I Love You Sarah

This is Russ, I lost my precious baby girl Sarah 11 months ago. I have a post here already but I cannot access it now, the page freezes up when I try to add a reply. I hope it's ok that I start another post. I've wanted to say so much since the last time I was able to reply. I hope this one will work for me. I miss my Sarah so very much and I haven't been able to come to terms with everything. It's such a cold dark place I'm at. Daddy Loves You Sarah with all my heart and I'll never ever leave you.

I Lost My Baby Girl Today

Today I had to say good-bye to Sarah my first and only dog I've ever had. I got her as a puppy from the humane society in 1998. She has been more than I've ever dreamed a dog could be and by having no children of my own she was my baby girl. It has been just me and her living alone for the past seven years. I can't believe I won't see her anymore. I've been grieving for the last year knowing I was going to lose her. I've cried and cried many, many times but nothing prepared me for the crippling emptiness I have inside now. I miss her so much and I told her I was sorry again and again. The medicine she was taking wasn't working anymore and this morning she was yelling in pain and I couldn't stop it any other way but to rush her to her vet. It was a horrific experience to see her go and I want my baby girl back. I'm almost 50 years old and have been divorced from my wife for 7 years and now I'm alone. I LOVE YOU SARAH Daddy loves you so much baby girl.