My New Friend

Hi everyone it's been awhile since i've been here, i've had alot going on. just wanted to let you all know i recently got a new pup her name is rajah. she's another little shih tzu like my beloved sasha. she is full of life and keeping me busy.

How Do I Begin To Heal?

I JUST DON'T KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN. I JUST FOUND THIS SIGHT AND I AM HOPING IT WILL HELP ME WITH WHAT I FEEL TO BE A GREAT LOSS. ON APRIL 28, 2008 I MADE THE HARDEST DECISION OF MY LIFE, TO PUT DOWN MY FAITHFULL COMPANION OF 14 YRS. MY BELOVED SASHA.
SHE HAS BEEN WITH ME SINCE SHE WAS 8 WEEKS OLD. AND SPENT EACH AND EVERY NIGHT SNUGGLED UP SLEEPING BY MY SIDE.I KEEP TELLING MYSELF IT WAS FOR THE BEST AS SHE WAS GETTING OLD AND FEBEL. BUT I HAVE SO MUCH GUILT QUESTIONING IF I DID THE RIGHT THING.
I JUST CAN'T GET A GRIP AND THINK OF HER 24/7 WITH TEARS IN MY EYES. I FIND IT SO HARD TO GET ANY SLEEP AT NIGHT WITHOUT HER BY MY SIDE. I HOPE MY BABY IS SAVE AND CAN REST IN PEACE