. I should have known better, but the lies that had been told to us were quite convincing. I thank God that we found out the truth so that you could have some good days with us. I still miss cuddling on the floor with you and always will.

Daddy is outside raking leaves and I'm going to listen to Christmas music now. Have a wonderful, fun and loving day with all your friends and relatives!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XO mommy XO

[LoveMyMickey]

Hello Sweet Trevor!!!!

Auntie LoveMyMickey here, stopping by to say I love you and think of you every day. Isn't it wonderful that your mommy is feeling better.......Don't forget to keep that prayer hummmm going with all your friends for your mommy to be well.


Bobbie, I didn't know Ky. had a State Butterfly. It's called a Viceroy butterfly, never heard of it until the other day. It looks like a Monarch except some of the black markings on it are a little different..........It's too cold for butterflies around here now, we'll have to wait til spring. I miss seeing them......Take care Bobbie, and remember you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers....God Bless...

LMM

[My Doxie and Me]

A Loan From God

God promised at birth of time, a special friend to give,
His time on earth is short, he said so love him while he lives.

It may be six or seven years, or twelve or then sixteen,
but will you, till i call him back, take care of him;..

A wagging tail and cold nose, and silken velvet ears,
a heart so big as all outdoors, to love you through the years.

His puppy ways will gladden you, and antics bring a smile,
as guarding or friend he will, be loyal all the while.

He'll bring his charms to grace your life, and though his stay be brief,
when he's gone the memories, are solace for are grief.

I cannot promise he will stay, since all from earth return
But lessons only a dog can teach, I want you each to learn.

Whatever love you give to him, returns in triple measure,
follow his lead and gain a life, brim full of simple pleasure.

Enjoy each day as it comes, allow your heart to guide,
be loyal and steadfast in love, nor think the labor vain,
nor hate me when i come to call, to take him back again...

I fancy each of us would say, "Dear Lord, thy will be done,
for all the joy this day shall bring, the risk of grief we'll run."

"We'll shelter him with tenderness, we'll love him while we may;
and for the happiness we've known, forever grateful stay."

"But shall the Angels call for him, much sooner than we've planned;
we'll brave the bitter grief that comes, and try to understand."



Bobbie your kindness for Mr. Trevor as you look into his eyes; only you know
as his teachings are on the surface for you to sing within his life;)

This poem is from Power Of The Dog <Author Unknown>

[Bobbie]

Trevor,

Our friend, our dear friend, has sent mommy a beautiful poem! I asked for a poem that would make me feel so close to you and he did it! Well, you and he did it! I am going to read this poem every single day because it fits you to a "T". How did he know? Trevor, you taught me that friends always know what and how to say the perfect words. And I received a double gift with this poem. A gift from Jenna's dad and a gift from you! How lucky I am! How incredibly lucky!

So, just for that, I am going to try and post a picture of you in the next couple days. Wish me luck, as I don't have a clue what I am doing. I got the directions and need to follow them exactly. I want everyone to see just how beautiful you are. And, yes, boy dogs can be beautiful. Proof? You!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XOmommyXO