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> New Years Begiining And Lifes Ending, Poems for my Max
smokey/lady/max
post Jan 1 2010, 06:56 PM
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New years Beginning and Lifes Ending

Well as I sit here and face the New Years Beggining
It is just so still, and empty with your lifes ending

I know that this is a process that we all must face
I just wished yours had been at a slower pace

You gave me 7 wonderful and happy years
It just wasnt enough that is why I shed so many tears


As I sit here and cry, and know that your body is beneath the ground
All I can vision is you sleeping not making a sound

Oh how I miss your beautiful face, and tiny tail nub (nubbie)
I would give enything right now to give you a kiss, and a big rub

Its been just alittle over 4 weeks now
And I still ask my self why and how

There are no questions or answers to ease my pain
And I have no problem expressing it, or feel any shame

You where mommy's little preciious boy
And the funny things you did, oh what a joy

But the one thing I miss the most is YOU
I knew that your love and loyality was TRUE

M- My
A- Angel
X- XOXO

You are my heart and soul
Mommy
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janika
post Jan 2 2010, 05:36 AM
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Anna that is so beautiful. Are you making a little book of your poems and photos for darling Max. I might try and start one for my Angels .... Ooh that would be a lovely project for me for the NEW Year. Thanks for the inspiration. Keep writing and posting , my dear friend.

Love and hugs

Jan xx
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smokey/lady/max
post Jan 2 2010, 02:41 PM
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Thank you Jan I was having a really really hard day yesterday. I sobbed most of it. So when I am feeling depressed I try to write what I am feeling. I will be so glad when I can write some happy poems to my sweet Max.

Take Care
Anna
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post Jan 2 2010, 03:53 PM
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QUOTE (smokey/lady/max @ Jan 1 2010, 06:56 PM) *
New years Beginning and Lifes Ending

Well as I sit here and face the New Years Beggining
It is just so still, and empty with your lifes ending

I know that this is a process that we all must face
I just wished yours had been at a slower pace

You gave me 7 wonderful and happy years
It just wasnt enough that is why I shed so many tears


As I sit here and cry, and know that your body is beneath the ground
All I can vision is you sleeping not making a sound

Oh how I miss your beautiful face, and tiny tail nub (nubbie)
I would give enything right now to give you a kiss, and a big rub

Its been just alittle over 4 weeks now
And I still ask my self why and how

There are no questions or answers to ease my pain
And I have no problem expressing it, or feel any shame

You where mommy's little preciious boy
And the funny things you did, oh what a joy

But the one thing I miss the most is YOU
I knew that your love and loyality was TRUE

M- My
A- Angel
X- XOXO

You are my heart and soul
Mommy

Anna, I love your poem. Just know that your pain is felt by each of us. Allicia (Montgomery)
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Rhapsedy
post Jan 3 2010, 12:04 AM
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Anna,

I love your poem! Thank you so much for sharing. Your poems have inspired me to write one of my own about Callaway. I think it will help with the healing process.

Love and hugs,
Rhapsedy
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smokey/lady/max
post Jan 3 2010, 01:16 AM
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Thank you Allicia and Rhapsedy I dont know if it helps writing them but I know as I sit here and cry that is what I am feeling and thinking. Some days I am a little better but then there are days my heart just feels like it is being ripped out of my chest. Putting him down has been the hardest thing for me to except. I know he is not suffering even though I dont know in my heart how much he was. I guess that is what is so hard for me to except did I really do it at the right time. Even though I know I still would have had to make that same decision somewhere in the near future. This has been a wonderful place just to come and write about how we feel and know that we are not being judged by how we feel about our beloved pets. Some people just dont understand and cant comprehend at all. Thank god that we do have each other to lean on who truley do understand each other.

God Bless all of us here
Anna
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post Jan 7 2010, 02:49 PM
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Max, my angel this year has been so lonely already and its just beginning, I dont even want to think about when spring gets here and you are not here laying in the sun like you loved to do. You loved being outside when it was nice out. That is when mommy is really going to have a tough time. Dont even want to think about cutting the grass when you are not laying in it Your presence and everything you did is soooooo missed. I think the hardest days are yet to come my precious.

Sending you love and head scratches
Mommy
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post Jan 12 2010, 03:16 AM
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Hi My Precious Angel

My year so far has been hard going forward. I just cant seem to stop thinking of when the weather gets nice you are not going to be here to enjoy laying outside in your favorite places. I cant get through the moment and I am dreading the future. I think of you constantly with every thought that goes through my head you are in them. For every beat that my heart beats you are one of those beats. For every breath that I take you are the air that I breath. You were my baby and now you are my angel.

I will love you forever
Mommy
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Brutus
post Jan 12 2010, 10:09 AM
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Another great poem Anna. Thanks for sharing.

I can't find the post with Max and his steeler shirt, which thread is it on?

I was at the vets the other day to pick up heartworm for Radar and Tanga and that is where Brutus' Steeler pic is...It was before I had a digital camera and I gave the pic to the vet..it was the only copy I had...it is now posted on his memorial board. Next time I'm there I'm going to swap the pic with a different pic I have here since it was the only copy....then I will scan and post.

Thinking of you and your angel Max,
Sonya


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****Sonya****

In loving memory of my soulmate, Brutus...never forgotten, always missed.

Brutus Midnight Gunsmoke
Black Lab and best friend
11-22-96 to 11-16-09
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smokey/lady/max
post Apr 2 2010, 12:12 AM
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New years Beginning and Lifes Ending

Well as I sit here and face the New Years Beggining
It is just so still, and empty with your lifes ending

I know that this is a process that we all must face
I just wished yours had been at a slower pace

You gave me 7 wonderful and happy years
It just wasnt enough that is why I shed so many tears

As I sit here and cry, and know that your body is beneath the ground
All I can vision is you sleeping not making a sound

Oh how I miss your beautiful face, and tiny tail nub (nubbie)
I would give enything right now to give you a kiss, and a big rub

Its been just alittle over 4 weeks now
And I still ask my self why and how

There are no questions or answers to ease my pain
And I have no problem expressing it, or feel any shame

You where mommy's little preciious boy
And the funny things you did, oh what a joy

But the one thing I miss the most is YOU
I knew that your love and loyality was TRUE

M- My
A- Angel
X- XOXO

You are my heart and soul
Mommy


Oh Sweet Dozer (Biggins)
I had no idea when I wrote this poem for Max that you would be leaving us also. I miss you so much and so does your daddy. You are in our every thought we are just so lost without you here. You gave us so much happiness and laughs. We know you are here in spirit I know you will never leave us.

Missing you
Mommy & Daddy
xoxoxoxo
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