My Kyra Has Been Gone 1 Month

My baby girl has been gone for a month now and it still hurts like it was yesterday. I still can not get over the fact that the individual that hit her never stopped and did not care enough to know whether she was dead or alive. I cry every day and just dont know how to get over this pain I am feeling. My son is the same way, he even has problems driving past the house that she flew into. I am trying so hard to help him but how can I help him if I can't help myself. I still can not even look at other dogs because I feel so bitter. How do you get over this pain and why do some many people think you are crazy because of feeling this way? I loved her so and don't understand how we could have saved her from an abusive home just for her to leave us in such a tragic manner. She was only a baby just 2 1/2 and for the first 4 months of her life she was tortured. I loved her and treated her like one of my children, why did she have to go?

Crying

It is still so hard I cry everyday! I don't know how not to cry. She was so special and I just wish she was here beside me. My family is just so deep in depression right now. We did get a new kitten, my brothers kitty had 1 kitty and he was going to give it to the pound and I just couldn't let him do that! Every time I hold her I wonder what Kyra would have thought of her. And it just makes me so upset. I look at her pictures everyday and just can't take it. How do you get over all this pain? I just want to hold her again.

Kyra

I lost my Kyra less than a week ago and feel so cheated. She was just a baby girl, only 2 1/2, and taken away in such away I didn't get to say good-bye. She was hit by a car and left lying in someones yard. The person hit her so hard she flew off the street into someone's front yard. The people never stopped to she if she was living and in need of help. The scene was witnessed by people, how could they just leave her there. My father ran as fast as he could after the police called but she passed instantly. He held her and had to close her eyes. He sat there in this yard on a busy street, crying. He was not given much time with her before they came to take her to the cemetary. The police were wonderful, they called to check on us and to see if we needed an officer to come and sit with us for sometime. (We are from a very small town, so they can do this, not much else going on.) The worst part was telling my son, she was his best friend, if you saw him she was right beside him. My son claims, at the ripe old age of 5, that god needed a dog for his old pap and the pope and that he wanted the best. My son is an old soul and is doing better everyday. But, I have guilt because she was all alone when she died. I question if she knew how much we loved her, If she felt abandond, How could this have been prevented. I know deep down it couldn't. We have rabbits and squirrels in our back yard and she got out the back door and took off after one of these animals and not being used to cars got scared and confused and ran the wrong way. But this guilt will not go away. I just hope and pray that she knew she was our baby girl and we are dying inside without her.

Kyra

Our sweet girl, Kyra, was tragically killed by a car on April 9, 2005 @ 8:55 pm. She died instantly, but that does not take away our pain. She was 2 1/2 years old and ment the world to all of us. We are having such a hard time with this and do not understand why the person did not stop. We do not blame this person, for our dog had no streets smarts and really did not understand what a car was, but just a sorry would have made us feel like they didn't consider her a piece of trash. She was part of our family and they didn't have the consideration to stop. Our beautiful baby girl was born October 15, 2003. She will never be forgotten and will live on forever in our hearts.