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22 Mar 2009
I miss my two babies so much! It's been over a year my 18 year old cat, Sammie, passed. And 2 years since I lost my Tabbie. I can't believe I still miss them so much after all of this time! I wish I could find a good pet psyhic who could speak to them. Does anyone know a good one in the Los Angeles area? Sonya, the famous TV psychic does readings on the phone...30 minutes for $300! I'd like to know what experiences others have had.
Thanks, J
23 Mar 2008
It's been over a month since my cat, Sammie died. I miss her so much. I keep thinking I should feel better by now but I still feel so empty. I cry every day. She was my baby for almost 18 years, followed me like a dog, sat with me while I worked, watched TV, etc. My other cat died over a year ago. The bond was so deep & now I feel so alone. I keep looking at the graves. I feel so lost. I never had children & the bond was so deep. The purest love I have ever experienced. It hurts more than when I lost close family members. I don't think I ever want to adopt again, at least not for a very long time. Please, someone tell me these feelings are normal. I wonder if I will ever feel O.K. again.

I am so very grateful that I had my sweet girls for so long. Tabbie had experienced many health problems. But my Sammie was never sick a day in her life. I expected her to live well into her 20's. But she started losing weight, then started vomiting, & I found out she had cancer of the spleen. The vet loaded me up with med's but just 3 days after diagnosis, she vomited the meds twice. I called the vet & she encouraged me to do injections but I just felt it was time. It was Friday afternoon & I was worried she would get even worse & I'd have to take her to emergency. My Tabbie had to be euthanized at emergency because she got worse fast & I didn't want this to happen. I called the mobile vet & he had one apt time to do euthanasia at 3:30. I made the apt. & then I sat with her. I can't explain it but she gave me the message that she was ready to go & to help her. I held my baby during the injection. It all happened too fast but I am so grateful she did not suffer more.

I feel my faith is helping me but I wonder why I'm still feeling so much pain.
15 Sep 2006
It's been over a month since I lost my sweet Tabbie kitty. I miss her so much! She was 16 & had health problems over her life so I was always caring for her. She developed a liver condition so I started making plans. I found a vet to do home euthanasia when the time came. But it didn't work out. She went to bed purring next to me & woke up in horrible pain. I was alone. I made some phone calls & looked for a mobile vet but it was too early. So I took her to the emergency hospital. I'm still feeling so guilty that I didn't rush her to the hospital faster & she laid there suffering & crying while I looked for a solution. I didn't want her to have the stress of going to the the hospital but I realized she was in such bad shape she needed to go fast. I didn't have any quality time to say goodbye. It just happened too fast. They did the injection & I stroked her but I didn't get to hold my baby & tell her goodbye. Why am I still blaming myself for letting her suffer? I always tried to protect her & I don't feel I did a good job. Why can't I let that go? I still cry every day.
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