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26 Mar 2004
Hello everyone. It's been 3 weeks today since my sweet Dusty Boy left my side and I still miss him terribly! He is in my every thought and my heart still aches for him.

Last week we went out and got a new puppy and named him "Lucky" since we got him on St. Patty's Day and he's our little Lucky Charm. He of course will never replace the love I have for my sweet Dusty, he just holds a different part of my heart now. I know Dusty is smiling down seeing all the mischief Lucky's getting himself into...just like he use to do when he was a puppy.

As the tears start flowing (as they often still do) Lucky jumps up and licks them all away and puts a smile back on my face again. I know that's exactly what my Dusty Boy wants to see.

I Love you my Sweet Dusty Boy and I will never forget you!
I hope you feel all the hugs and kisses I send your way daily!!!

DustyLove,

"Lucky" Dusty's Baby Brother wub.gif
22 Mar 2004
It's been 2 weeks since my Sweet Dusty left my side and I miss him terribly!!! My husband convinced me that we needed to get another dog to keep our other 13yr old ##er company since she is deaf and blind and really relied on Dusty to get her around.

We got a new ##er Spaniel puppy and he is just adorable, but of course will "Never" replace my sweet Dusty!!! When we were playing with the puppy at he pet shop a song came on in the background and it was a song we had dedicated to Dusty on his memorial video we just made, so I thought it was Dusty's way of accepting our decision.

Last night, I dreamt that one of our other dogs "Ginny" who has been gone for 9 years now, came running up to me... she was sooooo excited to see me and just wagging her tail and smiling! then all of a sudden Dusty comes running and I actually heard him say " come on... let's go play" and they both turned and ran away together.

Dusty never even acknowledge my presence!!! I feel he is upset with me for bringing a new puppy home! Maybe he feels I'm trying to replace him???? I have not stopped crying today and feel sooooo broken hearted. He was the most beautiful... gentle, caring friend I've ever had and I would trade everything, if I could have him back again!!!
I miss his big brown eyes talking to me... but this time he had nothing to say.

Thanks for listening.

DustyLove sad.gif
12 Mar 2004
A week ago today my Sweet Dusty left my side. I am reliving his awful last moments in life, over and over again. I guess I'm mourning for myself because I know he is now free of pain and happy, yet I'm left here to live my life without him by my side.

I sleep with his little sweater (it smells like him) and have pictures of my boy everywhere. I see his video and just want to jump in and pull him out and bring him back home where he belongs!

I miss cuddling him... I miss him licking my tears away... I miss his wet little nose on my face asking me whats wrong, how can I help...
My life is so empty without him!!!

DustyLove
5 Mar 2004
My Dusty is gone now and I can't bare the pain! He woke up this morning is pain, so I phone the vet and asked to take him ASAP instead of waiting until our scheduled 4PM appointment. We arrived at 8:30AM and as soon as the vet took a look at Dusty, she said it was definitely his time. I held him and kissed him, trying to comfort him as he starred at me moaning in pain. They came and took him to prep him with his IV and said they would be back shortly. Well she immediately returned back and said as they were shaving his little leg, he had passed on. The vet said he knew how hard this decision had been for me, so he decided to make the decision on his own instead. My poor baby! I swore I would never let him feel any pain, yet I let it happen anyway. Even if it was for just a few hours, he surely didn't deserve that at all. I feel so guilty, knowing I could have taken him in sooner before his pain had ever started. I can't get his little face off my mind and his big brown eyes starring at me asking me for help and there wasn't anything I could possibly do for him. I had made plans to take him a bath and sit outside on a blanket under the sun, snacking on his favorite treats, so he could enjoy his last day and instead he had such an awful ending. The pain is just killing me! He was like my shadow... everywhere I was, he was by my side... and now all I want to do is lay by his side as well. I miss my sweet boy soooooo bad! How can I go on with out my best friend of so many years by my side? sad.gif This is the worst day of my life.

DustyLove
4 Mar 2004
Well as some of you already know I have a 15 year old buddy (##erSpanial) named Dusty who was diagnosed with kidney failure 3 weeks ago. We have had him on special at home treatments since he got out of the hospital and at first he was responding really well, but this week he's taken a turn for the worse. Dusty is no longer responding to his Kidney treatments and it's come down to me finally giving in and letting him go tomorrow. We have his appointment set at 4PM and the thought of having to give my baby up is unbearable! I've kept trying because he kept trying, but now he's given up. He won't eat or drink anymore on his own and his artheritis is really bothering him, due to lack of fluids in his system. Today was the first day I really saw him in pain and I won't allow him to go on like this anymore. I ran to the vet to pick up some additional pain medication so he can be painfree util then. I want to do anything in my power to help him in anyway I can and just hope he knows I did everything in my power to save him. Oh how I'll miss my sweet boy! I was hoping he would be around for his "sweet 16" which would be 2 weeks from now. Every year we would celebrate his birthday and he would get so many treats... oh his tail would be wagging with excitement, he didn't know what to try out first! But the little guy can't go on any longer. My heart is broken into a million pieces and I do my best not to let him see me cry, so he won't get scared but tomorrow will not be easy. I will hold him in my arms and just pray he feels the love I have for him one last time and takes it with him on his journey... until we meet again. sad.gif

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