I Still Love You, Trevor!, separated from a most special doggie |
I Still Love You, Trevor!, separated from a most special doggie |
Jul 23 2012, 09:43 AM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 993 Joined: 13-April 11 Member No.: 7,068 |
My Dearest, Darling Trevor,
Well, here we are at a new crossroad in our Grief Journey and Life Journey. I was on this section, briefly, soon after we had to part, but then went back to the Death and Dying section, where I felt more comfortable at the time and met some exceptional animals and their people! I guess you could say that we are "movin' on up" to this new section to continue our love notes and messages. Make yourself comfortable, my hunky bunky! Yesterday's ceremony was so special. I will stop by today and see how thngs look. Might even stop in and say hello to Andrew! Trevor, my love for you continues to grow, each and every day. My gratitude to you will never cease. I still have so many questions about your life before us, but I'm not going to obsess about any of that. I think I'm going to take some time to remember and at the same time, look forward with you! Please have a wonderful day with ALL of you buddies and friends! I'll write more tonight. I LOVE YOU, TREVOR! XOmommyXO |
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Aug 7 2012, 10:17 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 993 Joined: 13-April 11 Member No.: 7,068 |
My eyes leak the salty tears of so many things, My Doxie. Tears of gratitude, hope, amazement, fear and resolve. Right now I could use Mr. Trevor (are you listening, my sweet boy?) as never before.
Tomorrow (wednesday) is the beginning of a whole new and frightening journey I must take - one step at a time. So much like Trevor did when he came to our house to live with complete strangers. He didn't know how he was going to be treated. He had no idea that I had already fallen head-over-heels, completely in love with him and that my only goal in life was to make his remaining years, his best EVER! But he held on to one thing, for sure, and that was TRUST. He decided to trust himself and then to trust me (and his daddy). Why else, when he felt so utterly frightened at the vet ER, would he bite into the arm of the person who love and accepted him the most? I would have it no other way (and the actual bite lasted several seconds). That is what a mother is all about...to absorb the painand fear and confusion from her little one, then make some sort of soothing sense of it all for him. That is what I must do, starting tomorrow and going on for how long? TRUST! And I will make Trevor (and you, my friend) so proud! I have chosen a sort of "theme" for this journey, along with a special picture. It can be seen on Google if the words "duckling - To Infinity and Beyond" are typed. The duckling if from my childhood and that's exactly what they look like and do! The know no different. So, now I takes my chances, leaning on my forever love, Mr. Trevor, and my friends here. And I will TREUST! I LOVE YOU, TREVOR! XOmommyXO |
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