Lost My Jasper Options

[drifty1027]

I have been through this before and it doesn't get any easier. I lost my Yorkie, Jasper on Sunday night.
He was diagnosed with renal failure at the beginning of October . He was doing pretty good then just
went down hill very fast. I cannot stop crying over him. I miss him so much. The other times when
I had to go through this I had my husband to cry on and him to hold me. He passed away 3 years
ago and I just feel worse than ever. Jasper was all I had left. He was 14 and lived a good life but
it still feels like is turning a knife in my stomach and the tears just keep coming. Thanks for
listening.....I just had to talk to somebody who understands

[moon_beam]

Hi, drifty, thank you so much for sharing with us how you're doing. Indeed, getting our beloved companion's ashes is yet another "reality check" that they are no long physically with us in the way our hearts and arms long for them to be. Our journey with our beloved companions is never long enough for we will always want just one more minute, one more hour, one more day - - one more life time with them. It has been 13 months now since my beloved Noah joined the angels and my heart is still grief stricken - - yet I am thankful that he is now no longer suffering - - that he is healed and restored to his former youthfulness in the company of the angels and his other fur family members. Grief is a two sided coin - - there will always be an ache in our hearts and an emptiness in our lives because of the physical absence of our beloved companion. Yet we will always treasure the many cherished memories we share with our beloved companion knowing their sweet Living Spirit is forever a part of our hearts and memories - - they are always and forever a heart beat close to us.

Drifty, I do so know from first hand experience how broken your heart feels. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, and please let us know how you're doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam