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Lightning-Strike Pet Loss Support Forum _ Death and Dying Pet Support _ I'm So Sorry Mamma

Posted by: lynette Oct 5 2009, 09:27 AM

I'm so sorry Mamma.

Grampy phoned yesterday afternoon to tell us that he found your boby at his place. I'm just so sad. You've been with us for almost eight years and in a blink of an eye you're gone. It looked liked such a horrible death Mamma. You must have been so scared. If I'd known I would have been there to chase away Dumper and Lucy. I'm sure that's what happened. For some reason, they just don't like cats. But it makes me so mad. I don't know if you were there or if they dragged you there. I'm so sorry Mamma.

I know you're with Hunny and Lily now. And maybe fat Mamma. She left a few months ago, and still hasn't come home. It's not like her to be gone for so long. I know you've missed Hunny and Lily since they left too. You haven't been the same. You just haven't seemed as happy. I know we didn't give you very much attention this year - because of the weather we just didn't spend much time outside. But please know Mamma, that we all loved you very much - and still love you. And will always love you.

I hope you're happy now - now that you're back with Hunny and Lily. I know they were both your best friends. They were all you knew. We buried you next to Lily yesterday.

I'm just so sorry Mamma. I wish I could have saved you. I'm sorry.

I love you Ma. And I'm gonna miss you so much. But I know you're happy to be with Hunny and Lily. I guess you were all supposed to be together forever.

Love you Mamma. And fat Mamma - love you too - if you're up there too.

Love Mum, Dad and Carly, the pups, and the kittens - and Smokey of course. (Haven't seen him for a day or so either, so I hope he's not there with you).

Hugs and kisses.

Posted by: lynette Oct 5 2009, 09:38 AM

I just feel so sick Mamma.

Putting this in writing I guess maybe makes it just so real. I am just so sorry.

Please forgive me Ma. I know you were an outside cat, but still feel like I should have been able to protect you.

I just hope that you're happy and whole again.

Love you Ma.

Hunny and Lily will take good care of you now.

I hope I don't have to come back here to post another loss for a very, very long time. Chirper seemed lost this morning. I guess she's missing you. Maybe Smokey went looking for you. I hope he's ok.

I love you Ma.

Love Mum.

Posted by: lynette Oct 5 2009, 09:51 AM

Me again.

Life just sucks so much some times. What an awful year and a half!!! First Lily, then Hunny now Mamma. And probably fat Mamma too. All four of you came to us in 2001. Maybe, you're just all supposed to be together. Is this the end of an era??? I hope that's what it is and not something more, cos I don't think I could handle losing Izzy, George, Barney or Casey. Maybe we're just cursed or something.

I'm just so sorry. I miss all of you.

Posted by: patricia Oct 5 2009, 12:08 PM

omg! im so sorry to hear this. your heart is broken and i wish i could give you a big big hug in person! she IS with hunny and lily now. take comfort in that.
(((((((((((((hug)))))))))))))
patricia

Posted by: Monique Aug 28 2015, 11:00 AM

oh my goodness, i understand why you feel such deep, pervasive pain.

my toby met such an end. i was never able to recover his body and never knew which neighbor's dog. despite 100s of flyers, walking the neighborhood, ringing door bells, talking to people, posting ads in the local newspapers, the neighbor who had the dog who killed toby never came forward... :'(

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