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LynnMiller

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12 Nov 2012
Lucymae passed four weeks ago which I mentioned in earlier posts. I still have the blankie she passed on. I sleep with it. Yesterday I was looking at it very closely and I could see her little hairs on it. It broke my heart. I smelled her blanke and I could smell her essence.

I can't look at her 2 sweaters and raincoat. There put away. I was thinking about donating them to a dog at the Dog Park I go to or to the good will for animals.

I took all her pictures down but I put my favorite one back up yesterday.

Here are my two favorite pictues of her.

Lynn
11 Nov 2012
I guess I'm a little sad and dissapointed that no one responded to my post earlier. I was hoping to get some support and comfort. I thought that was what this forum was about.

I shared that my husband feels I should be over my feelings by now about losing my Lucymae 4 weeks ago. I mentioned my husband self medicates himself every night so he does not have to feel his feelings as I do and I was feeling alone in my grieving.

Sorry I am whining but it has been a hard time for me. Just wanting some extra support.

Lynn
10 Nov 2012
It has been 4 weeks since the death of my Lucymae. She has been with me for 16 years. I love her and miss her dearly. Yesterday I had a mini breakdown and my husband thisnks I should be over it by now. Then again he smokes pot everynight and drinks a bottle of red wine every other night.

I told him, I have to feel my feelings and he chooses to numb out everynight. I guess I need to consider the source and get comfort where I can.

Lynn
9 Nov 2012
it has been four weeks since my dog Lucymae went to sleep. I had a mini breakdown. I just had to post it. I had no where else to go. I called a friend that talks a lot about herself for support. Of cousre she started talking about herself. Pissed me off. Why did I call an unavaible person.

I miss my Lucymae so much. She's been through so much with me. Abusive marriage, learned I had Bipolar, lost a home she was right there with me all along to the end.

We also had so much fun together. Many hikes, walks, treats, pets, love and affection, down pillows, many toys and so much more. Paid several thousands on her surgery. You name it she got it.

I hurt as I am typing this. No one seems to understand but I know you all do.

Bless you all who have lost thier bestfriend also.

Lynn
5 Nov 2012
I just had to share what exactly happened when I put my dog to sleep. Lucymae my dog had been limping for awhile. I promised her I would not take her into the vet to be poked and prodded anymore at her age which was 16 years old. We had a ramp that went from the sofa to the floor.

She loved lying on the sofa by my feet. She fell off the ramp and that was it she could barely walk. We knew it was time. She was very old. I slept with her on the floor all night and we called the vet the very next morning. I cried and cried knowing the vet was coming to put her to sleep.

When the doorbell rang and I knew it was the vet I just lost it. I hugged Lucy and cried alot. She looked calm and comfortable like she knew it was time. The vet came into the room and Lucymae lifted her head and just layed back down which is not usually like her. She would usually get up and be all excited but she was still calm like she knew it was time.

The vet gave her the first injection which puts her to sleep. I layed with her for awhile as she was still alive but just sleeping. I told the vet she is ready. My husband and I knelt down beside her and we held hands crying. I could see her breathing very comfortably. The vet gave her the final injection and within seconds she stopped breathing. I lost it. I was so hysterical I could barely breath. I did get to whisper in her ear before shed died that " Mommy loves you".

My husband had to help to the living room sofa where I continued to cry. The vet and my husband took care of her body. She was cremated. I have her ashes here in my home. We plan to scatter them in the Spring at her favorite park.

I still cannot hang her pictures. I have them put away. I will never ever forget her.

Lynn
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