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22 Apr 2015
I lost my beautiful Boston terrier Sophie that I had the honor of knowing and enriching my life for just seven years. I had no choice to put her to rest yesterday on the 21st. She developed a mass cell tumor on her left leg two years ago, which we had removed, but to my horror it came back with a vengeance and spread everywhere. Sophie was my baby and even though I have her " husband" and two babies with me it doesn't help. The house is so quiet I can't bear it and everything reminds me of her or something we enjoyed. I went to Walmart today, and broke down completely in the pet dept when buying puppeoni for the others because that was one of her favs. I placed a treat on the couch beside me and pretended she is right there with me which did help. Everybody keeps telling me you still have the other three, but it isn't the same and never will be again. I know I done the right thing putting her at rest because she got to where she wouldn't eat or drink willingly. I managed to get some water down her using a turkey baster of all things but it worked. The tumor started to crack open and was bleeding all the time. I tried keeping it bandaged with neosporine on it, but she wouldn't leave it alone or the others. Sophie was right there for me when I had three miscarriages, but I couldn't be with her when she was put to rest because I was so upset the night before I literally developed flu like symptoms and running a fever from my nerves coming apart, so I held her that morning and told her that I love her to much to keep her here in pain and that we will someday, hopefully soon be together for eternity. I keep getting different answers from preachers, friends, family and Internet concerning wether or not pets go to heaven. This is a touchy spot for me because it is all that really keeps me going right now. I have lost so much just in this year I can't stand the thought of never seeing Sophie again. My husband tries to comfort me, but he has never had that closeness and bond with a pet so he is clueless to what I'm saying and expressing. The way I feel right now, I don't care about living anymore. I'm not suicidal I just don't care about anything at all or doing anything. Does this sound crazy? Please somebody help me because I'm coming totally apart. Thanks for caring enough to read all of this, Sandy
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