What A Tough Day

Saturday will be week 5 today I can't stop crying. I miss my buddy dodger

Dodger My Buddy

A beautiful dog and loyal companion. A friend to children despite his size. He never harmed anyone. A few times he had wildlife trapped and he walked away after the chase was over. He let them go. Walking one time he suddenly stopped and turned around. I knew this was strAnge and so I turned around to look over the hill and sure enough there was a bear 20 yards away. Dodger sensed it before I did and led us both to safety. So many more stories. I miss my buddy. But not the horrible shape he was in. God have him a fill life for 14 years. I wAs blessed with him I just wish he was still here I miss him it hS been 4 and a half weeks. With the thawing of the New Jersey snow coming soon I will then have dodgers memorial prayer service

I Miss My Loving Dodger

Tomorow will be 4weeks since I made the horrible car ride to the vet and dodger was sent to heaven. I didn't know for sure that it would happen. His arthritis and other frailties could probably be managed for a few more weeks. Albeit poor quAlity. However a few days before dodger developed a horrible abscess that forced my vet to say it was definitely time. I feel so sad that dodger always trusted me he had no idea what was coming. I have greAt sadness about this.

Hurts So Much

I am looking at pictures of dodger and it hurts so much. He is in the spring of life enjoying himself while swimming. When the weather changes he won't be here to go swimming. I miss my buddy

Dodger Day 25

I live with this terrible void. I miss my dodger so much. It's comforting to know that he really never was mine. He is gods creation and is home now. He was on loan to me for 14 years and is home now not boy do I miss him. My best friend consistent reliable loyal. Life made more sense with him by my side