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MissingMyLittleMan

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16 Dec 2008
My little man, Pata, was last seen by my husband around 10 am on 12/2 relaxing on the deck. I have been a complete mess ever since he disappeared. I never knew losing him would be this hard. He was definitely my baby and my little snuggle bug and I am feeling so completely empty without him running to greet me at the door and jumping up on my chest when Iím watching TV. I sit here and think over and over in my head those special moments that we shared. Itís like my mind is on a torturous repeat of all the times I will never again get to experience with my kitty.

I finally couldnít take the ďnot knowingĒ and contacted an animal communicator and she confirmed what I already had suspected, that he has passed on. It still just doesnít feel real though, like at any minute he is going to come running around the corner and jump up into my lap. I feel like Iím having a hard time coming to terms with it and realizing that he really isnít coming back.

Iíve been reading the other stories on this site and it gives me some comfort to know that other people are experiences the same levels of grief because I was starting to feel like I was going crazy. He was such a special little kitty and the best pet friend I have ever had and losing him has been the hardest thing I think I have ever had to go through.

We knew when we moved out to this heavily forested area that there was a much higher chance that our outdoor kitties could be taken by coyotes or raccoons, but we still couldnít bear to confine them to the house. Now I sit here crying every day and night wondering if I really did make the right choice and feeling like somehow I let him down and should have done more to protect him. All I can keep telling myself is that it was worth it for him to get 5 years being outside where he loved to explore than 10 or 15 years stuck inside. Still 5 years just doesnít seem like long enough.

His brother, Tambo, who is my husbands kitty has been missing him ever since he left. I try to find comfort in him, but he just isnít close to me like he is to my husband and it almost makes it harder when I look at him and realize what I have lost. Every time I see him running around the corner I think itís my kitty and every night when he snuggles up to my husband and I lay there alone it just breaks my heart.

Thanks for listening!
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