New Years Begiining And Lifes Ending, Poems for my Max |
New Years Begiining And Lifes Ending, Poems for my Max |
Jan 1 2010, 06:56 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 549 Joined: 8-December 09 From: Pittsburgh, PA Member No.: 6,258 |
New years Beginning and Lifes Ending
Well as I sit here and face the New Years Beggining It is just so still, and empty with your lifes ending I know that this is a process that we all must face I just wished yours had been at a slower pace You gave me 7 wonderful and happy years It just wasnt enough that is why I shed so many tears As I sit here and cry, and know that your body is beneath the ground All I can vision is you sleeping not making a sound Oh how I miss your beautiful face, and tiny tail nub (nubbie) I would give enything right now to give you a kiss, and a big rub Its been just alittle over 4 weeks now And I still ask my self why and how There are no questions or answers to ease my pain And I have no problem expressing it, or feel any shame You where mommy's little preciious boy And the funny things you did, oh what a joy But the one thing I miss the most is YOU I knew that your love and loyality was TRUE M- My A- Angel X- XOXO You are my heart and soul Mommy |
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Jan 2 2010, 05:36 AM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 1,071 Joined: 12-September 09 From: UK Member No.: 6,120 |
Anna that is so beautiful. Are you making a little book of your poems and photos for darling Max. I might try and start one for my Angels .... Ooh that would be a lovely project for me for the NEW Year. Thanks for the inspiration. Keep writing and posting , my dear friend.
Love and hugs Jan xx |
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Jan 2 2010, 02:41 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 549 Joined: 8-December 09 From: Pittsburgh, PA Member No.: 6,258 |
Thank you Jan I was having a really really hard day yesterday. I sobbed most of it. So when I am feeling depressed I try to write what I am feeling. I will be so glad when I can write some happy poems to my sweet Max.
Take Care Anna |
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Jan 2 2010, 03:53 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 17 Joined: 24-December 09 From: US Member No.: 6,279 |
New years Beginning and Lifes Ending Well as I sit here and face the New Years Beggining It is just so still, and empty with your lifes ending I know that this is a process that we all must face I just wished yours had been at a slower pace You gave me 7 wonderful and happy years It just wasnt enough that is why I shed so many tears As I sit here and cry, and know that your body is beneath the ground All I can vision is you sleeping not making a sound Oh how I miss your beautiful face, and tiny tail nub (nubbie) I would give enything right now to give you a kiss, and a big rub Its been just alittle over 4 weeks now And I still ask my self why and how There are no questions or answers to ease my pain And I have no problem expressing it, or feel any shame You where mommy's little preciious boy And the funny things you did, oh what a joy But the one thing I miss the most is YOU I knew that your love and loyality was TRUE M- My A- Angel X- XOXO You are my heart and soul Mommy Anna, I love your poem. Just know that your pain is felt by each of us. Allicia (Montgomery) |
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Jan 3 2010, 12:04 AM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 258 Joined: 16-December 09 From: Jackson, MI Member No.: 6,273 |
Anna,
I love your poem! Thank you so much for sharing. Your poems have inspired me to write one of my own about Callaway. I think it will help with the healing process. Love and hugs, Rhapsedy |
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Jan 3 2010, 01:16 AM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 549 Joined: 8-December 09 From: Pittsburgh, PA Member No.: 6,258 |
Thank you Allicia and Rhapsedy I dont know if it helps writing them but I know as I sit here and cry that is what I am feeling and thinking. Some days I am a little better but then there are days my heart just feels like it is being ripped out of my chest. Putting him down has been the hardest thing for me to except. I know he is not suffering even though I dont know in my heart how much he was. I guess that is what is so hard for me to except did I really do it at the right time. Even though I know I still would have had to make that same decision somewhere in the near future. This has been a wonderful place just to come and write about how we feel and know that we are not being judged by how we feel about our beloved pets. Some people just dont understand and cant comprehend at all. Thank god that we do have each other to lean on who truley do understand each other.
God Bless all of us here Anna |
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Jan 7 2010, 02:49 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 549 Joined: 8-December 09 From: Pittsburgh, PA Member No.: 6,258 |
Max, my angel this year has been so lonely already and its just beginning, I dont even want to think about when spring gets here and you are not here laying in the sun like you loved to do. You loved being outside when it was nice out. That is when mommy is really going to have a tough time. Dont even want to think about cutting the grass when you are not laying in it Your presence and everything you did is soooooo missed. I think the hardest days are yet to come my precious.
Sending you love and head scratches Mommy |
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Jan 12 2010, 03:16 AM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 549 Joined: 8-December 09 From: Pittsburgh, PA Member No.: 6,258 |
Hi My Precious Angel
My year so far has been hard going forward. I just cant seem to stop thinking of when the weather gets nice you are not going to be here to enjoy laying outside in your favorite places. I cant get through the moment and I am dreading the future. I think of you constantly with every thought that goes through my head you are in them. For every beat that my heart beats you are one of those beats. For every breath that I take you are the air that I breath. You were my baby and now you are my angel. I will love you forever Mommy |
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Jan 12 2010, 10:09 AM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 511 Joined: 22-November 09 From: Chesaning, MI Member No.: 6,235 |
Another great poem Anna. Thanks for sharing.
I can't find the post with Max and his steeler shirt, which thread is it on? I was at the vets the other day to pick up heartworm for Radar and Tanga and that is where Brutus' Steeler pic is...It was before I had a digital camera and I gave the pic to the vet..it was the only copy I had...it is now posted on his memorial board. Next time I'm there I'm going to swap the pic with a different pic I have here since it was the only copy....then I will scan and post. Thinking of you and your angel Max, Sonya -------------------- ****Sonya****
In loving memory of my soulmate, Brutus...never forgotten, always missed. Brutus Midnight Gunsmoke Black Lab and best friend 11-22-96 to 11-16-09 |
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Apr 2 2010, 12:12 AM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 549 Joined: 8-December 09 From: Pittsburgh, PA Member No.: 6,258 |
New years Beginning and Lifes Ending
Well as I sit here and face the New Years Beggining It is just so still, and empty with your lifes ending I know that this is a process that we all must face I just wished yours had been at a slower pace You gave me 7 wonderful and happy years It just wasnt enough that is why I shed so many tears As I sit here and cry, and know that your body is beneath the ground All I can vision is you sleeping not making a sound Oh how I miss your beautiful face, and tiny tail nub (nubbie) I would give enything right now to give you a kiss, and a big rub Its been just alittle over 4 weeks now And I still ask my self why and how There are no questions or answers to ease my pain And I have no problem expressing it, or feel any shame You where mommy's little preciious boy And the funny things you did, oh what a joy But the one thing I miss the most is YOU I knew that your love and loyality was TRUE M- My A- Angel X- XOXO You are my heart and soul Mommy Oh Sweet Dozer (Biggins) I had no idea when I wrote this poem for Max that you would be leaving us also. I miss you so much and so does your daddy. You are in our every thought we are just so lost without you here. You gave us so much happiness and laughs. We know you are here in spirit I know you will never leave us. Missing you Mommy & Daddy xoxoxoxo |
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