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lynette
post Apr 14 2017, 07:15 PM
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Hi my precious angels.

Hope you are all well. I had a dream about Bud and Lady last night. You guys didn't look like you did when you were here, but it was so nice to see you anyway. I dreamt you were lost for a couple of months, but then I found you at a shelter and I tried very hard to convince them that you were mine. They finally let me take you home. God, I miss you. I miss all of you.

I just wanted to write this down before I forgot, not that I ever want to, but usually I don't remember my dreams.

I love you all. So very much. I'll talk to you all tonight ok babes.

Love forever and ever, Mum.
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lynette
post Dec 30 2017, 10:39 AM
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Good morning my precious Angels.

It's been a while since I've written on here, but doesn't matter because I talk to you every night. I miss you all so much and I will love you all for all eternity.

Just wanted to stop by and write something here since it's been a while.

The pups are doing well. Izzy's getting old - poor thing. She's been on medication now for a year for her liver function. She's got a few fatty lumps and bumps. She's getting around pretty good. This time last year, I really didn't think she'd be with us much longer - she was so sick. But she's doing ok. Hopefully, we have a few more years with her here on earth. Barney and Casey are good too. Casey's sitting up on the back of the chair. She started doing that a few months ago, never ever did that before. I think it's the golden paste that they get three times a day. That stuff is what has given Izzy a new lease on life. Linus turned two at the beginning of December. He's such a sweetheart. The others won't play with him much though. Poor thing. You guys would love him. He is so much like you George. Sometimes, I think he's you reincarnated. If that's the case, then I believe you would be soooooooo very happy. Because he's smaller, he gets to do the things that you weren't always able to do, like sitting on us. He takes his food to go, just like you did. He runs like you, he chases the goats and cows away from the fence - just like you did. You'd love him George.

Carly's been sick. Just getting over a really bad cold - again. We had quite the scare end of October. I found her passed out in her room, had to call an ambulance. They think she may have had a seizure. So, she's had a CT and MRI scan - all came back normal. Just waiting to see a neurologist now. Hopefully she'll get some answers, but hoping it's nothing serious. Aunty Andrea has seizures too. She's off to a funeral today. Her buddies niece passed away before Christmas, 38 - cancer. That cancer sure sucks!!

Dad's good - he's been sick too. It's so cold here right now. We hit -35 overnight. And only a high of -28 today. Not sure if I will be taking the pups out for a walk later or not. Guess I'll see how cold it feels later.

Anyway my darling Angels, I will talk to you tonight. I love you and I miss you.

Love forever and ever, Mum.
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lynette
post Aug 8 2018, 08:32 AM
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Hi my precious Angels.

It has been quite a long while since I've written here. Things are not good - as you know. Barney is very sick and we really don't know how much longer we have with him. His kidneys are full of tumours and his belly is filled with fluid. He's on medication and hoping so much that will help with the fluid in the belly. There is nothing we can do for the tumours now so it is just a matter of time before he meets you guys there. It is so sad. He was at the vet yesterday and he has that same look you had when you went a month before you left us Hunny. He knows of course, so do the others. He is so so tired. He can't get comfortable I guess and he's trying to sleep sitting up. I don't know how I'm going to handle losing him. He still has a good appetite but will only eat his stew and whatever treats we give him. He won't eat dry food unless I soak it in water and even then - not always. He's lost so much weight. I was going to bring him to work this morning, but changed my mind cos he's so tired, he needs to rest. He hasn't slept well since last Thursday night. My heart hurts, I'm numb from all of this. I can't understand how he got so sick so fast. A month ago he went in for a dental, to have a bad tooth removed and the vet told me he had 2 cysts on his kidneys. But she said tests showed he had protein in his urine, but not enough to put him on medication. And now just a month later he's so sick. How did this all happen so fast. She also told me he had laryngeal paralysis. I was looking for a vet to perform that surgery. I had no idea his kidneys were this bad. And now.....I'm planning his funeral. Well, trying not to think about it, but it keeps crossing my mind. Do we bury him next to Lily and George or do I have him cremated and keep him next to you Hunny? The plan had been to bury your ashes next to Lily, but I just can't bring myself to do that - even now.

I love you guys so much. I love Barney. I don't want him to leave. Praying that the medication kicks in soon so that he can at least rest and be comfortable for a while. The medication is supposed to help remove the fluid in is belly. I so hope it works soon. Otherwise I will be begging the vet to drain it manually. I know it won't buy us time or cure him, but I hope he can at least have a few more months with us and be somewhat comfortable.

I'll come back later and write again.

Love you all - please watch over Barney.

Love forever and ever - Mum.
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lynette
post Aug 14 2018, 08:47 AM
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Hey guys.

Barney left yesterday afternoon - did he make it there ok? I miss him so much.

Barney - how ya doing Bean? Miss you so much already. But I know you're feeling better again. I'm so sorry this happened. I wanted so much to make it all go away and for you to be healthy again. I know you tried your hardest but it just wasn't to be. Don't worry about us - we'll be ok in time. We know you're back to yourself again. It was so hard to watch you these past few days. My heart is aching for you and is shattered into a million pieces. We will be together again Bean. When my time comes we will be together and we'll spend the rest of eternity together. For now play with your brothers and sisters and give them all a giant hug from us. Love you Barney. Forever and Ever. Love Mum. Will talk tonight and the rest of my life. I hope you got all the sleep you needed. I know you were so, so very tired Barney.
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moon_beam
post Aug 16 2018, 02:02 PM
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Hi, Lynette, please permit me to offer you my sincerest sympathies in the physical loss of your beloved Barney. I know so very well from first hand experience how much your heart is aching and the void that is in your life without your beloved Barney's sweet physical presence with you. The comfort is knowing that he is now restored to his former youthfulness in the company of the angels and his family members, and is patiently waiting for your appropriate time to join him in eternal joy. When that day arrives your reunion will be as if you had never been separated. Until then you are honored to be his heir to his eternal love - - for nothing in heaven or on earth can ever sever the love bond you and your beloved Barney share.

I hope today, and every day, is treating you kindly, Lynette, and that you will have peaceful evenings blessed with the sweet Living Spirits of each of your beloved companions. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to knowing how you're doing.

Peace and blessings,
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In heaven's perfect garden there is no grief or pain, and all of God's creation join the angels' sweet refrain.

The most blessed way I have of knowing God's comforting love and grace is to look into the eyes and heart of God's creatures' sweet angelic face.
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lynette
post Aug 20 2018, 12:23 PM
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Thank you for your very kind words Moonbeam.

It was his birthday yesterday, would've been 10. Very difficult day for all of us.
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lynette
post May 8 2019, 03:39 PM
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Hi my darlings,

It's been a long time since I was here. I can't believe how time has flown by since you left us Barney. I miss you every single day.

Bad news - for us - good for you I guess. As you know Lucy went to be with you yesterday. Poor Lucy - such a sweet soul. I found her last night in the cat garage. Good job I checked to see if the cats needed food. She was in there - not sure why. But poor Lucy. Gramp says she was 15, so she had a good long life. Sure going to miss her.

I love you all and miss you all so much. Lucy - you are with angels now and you have so many loving siblings and relatives there. I love you Lucy and will miss you. Till we meet again sweet girl.

Love Mum.
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