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26 Jun 2015
I had to euthanize my 16 year old fur baby (a shih tzu) Fluffy, last Thursday, June 18, 2015. I've been crying since. I'm so miserable, hurt and missing her terribly. I feel physically sick. My eyes are swollen from crying but I just can't stop. I am a little better each day and for that I am truly grateful. I feel guilty for doing it but I know I did what was best for her. She was blind, deaf, unable to get up or down the steps to go outside to potty, having accidents all over the floor (which I did not mind cleaning up one bit), I could not remember the last time she wagged her tail or licked my fingers. She didn't recognize me or her Daddy and was startled every time we came near. She still ate good but that seemed like it was not pleasurable for her anymore. She was just existing.

Fluffy was my first pet as an adult that I got right after my husband and I got married. This is the first time I've had to do this and a first time I've had a pet cremated. I have her ashes sitting in a pet urn on my nightstand along with a picture of her when she was young.

I have SO MANY emotions that I am feeling and almost unable to cope with them all. I have been talking to her since her death and begging for signs. I have received several but still that isn't enough.

I just want to feel better again. I'm so extremely sad and I miss her so much. sad.gif
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