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havana
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St. Louis, MO
Born Dec-28-1957
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8 Sep 2010
Hello to you all, some of you may don't know me but I have been here before and now again for the same reason, today I have lost my baby Cat El Niño, September 8th, 2010 at 7:00 pm. He died of diabetes complications and I'm very sad right now and don't know really what to say, here is a pic of him of last year, Love you Buster and Love you Niño, you both will be missed for ever and thank you for been mine these 13 years, love you both Papa Jorge wub.gif Attached Image El Niño
29 May 2008
Thank you goliath, Love Them and myhrtisbrkn for your kind words, you guys are really helping us out in this dark time, I really but really appreciate, it seems to me that you all are like the friends I had once long gone now, thank you all. Will keep in touch with you in this are of "New Topic" if there's not another easy one for me to write on, is there another way I should write to you then "New Topic"? Remember am new here and it feels like am a bit lost still but I promese I will get better with time. Buster is doing good today and still breathing thru his nose, he ate his dinner all and drink a lot of water even barked to the mail man today [that I loved to hear] Am going to wait for this two weeks till medines are gone to get a second opinion from an spacialist in tumors, take care and please come back to me soon, Jorge.
29 May 2008
wub.gif I would like to thank to all of you that take their time to read my notes but now espacially to "goliath" "LoveThem" "myhrtisbrkn" and also "jillster" for you kind words and understanding my pain and desperation.
As you know we Buster and I are alone here in St Louis from New York but before that we were in Miami Florida where he was born 11 years ago. I lost my other half in the North Twin Tower in 9/11 and Buster was at the time about 4 years old and since that age we have been together every since. I have been trying to picture my self all alone {what will I do then?] and for more that I think I have no aswer to that.
Another thing that really bodersme is when the time comes to say goodbye [will I be able to stay with him while is leaving me?] I don't think I will be able to do so, even if afterwards I feel my self as a coward and that I deserted him but I think I will prefer not to have my last vision of him dying I just want to see him and remember him alive always. Sorry had to stop for a few minutes becouse It really breaks me into pieces to see him trying to get rid of something that he thinks is on top of his nose with his two front pads not realizing it's the tumors inside bodering him, then I hugged and told him that I wish I could take those tumors off of him with my own hands and that if I could I would but I can't and told him that I am so so very sorry and he looked at me like it was understanding what I was saying to him, am crying now, bye for now and don't forget about me please, I need you.
28 May 2008
Everything start it on May 19th when I saw that my son Buster had some bleddings coming out of his nose, that late afternoon took him to our Vet's office and they checked him out from head to toe and also some x-rays were taking then two days after I noticed that his brething was different kind of noisy, that same day I had a phone call from the Vet asking me to come over to tell me what he had found [got very scare as soon as I heard this] and went there as soon as was able too the same day, got in and he looked at me and I knew something was not right and he said, am afraid I have a very very bad news for you, my heart went like 1000.00 for hour and asked him what is wrong? and he said Buster has two tumors that are eating the upper side of his nose and pressing down his air-ways and nothing he can do about it and that he was very very sorry I losted there went to tears and I am feeling that not only him I am also dying too. Just thinking that it will be a matter of time till he goes away from me it really kills me, I don't know if am going to be able to handle this, am asking God and to Santa Rita [lawyer of the imposible] to help us out as much as they can.
Now every time I wake up in the morning to go to work it feels very bad to let him all alone till I come back from it, I know that I am not funtioning like I always did before, can't wait to finish at work to rush back to him, please, pray for us cause we are only the two of us in this world, thank you all for reading this desperate notes, bye for now and please keep in touch.
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Happy Birthday dear Jorge.Thinking of you x Jan and my Angels and Pixie x
28 Dec 2010 - 6:57

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