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2 Jul 2015
Hi I just lost one of my best friends to a horrific accident on Tuesday.
I let my babies out for a pee like any other morning and went down to have a shower only to find my beloved 13 year old Scottie floating in the pool. He had bad legs and I keep going over in my head how this could have happened. Did his mind slip for a minute, did he lose his balance. He knew his yard and had walked it 1000s of times. Had I not let him out that morning, maybe had I come back upstairs 10 minutes earlier, I could have saved him. The guilt and remorse I feel is so overwhelming. I want to stop missing him and going over everything in my mind over and over again. I do find some solace in knowing that he is no longer in pain but that doesn't suffice. What do I do? How do I get through the days and long nights. I look over at his pillow beside my bed and Iwant to see him lying there. I can't speak to anyone at work as when they ask how I'm doing I just start crying. The rest of the family does not feel the pain like I did as he was my shadow. He loved me and I him, like no other. |
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