Lost My Mozart

It is with so much sadness that I write that my black minipoodle Mozart went into total liver failure with his kidneys failing as well and died Wednesday..... for the last several days my vet and I tried so very hard to buy more time in the hope he would improve.He had been sickly since early May so I've been feeding him every day with a turkey baster and my liquid homemade food which really helped.He was doing so well until last Saturday.This has all happened so quickly.I just can't believe he is gone.

I will miss him more than anyone will ever know..... he was my "lifetime" dog ( a dog you only have once in a lifetime and I've had 7 in my life) He was so very special..he slept next to me every night ( like velcro) for 16 years, and never let me out of his sight. I have cried for days over all this.I can't stop crying..... I loved him so.

Since I am dealing with a number of very serious health issues myself, he was my rock whenever I felt low.After my surgery, radiation and chemo treatments, he was always there to greet me with a kiss and his beautiful tail held high. No matter how bad I felt his presence lifted me in a way only another animal lover can understand.

Life isn't much fun right now......time will help,with this is so more intense then losing my others...perhaps because my own health has become an issue.

Terry