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> Happy New Year To All!, Unbelievable how time flies!!
post Dec 31 2012, 04:39 PM
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Hello to all! I lost my Baby on Oct. 20, 2012. I wrote on here a few times and each time I cried a river again. I've talked to and listened to others stories. Since then, I've met a couple people who lost their older pets also. (not that age makes a difference) While in my chair in living room, I hold one of Baby's pillows, and I sleep with another pillow and also a "doggie" that's actually a heat/cold wrap, but I won't use it as such. The funny thing is, I found it in the hospital gift shop when I went for my last scan. It is adorable and reminds me of Baby.
I still think I hear her, I'm mourning and trying not to cry in front of my sons. My oldest keeps asking if I want another pet, and I keep telling him NO! I do mean it. He tries to kid around with me, like: "So, you want a goldfish"? Which is his way of making me laugh. In fact, one of my stocking stuffer gifts from them was a GOLDFISH that is actually soap, he looks like he is floating in water, it's very real looking. Naturally, we got a good laugh out of it.
I cry sometimes when I'm having breakfast, as Baby would come around to share with me. And I still "feel" her watching me from her spot, while I'm cooking. It seems I see more and more beautiful commercials, ads and you tube stuff that makes me either cry or smile, depending upon my mood!!! (with pets in them)

If you haven't seen it yet, go to Google and put in: Mama Dog with beautiful downs syndrome child. It will knock your socks off!!!!

I hope everyone is coping ok, we are not alone. I'm trying really hard to remember that we gave Baby a good home and loved her to peices. She was a faithful, loving companion to me and when I'm alone in the house, the silence just about kills me. I played Christmas music the whole month of Dec., day in and day out. I'm not always alone, my sons are here and have their schedules. But.....you get the picture ):

Blessings to all for 2013!!!
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