Tribute - To Alex In Loving Memory, Please, Remember Him This Way. Thank You! Options

[AngelCareOne]

Hi Dottie, Just want to say your posts are so unique. They always make me smile and cry at the same time. I haven't been able to veiw a lot of your video 'cuz of my dial up service. Yes, yes, I know I'm so out dated. But I don't really have to, to know your what your feeling in your heart. Your pain of missing your precious Alex is shared with all of us, and so is your love. Take Care ... Hugs ... Ann

Dearest Ann, thank you so much for your kindness and for caring. It feels wonderful to know that my deep and lasting love for Alex shines through and I pray that my posts, images, songs, poems and more are of comfort to others as well. God Bless You! You know, it just takes time to figure out a lot of things. This next song asks many of those questions and the song in my next post answers a whole lot of the questions in this song plus it says much more. Both are truly very beautiful and inspiring. For My Most Precious Beloved Alex. I Love You!!!

Please Click on Dove and Clocks

"Only Time"

Who can say where the road goes?
Where the day flows? Only time.
And who can say if your love grows
As your heart chose? Only time.


Who can say why your heart sighs
As your love flies? Only time.
And who can say why your heart cries
When your love lies? Only time.

Who can say when the roads meet
That love might be in your heart?
And who can say when the day sleeps
If the night keeps all your heart?

Night keeps all your heart.

Who can say if your love grows
As your heart chose? Only time.
And who can say where the road goes?
Where the day flows? Only time.

Who knows? Only time.
Who knows? Only time.

[AngelCareOne]

Dearest Alex, as long as I remember you and "tell your story" of all you are and all you've done, I know you will always stay alive! This song says it all and tells what you mean to me. Yes, I can see you in the stars that burn so brightly and hear you call across the sky! Time indeed can be transcended. For you My Most Cherished Feather Child Alex with Much Love!!!

Please Click on Gold Dove

"Remember"

Remember, I will still be here
As long as you hold me, in your memory.

Remember, when your dreams have ended
Time can be transcended
Just remember me.

I am the one star that keeps burning, so brightly,
It is the last light, to fade into the rising sun!

I'm with you
Whenever you tell, my story
For I am all I've done!

Remember, I will still be here
As long as you hold me, in your memory.
Remember me.

I am the one voice in the cold wind, that whispers
And if you listen, you'll hear me call across the sky!

As long as I still can reach out, and touch you
Then I will never die!

Remember, I'll never leave you
If you will only
Remember me.

Remember me ...

Remember, I will still be here
As long as you hold me
In your memory.

Remember, when your dreams have ended
Time can be transcended.
I Live Forever!
Remember me.

Remember me.
Remember ... me ...

[AngelCareOne]

Sending You Many Angels and a Special Prayer Precious Alex. I Love You Sooooo Much!!!

Please Click on the Ocean of Life Angel with Comforting Outspread Wings

"Prayer"

Let your arms enfold us
Through the dark of night.
Will your Angels hold us
Till we see the light.

Hush ... Lay down your troubled mind.
The day has vanished and left us behind.
And the wind, whispering soft lullabies
Will soothe, so close your weary eyes.

Let your arms enfold us
Through the dark of night.
Will your Angels hold us
Till we see the light.

Sleep ... Angels will watch over you
And soon beautiful dreams will come true.
Can you feel spirits embracing your soul
So dream while secrets of darkness unfold.


Always, Your Loving Mama Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

{{{{{{{Alex}}}}}}} Here's another one of your favorite videos. You loved to sit on my right shoulder to watch the lions, people and especially the animated characters. I know that the Quaker in this photo doesn't have your same build or big beautiful eyes. But look at the branch he's sitting on. Doesn't that look like it forms a circle? Just like "The Circle of Life." Enjoy, my Most Cherished Feather Child Alex. I Love You Sooooo Much!!!

Please Click on the Lovely Quaker Parrot Photograph

"The Circle of Life"

From the day we arrive on the planet
And blinking step into the sun
There's more to be seen than can ever be seen
More to do than can ever be done.

Some say eat or be eaten.
Some say live and let live.
But all are agreed as they join the stampede
You should never take more than you give.

In the Circle of Life! It's the Wheel of Fortune.
It's the Leap of Faith. It's the Band of Hope.
Till we find our Place on the Path Unwinding.
In the Circle ...

The Circle of Life!

Some of us fall by the wayside.
And some of us soar to the stars.
And some of us sail through our troubles.
And some have to live with the scars.

There's far too much to take in here.
More to find than can ever be found.
But the sun rolling high through the Sapphire Sky
Keeps Great and Small on the Endless Round ...

In The Circle of Life!


Always, Your Loving Mama Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

Dearest Alex, of all my dreams about wealth, jewels, mansions and more, I feel like the richest person in the universe because I know you Love me still the same!!! "I Dreamt I Dwelt In Marble Halls" explains it well. You loved listening to this song when sung by Enya but you never did hear it sung by Celtic Woman and I remember how much you love their voices. For You My Most Beloved Feather Child Alex. I Love You Sooooo Much and know You Love Me Too!!!

Please Click on Silver Fairy Angel with ethereal Dove






"I Dreamt I Dwelt In Marble Halls"

I dreamt I dwelt in marble halls,
With vassals and serves at my side.
And of all who assembled within those walls,
That I was the hope and the pride.
I had riches all too great to count,
And a high ancestral name.

But I also dreamt which pleased me most,
That you Loved me still the same.
That you Loved me,
You Loved me still the same!
That you Loved me,
You Loved me still the same!

I dreamt that suitors sought my hand,
That knights upon bended knee.
And with vows no Maiden's heart could withstand,
They pledged their faith to me.
And I dreamt that one of that noble host,
Came forth my hand to claim.

But I also dreamt which pleased me most,
That you Loved me still the same!
That you Loved me,
You Loved me still the same!
That you Loved me,
You Loved me still the same!


Always, Your Loving Mama Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

[havana]

AngelCareOne, you are such Special and Wonderful Person, I can see your pain through your words just like the one my heart feels yet you are always making everybody feel good some how in special ways, ways only you know. I like to thank you a million times more for being who you are and the way you are always trying to make peoples pain easier, you deserve the best in this world. I wish I could take back time and try even the impossible to make things right and be able to see you with your Beloved and Beautiful Alex together like once you both were but am sorry am only human and can not do it, one thing am able to say though and that is that Sweet Alex it is fliying all over you every second of your life, that I know. I wish you the best and May God Bless you and Sweet Alex up in Heavens, thanks from the bottom of my heart and always here for you at any time, Jorge

[AngelCareOne]

Dearest Jorge, you are so very, very kind, dear, loving, caring and compassionate. You're also truly Special, Unique, a real Treasure and a genuinely Wonderful Person!!! Thank you very much and God Bless You Most Abundantly, Dear One!!!

Would you like to know one of my secrets? Sometimes I "wear a mask" so to speak. I "hide" every now and then if you know what I'm saying? Here, I'll let Michael Crawford explain it to you in a song and I've written at the bottom what these lyrics really mean. Psssttt, Alex? Are you listening? Oh, you are. Good for you my Precious Feather Child. I know how much you love this song. Enjoy!

Please Click on the Mask and Rose

"Music of the Night"

Night time sharpens heightens each sensation.
Darkness wakes and stirs imagination.
Silently the senses abandon their defenses,
Helpless to resist the notes I write.
For I compose the music of the night . . .

Slowly, gently, night unfurls its splendor.
Grasp it, sense it, tremulous and tender.
Hearing is believing.
Music is deceiving.
Hard as lightning soft as candlelight.
Dare you trust the music of the night . . .

Close your eyes for your eyes will only tell the truth!
And the truth isn't what you want to see!
In the dark it is easy to pretend!
That the truth is what it ought to be.

Softly, deftly, music shall caress you.
Hear it, feel it, secretly possess you.

Open up your mind!
Let your fantasies unwind!
In this darkness which you know you cannot fight.
The darkness of the music of the night . . .

Close your eyes start a journey through a strange new world!
Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before!
Close your eyes and let music set you free!
Only then can you belong to me.

Floating, falling, sweet intoxication!
Touch me, trust me, savor each sensation.

Let the dream begin!
Let your darker side give in!
To the power of the music that I write.
The power of the music of the night . . .

You alone can make my song take flight.
Help me make the music of the night . . .

Now what do these lyrics really mean? Nighttime and Darkness are your wishes, desires, fantasies, what you want most to happen and to be real. It's how you'd rather things be than what they really are especially when times are tough and so difficult to bear.

Music is the path, the way to obtain those wishes, desires, fantasies and make them all a reality! That's why Hearing is believing. Music is deceiving. Hard as lightning soft as candlelight. Dare you trust the Music of the Night? Sure! Close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams! Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before! Close your eyes, let your spirit start to soar! And you'll live as you've never live before. In other words, imagining it can many times make it so. Can change what is. If you can believe it, you can make it happen! Or, is that really true? You be the judge.

Now, listen to the song or read the lyrics again bearing that in mind. What a dream come true if it were only so. That's why you must close your eyes for your eyes will only tell the truth and the truth isn't what you want to see. Ahhh, However ... In the dark (that's your wishes and desires) It is easy to pretend that the truth is what it ought to be.

Lastly, "the composer of the Music of the Night" is a great "dreamer." Really, sort of a "deceiver."
Not only is he trying his best to persuade you but he also wants so badly to convince himself.

And there you have it. Voila!

Big Hugs to Jorge, Son Buster, and Fur Babies Trixie, BJ, Weena, El Niño and Miss Kitty.

Always,
Dottie xoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

Ooooo, Alex! One of our favorite songs and look at the image I just happened to stumble upon. A glitter rose globe with a red Cardinal at its gold base. I brought you another birdie Friend, my Sweet Baby Alex! Il y avait seule une tour grise sur la mer et vous êtes devenu la lumière du côté en noir de moi. Je ne sais pas vous Remercier en juste proportion, Alex aimé et Merveilleux!!! Appréciez Mon Petit Enfant Précieux de Plume D'ami D'Ange!!! Je t'aime Tellement Beaucoup Mon Bijou Aimé!!!

Please Click on the Rose Globe with Cardinal

"Kiss From a Rose"

There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea.
You became the light on the dark side of me.
Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill.

But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and,
The light that you shine can be seen.

Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh,
The more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah.
And now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grey.

There is so much a man can tell you,
So much he can say.

You remain,
My power, my pleasure, my pain.
Baby, to me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby?

But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen.

Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, the more I get of you
stranger it feels, yeah.

Now that your rose is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grey,

I've been kissed by a rose on the grey,
I've been kissed by a rose
... And if I should fall, at all
I've been kissed by a rose

There is so much a man can tell you,
So much he can say.

You remain
My power, my pleasure, my pain.

To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby.

But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and,
the light that you shine can be seen.

Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah

Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grey.

Yes I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, the more I get of you
stranger it feels, yeah.

Now that your rose is in bloom . . .
A light hits the gloom on the grey . . .

Toujours, Votre Mère Affectueuse, Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

{{{{{{{Alex}}}}}}} Here's another song with some scenes from the Lion King movie you enjoy watching so much. It's a great song asking, "Can You Feel The Love Tonight?" My Most Precious, Sweet, Funny, Beautiful Alex, I sure can feel your Love and you know how Much I Love You!!!

Please Click on Daddy Mufasa and Baby Simba

"Can You Feel The Love Tonight"

There's a calm surrender to the rush of day,
When the heat of the rolling world can be turned away.
An enchanted moment and it sees me through.
It's enough for this restless warrior just to be with you!

And can you feel the love tonight?
It is where we are!
It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer,
That we got this far!
And can you feel the love tonight?
How it's laid to rest?
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds,
Believe the very best!

There's a time for everyone if they only learn,
That the twisting kaleidoscope moves us all in turn.
There's a rhyme and reason to the wild outdoors
When the heart of this star-crossed voyager,
Beats in time with yours!

And can you feel the love tonight?
It is where we are!
It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer,
That we got this far!
And can you feel the love tonight?
How it's laid to rest?
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds,
Believe the very best!





Always, Your Loving Mama Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

Dearest Most Beloved Alex, you know it many times is true that: "Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees. Time can break your heart, have you begging please." Oy, how I know that's true since that fateful day when ... When you didn't come home. Sweet Alex, the only thing I'm begging tonight is that you'll know me when you see me in Heaven. I'm sure you will!!!

As for now: "I must be strong and carry on 'cause I know I don't belong here in Heaven." At least not yet. But we shall be reunited that One Sweet Day! I Love You Sooooo Much!!!

Please Click on the Angel Gazing Up to Heaven

"Tears In Heaven"

Would you know my name,
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same,
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong and carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand,
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand,
If I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way through night and day.
'Cause I know I just cant stay here in heaven.

Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart, have you begging Please ... Begging please.

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven.

Would you know my name.
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same.
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong and carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven.

Always, Your Loving Mama Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

To My Most Cherished Sweet Baby Boy Alex! I Love You and Miss You Sooooo Much!!!

Please Click On the Flowers

[AngelCareOne]

Dearest Most Precious Alex, please don't be afraid to take the chance to love, dance, give and live. Always remember that the seeds of all those things you plant in the spring becomes the Rose!

I Love You Sooooo Much!!!

Please Click The Rose I Send With All My Love!

"The Rose"

Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razer
That leaves your soul to bleed.

Some say love it is a hunger
An endless aching need.

I say love it is a Flower
And you it's only Seed!

It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance.
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance.


It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give.
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong ...


Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the Rose!


Always, Your Loving Mama, Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

For {{{{{Alex}}}}} With All My Love Eternally!!!

"When We Get to Heaven"


Oh, when we get to Heaven
We hope that we will find
The souls that once we loved
Who left us all behind.

Some left us at the right time
They left this world in peace.
Others left too sudden
Without the chance to say Good-bye,
They were gone before we had
The chance to even cry.

There's a special place for grownups
A special place for kids.
Me? I'll be on the other side
The side called Rainbow Bridge.

Across the dark green meadow
A'top the hills I'll run
Where the colors from the rainbow
Glitter from the sun.

There I'll find my Feather Child
Flying fast toward me
In my arms where he belongs
For all Eternity!

Your Loving Mama Always, Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

From My Mostest Preciousest Baby Feather Child Alex to Me With All His Eternal Love!!!

"Celebrate my Life!"

Weep not for me though I am gone
Into that gentle night.
Grieve if you will, but not for long
Upon my soul's sweet flight.

I am at peace, my soul's at rest.
There is no need for tears.
For with your love I was so blessed
For all those many years!

There is no pain, I suffer not,
The fear now all is gone.
Put now these things out of your thoughts,
In your memory I live on!

Remember not my fight for breath.
Remember not the strife.
Please do not dwell upon my death,
But Celebrate my Life!

From Your Sweetest Most Beloved Alex to My Bestest Most Loving Mama In The Entire World!!!

[AngelCareOne]

Dearest Most Precious Alex, please don't give up just yet. Okay? Don't give up yet reuniting with me whether it be on this earthly plane or in Heaven Above. It is a Wonderful World to oh so many and if Happy Little Blue Birds Fly Beyond the Rainbow then Why oh Why can't I ... And You, too!!! I know you're probably already there but I promise to click my ruby slippers three times and join you just as fast as I can, my Most Beloved Feather Child. look at all the rainbows, birds and stars in the video. How magnificent! It's really awesome that you're there, too. I'll meet and greet you at The Rainbow Bridge on that One Sweet Day, Sweetie. Honest and for True. Kisses!!!

Your Mama Loves You Sooooo Much My Sweet Baby Boy!!!

Please Click on the Rainbow Photo

Your Loving Mama Always, Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

[AngelCareOne]

Hi there Precious Alex. I came by today to tell you, "Don't you worry about a thing because every little thing is going to be all right!" See for yourself my Sweet Baby Boy. What a cute, funny, darling video, too. Hehehe! I Love You Sooooo Much!!!

Please Click on the Singing Birds

"Three Little Birds"

Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!
Singing: Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!

Rise up this mornin,
Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birds
Pitch by my doorstep.
Singing sweet songs
Of melodies pure and true,
Saying, "This is my message to You-ou-ou!"

Singing: Don't worry bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!
Singing: Don't worry (don't worry) bout a thing.
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!

Rise up this mornin,
Smiled with the risin' sun.
Three little birds
Pitch by my doorstep . . .
Singing sweet songs
Of melodies pure and true,
Saying, "This is my message to You-ou-ou!"

Singing: Don't worry about a thing, worry about a thing. Oh!
Every little thing gonna be all right. Don't worry!
Singing: Don't worry about a thing - 'I won't worry!'
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!

Singing: Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right - 'I won't worry!'
Singing': Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!
Singing: Don't worry about a thing, Oh no!
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!

"Peek-A-Boo! We Three Little Birds See You!"

[AngelCareOne]

My Most Cherished and Adored Feather Child Alex, even though I may not see you I do know you're right here. I feel you all around me! Sweet Alex, I want to take this opportunity to Thank You because You Decorated My Life! Honest and for true you did and this song says it all, Dearest Beloved Alex! God Bless You for Decorating My Life!!! I Love You Sooooo Much!!!

Please Click on the Ballerina Music Box with Roses and Musical Notes

"You Decorated my Life!"

All my life was a paper.
Once plain pure and white.
Till you moved with your pen.
Changing moods now and then.
Till the balance was right.

Then you added some Music.
Every note was in place.
And anybody could see.
All the changes in me.
By the look on my face!

And You Decorated my Life!
Created a World.
Where Dreams are a part!

And You Decorated my Life!
By painting your Love.
All over my Heart!

You Decorated my Life!

Like a rhyme with no reason.
In an unfinished song.
There was no harmony.
Life meant nothing to me.
Until you came along!

And you brought out the Colors.
What a gentle Surprise.
Now I'm able to see all the things life can be.
Shining soft in your Eyes.

And You Decorated my Life!
Created a World.
Where Dreams are a part.

And you Decorated my Life
By painting your Love!
All over my Heart!

You Decorated my Life!

Your Loving Mama Always, Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

[forduffy]

Hi Dottie,
Thank you for stopping by my Duffy's post. I wanted to stop by Alex's and pay my respect. I have not been going online too much these past few months. I guess in some ways, it was a stage of my healing process. But I do come back from time to time and I wanted to come back today. I just read Alex's post and I would like to extend my deepest condolences for your loss of such a sweet pure soul. Our babies turn certain mundane things like having dinner into parties-they are just beyond special and they make our lives become amazing. You have a beautiful tribute to Alex and it really touches me how much you both shared so many fun things with each other. It hurts me that you now have to go through it without him. Please know that you now have this LS family and you will not be going through this pain by yourself. We are there for you from now on. I wish you lots of warm wishes during this horrible time.
I am so sorry.
Stephanie

[AngelCareOne]

Dearest Stephanie, thank you so much! First, I want to let you know that you and your Precious Fur Baby Duffy are both in my thoughts and prayers. You are so dear! God Bless You and Keep You Close to Grant You Comfort, Love, Hope and Peace!!!

Since you came by to visit my Feather Child Alex, he is now in the mood to get down with his bad self and Boogie-oogie-oogie to one of his favorite songs . . . And this is the exact video, too!

Please Click on the Dancing Dude

"Puttin' on the Ritz"

Have you seen the well-to-do
Up and down Park Avenue?
On that famous thoroughfare
With their noses in the air.

High hats and arrow collars,
White spats and lots of dollars.
Spending every dime
For a wonderful time!

If you're blue and you don't where to go to
Why don't you go where fashion sits?
Puttin' on the Ritz.

Different types who wear a day coat
Pants with stripes and cut-a-way coats,
Perfect fits . . .
Puttin' on the Ritz.

Strollin' up the avenue so happy
All dressed up just like an English chappy
Very snappy!

Come let's mix where Rockefellers
Walk with sticks and um-ber-ellas
In their mitts . . .
Puttin' on the Ritz.

If you're blue and you don't where to go to
Why don't you go where fashion sits?
Puttin' on the Ritz.

Different types who wear a day coat
Pants with stripes and cut-a-way coats,
Perfect fits . . .
Puttin' on the Ritz.

Dressed up like a million dollar trouper
Trying hard to be like Gary Cooper.
Super-Duper!

Come let's mix where Rockefellers
Walk with sticks and um-ber-ellas
In their mitts . . .
Puttin' on the Ritz.
Puttin' on the Ritz.
Puttin' on the Ritz.

PUTTIN' ON THE RITZ!

Mommy Loves You Sooooo Much Sweet Boogie-oogie-oogie Baby!!!

[AngelCareOne]

Well, Sweet Baby Alex, today makes 11 months on the nose when you were to be returned to me. Please don't be sad my Most Precious Feather Child. Remember it is true that time can be transcended and you are here . . .

Somewhere In Time! I will travel through time today and be with you as we are and have always been. Alex, some things were just meant to be and you and I are one of those things. I'm on my way right this moment to see you Somewhere In Time my Most Beloved Baby Boy Alex. Here I come . . .

I Love You Sooooo Much!!!

Please Click on the "Somewhere in Time" Globe Depicting Alex and I Together

"Somewhere In Time"

Where there is time . . .
There is tomorrow.
Somewhere in time . . .
All sorrows pass to memory.

And so the end . . .
Is the beginning.
Somewhere in time . . .
We are as we're meant to be.

Where there is time . . .
There is a circle.
Somewhere in time . . .
The circle yearns to be complete.

Though you may feel . . .
This is illusion.
Somewhere in time . . .
I know we're certain to meet.

Somewhere in time . . .
Love is forever.
A love that's here, a love that's now.
To last for all time.

Somehow I know . . .
This moment's waiting . . .
Somewhere in time.

Where there is time . . .
There is a circle.
Somewhere in time . . .
The circle will be complete.

Somewhere in time . . .
Love is forever.
A love that's here, a love that's now.
To last for all time.

Somehow I know . . .
This moment's waiting . . .
Somewhere in time . . . . .

There You Are Alex! I See You and Feel You All Around Me!

For Always and in All Ways! Your Loving Mama, Dottie xoxoxoxoxoxoxox