Missin Roxy

I just can't seem to figure out how to do this posting thing. I guess just keep trying. It's a week now since Roxy was put to sleep. I have her picture beside me and I just can't believe how much I miss her. She was like a person to me, we shared such a close bond. My arms ache wanting to cuddle my girl. She was just so darling to me. Buck is coming around a little bit, but it kills me to watch him want to go out for a pee, I open the door, and he looks back over both shoulders wondering his best buddy is. We have searched US and Canada for a new pom, and I think we have found one for late next week. A little black and white pom that is very very different from Roxy because I don't want to compare. I wonder if my heart is okay to really love another one. I hope so. Buck needs an active little friend to get him out of the depression that I am sure he is having. Just please let me be able to love a new little boy. I got Buck a week after my first love Merle was killed, and to be honest, I love him, but never bonded the way Roxy and I did. I saw her visit my work in a crate, and fell in love instantly and knew, just knew somehow, that she would be mine. Sure enough, a month later the people who owned her, (And did not treat her very well) had to move and asked me to take her. Oh man I was over the moon, she was mine at last. And I treasured her for the next l4 years, and I can look back and take comfort in the fact that she was out of that home, and her life was wonderful, I mean great. She was so loved here. This is a great site and I read all the posts, just feel like an idiot cause I am not getting the hang of it. I believe this will be a new post, can't find the posts I did earlier. Anyway, it is so nice seeing how much all you people really treasured your pets, I wish all our four legged friends could find homes as loving as ours and that animal cruelty did not exist.

Today I Lose My Precious Roxy

I have to try and go to work today, knowing that tonight when I get home I will have an hour with her and the vet is coming over to put her to sleep. She is a l5 year old little pom and has been our joy. We got her from an abused home at the age of 2 and that gave her a little attitude, but was always ready to visit with you if she felt comfortable. I don't know how I will get on with her, she sleeps beside me every night. We have her constant companion Buck who won't even go out to pee until she's with him, we are going to be so lost. The pain is brutal.